The things of the past, right or wrong, no longer hold the sa importance as they used to. There’s no need to cling to them, which would only make life harder.
Ran Zhihan heard her husband repeatedly say these words, and she felt that if she didn’t use this opportunity to be a bit proud, then how could she have any standing in this family in the future? Although having a standing isn’t important to her, what’s crucial is whether she can stay by her child’s side for a lifeti.
But at this mont, she suddenly felt that if she didn’t even have a foothold, then what ability or qualifications would she have to stay at ho with her child? She didn’t want much, just to accompany her child quietly. Maybe for others, this demand isn’t too much, but for her, it’s unbelievably extravagant, sothing she simply cannot achieve. If one day they truly drove her out of the ho, then what would she do? How could she return to her child’s side? No one had ever considered her feelings as a mother; they were always so selfish.
Zhang Yichen seed oblivious to the expression on his wife’s face. At this mont, to so extent, their relationship was being undermined. The once loving marriage would eventually be consud by mutual doubt, no matter how much trust and affection they once had. If soone intervenes, even the happiest marriage can only march towards demise.
"Zhihan, let’s go back together, okay? Isn’t it great that we witness our son’s growth together? Don’t be angry anymore, it’s not worth it to get angry. It harms your health and makes worry about you too. You wouldn’t want your husband to worry with you, right? You’re so considerate and should know what should and shouldn’t be done. How should we get along to make this marriage happier? I know I don’t trust you enough, but you haven’t considered how painful I was after what happened. I’m not a Saint, I have emotions. I can’t accept my wife having ties with another man!"
"Stop, it’s so sweet-talking. Do you know how much it hurt inside when you did sothing wrong? You never thought about my pain. How could you not consider my feelings? Why are you saying these insincere words now?
I haven’t even agreed to forgive you, so where is this idea of living a happy life from? You have admitted yourself that you don’t trust that much. Without trust, how do you think we can continue to live together as a couple? Think carefully about how we can maintain the happiness in our marriage."
"I’ve told you, I didn’t doubt you on purpose, but there are so things I can’t help but think about. I’m also a man, I have my pride. If I can even forgo my pride, what’s the point of living in this world? Everyone has different thoughts. All I want is a stable life. Why can’t you empathize with how much pain I feel inside?"
The presence of pain ultimately depends on one’s mindset. If one can co to terms with everything, maybe it won’t be so torturous.
"Do you still think I’m wronging you? You feel pain, but didn’t you cause pain when you said those words? You also hurt my self-esteem. Do you know that? I thought as long as I loved you enough and had enough confidence to spend my life with you, it would be enough. But I didn’t expect that no matter what I did, in your eyes, it would still be just a pipe dream!
All my expectations of you were exhausted because of your mistrust. Do you think there’s any aning to life without a happy marriage? I don’t know if there’s any reason for us to continue living together. Maybe you want my forgiveness just to appease our child, but do you know that every word and action of yours is important to ? Because I care for you, I even care about your thoughts!
Perhaps you can’t understand this kind of caring because you’ve never cared for this way. But do you know how much I care for you? I could give up everything for you. Why are you unwilling to do the sa? I long so much for us to live well together one day. Maybe for you, this is all too luxurious and difficult, but my heart is even more pained than yours, do you understand?"
"What will it take for you to forgive ? These issues aren’t entirely my fault. Have you ever considered how these things might pain ?
Have you ever thought about the impact these things have on ? You all are so arrogant, self-centered, and never consider my feelings. I’m a living person too! Sotis, I get headaches and feel like my nerves are entangled, feeling my head about to split. I’ve never been so exhausted from work that I felt ntally and physically drained. At ho, I’ve prepared everything for you. All you had to do was stay ho with the child, yet you went out to do sothing to hurt . I really don’t want to dwell on the past anymore. I want the past to disappear like the wind and never return. But you, you kept pouring salt on my wounds. You don’t trust that I’m sincere in wanting to live with you. Maybe you don’t care, but I care about our marriage! I care whether my child can happily receive parental love.
You should know better than anyone else that I was a child without parental love. Everything I had today was earned by myself. I don’t want my son to struggle due to such things. But you never care how much a father wishes for his child to live happily. I’ve given so much to this family. I just hope everyone in the family can live without worry. But have you ever thought about the hardships I’ve gone through, and for what?
Regardless of whether you forgive , at least for the child’s sake, don’t let our hard-earned marriage end like this..."
Whether one forgives or not, it’s all like smoke in the past. Family harmony is precious, as long as the family can be together, that’s what’s most important.
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