Once, this ho was forced into chaos, and during that ti, I felt completely isolated from the world, believing that no one would have any connection with anymore.
Ran Zhihan said his piece and then turned to leave. He needed to return ho quickly; he didn’t want to continue letting this scandal play out here. He knew this was a war between two n, but why did it have to involve him, an innocent person?
Zhang Yichen watched his wife turn and leave; how could he not be anxious? He quickened his pace to catch up, and when they both returned ho, Zhang Yichen saw that Ran Zhihan had already packed all his luggage—his closet was now empty, without a single piece of his wife’s clothing. He realized that his wife’s wings had grown stronger and she was increasingly unwilling to share her true feelings with him. His heart began to feel unsettled.
"Ran Zhihan, what do you an? Are you planning to move out looking like this? Do you think moving out now has any aning? Can’t you live here peacefully? In your eyes, am I still your husband?"
"What do you an, am I still your husband in your eyes? Do you see as your wife in your eyes? You know that this matter has absolutely nothing to do with , yet you still bla , put all the bla on . What do you really want to do? Do you not see as your wife in your world? I don’t want much, I just want to live a peaceful life with you. Why is that so difficult?
I don’t want to hear why you’re telling you care about , that you acted impulsively because you care too much. To you, I’m nothing, just a pet you can summon and dismiss at will. You and Chen Gang both treat as a tool to be used. I don’t understand; I just want to live a peaceful life, why is that so difficult? Do you see as an object or a commodity to be traded at will? Why do you both have to simultaneously hurt one person? My inner world is not strong; I can’t endure being hurt and doubted by you two ti and ti again. You and Chen Gang are no different now, blinded by your self-interest, causing harm to your loved ones, while I, on the other hand, am hurt again and again, doubted again and again by the man I love most. Do you still trust ?"
"Is it truly that I haven’t given you trust? When I gave you trust, you always found easy to deceive. You always think no matter what mistake you make, I won’t care. But now you understand that things aren’t like that. Missed is missed; you’re no longer who you were, and neither am I. We truly don’t share that many commonalities anymore, so please understand my intentions. What I want is not much; it’s the sa as what you want, but together we’ve both hurt each other’s hearts.
But no matter what, you’ve always existed in my inner world. I’ve always seen you as the person I love most. I’ve never thought we’d argue one day, that we’d be so at odds. You know? Now this ho has already been turned upside down and can’t withstand any of our conflicts. I beg you to calm down, to think carefully. What consequences will your actions have? Do you truly believe leaving will still allow you to live as comfortably as now?"
Ran Zhihan listened to Zhang Yichen’s words and laughed.
"So that’s what you think inside, huh? You also think I chose to be with you because of money. You never believe I chose to be with you out of love. Do you really look down on like that? Do all of you see as such a vain woman? I can live without money and without anyone accompanying , but I cannot live without my dignity. Trampling on my dignity like this, you will regret it one day. You know everything done today is rely Chen Gang’s delaying tactic, yet you believed his words, doubted ti after ti. In your heart, I’ve already ceased to exist, so why put on such a genuine act in front of ?
I’m dying to ask what I am to you inside your heart? Why won’t you give a single ounce of trust? I know trust between spouses is built bit by bit. No one will hand over all their trust initially. I can understand your repeated doubts about ; I just want so trust from you in my heart. But ultimately, no matter what I do, you never believe , you always think every word I say is deceiving you. In your view, do people who’ve made mistakes have no chance to be good again? Do you think no one makes errors in this world but you? You keep making mistakes and continue utilizing others’ love for you, while others must bear lifeti pain for one careless mistake?
Zhang Yichen, once I loved you desperately, and to gain your trust in , I went out of my way to please everyone at ho and treated them sincerely. At that mont, I felt my efforts were worth it; at least I sensed your attitude towards was changing and you were slowly coming to trust . But in the end, I discovered that all this was just you deceiving . You never actually trusted , yet you pretended to. Again and again, if it’s just to hurt better, have you hurt , do you truly feel happy inside? Hurting , do you not feel any pain at all inside? Why? Why do you treat like this, soone you love so much, soone I love so much, to give a little trust is so hard?"
"Yes, because you’ve made mistakes, I choose not to trust you. Because you’ve made mistakes before, I choose never to trust you in my life.
Perhaps you find this treatnt of you too harsh, but do you comprehend how much pain I felt internally when you hurt ? You don’t know my inner suffering, my tornt. What right do you have to judge here? What if you are my wife or not my wife? To you, you can be indifferent to , so why should I be so concerned about you, letting him forcibly keep you by my side, allowing you to enjoy wealth and luxury?"
I used to always feel understood but now realize no one understands , no one knows how deeply lonely I am inside.
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