When tears shimr in my eyes, when my true feelings for you are frozen by your indifference, how should I describe this feeling? Who can be sure that I am completely unaffected?
This ti, Zhang Yichen is truly infuriated by his own wife. He loves this woman so deeply, he’s willing to do anything for her. After tirelessly searching for her for so many years, she ultimately chose the path of betrayal. Does he an less to her than this other man?
"Zhihan, don’t cry. You have to believe . I really love you. No matter how much grievance I endure or how much tornt I suffer for you, I do it willingly. All I need is for you to give another chance, to spare another look. Stop being angry with , and that would be enough for . Don’t cry anymore, because your tears only deepen my heartache. Originally, these tornts wouldn’t bring pain, but your tears make helpless. I’ll just beg you, please don’t cry for again, because your husband also won’t let you go. But I’m still thankful, because your tears prove that you do care about deep down. You’re just unable to choose. But I believe that one day you’ll realize the person who loves you most in this world is still , and that will never change to soone else. I hope that when you understand this, I will still be here in this world!"
"Chen Gang, stop it. We originally had no connection. Why say these things to sully my reputation? You clearly know that night was just a mistake. If it weren’t for being deceived by you, and hearing your lies, how could I have ended up in that situation with you? How could I have beco so passive as I am now? You’ve never considered where the mistake truly lies. You always add fuel to the fire. Can’t you see that my husband is already furious beyond asure, yet you still provoke him repeatedly? Do you think I would plead for you with him? You’re wrong. I would never ruin my own marital happiness for an irrelevant person. I wouldn’t plead with my husband for soone who hurt . Do you think that’s possible? Don’t you find it laughable if I were to plead?"
"You two don’t need to perform in front of with your act of self-pity. No matter what you say, I don’t believe you now, because this incident hurts too much, especially from the person lying next to , who didn’t co ho all night and was with another man. How dare you try to conceal it from , your husband? What’s wrong with being honest? If it weren’t for the fact that you’re the woman I love the most, if you hadn’t waited for so long hoping to find , if it weren’t for our son, if not for my grandpa being sick and unable to handle shocks, do you think I would let you go so easily?
Sotis, don’t be too naive. You always think you’re so important to , so you act recklessly, without considering the hurt you cause. Why should I keep giving you my heart ti and ti again only for you to trample on it repeatedly?
Once, I loved you so deeply, loved you to death and back. I didn’t hesitate to expend so much effort to find you around the whole world. After finally finding you, searching for so many years, you still betrayed . I never expected this day to co upon . I always thought my loved one, like my grandpa, would love unconditionally, would sacrifice anything for . But finally, I realized, is this really true? Do you actually sacrifice everything for ? Or do you have ulterior motives, only doing this out of no choice? Sotis, I don’t even understand what my heart truly thinks. I just want to live a stable life with you, not even caring about past wrongs. But I can’t do it because you keep challenging my patience..."
Ran Zhihan shook her head while crying, like a rattle drum, but her loved one still chose not to believe her.
"Shaking your head at is useless, and you don’t need to pin all the mistakes on Chen Gang. I have been monitoring him since the day he returned ho, but I never thought that when he contacted you, you’d go without telling or discussing with . I know I can’t restrict your freedom because you have your rights. But at least you could have considered my feelings!
Rest assured, I won’t let our son know about this affair. I can’t let him know what kind of person his mother is, spending a night with a stranger. If our son finds out, he won’t be able to accept this fact. I don’t want him to be sad, nor do I want him to feel sha among his peers.
I won’t tell others about this, nor allow it to spread. Anyone who knows will be wiped away one by one. I’ll make sure you live your remaining life peacefully, not letting anyone bring harm to you. But please understand, your life as you’ve known it ends here.
From now on, I will let you see him suffer in silence. I will make you feel like living is worse than death each day. I can no longer spoil you like before, making you fearless. Maybe you think I don’t love you like before, that’s because I’ve realized you’re not worthy of my love anymore."
"Zhang Yichen, do you know that your words hurt the woman who loves you most? Even yet, when I drugged her back then and had the intention to get her drunk, after waking up, the person she thought of was you.
Can’t you tolerate her in your heart? I’m entirely responsible for this mistake. I hope you can let her go, don’t make it difficult for her any longer. I don’t want my beloved woman to be sad. Since she refuses to love anyhow, since she has never had in her heart, why should I force your happiness? Ultimately, because of an outsider like , your happy relationship got damaged, and for that I’m sorry. If you have resentnt, direct it at , and stop hurting the woman who loves you with such words. Her love for you is deep to the bone. That kind of love can’t be spoken by an outsider like . If you can truly regard her as your wife, then please move past this incident, and live well with her..."
Silently enduring this cold winter, hoping for the warm spring. I always thought I would reunite with you under the sunshine, letting this longing accompany , waiting for your return.
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