Ran Zhihan kept speaking into Zhang Yichen’s ear, hoping she could summon back the man she loved the most. She didn’t want the man she’d loved for so many years to remain asleep forever. She couldn’t bear to witness such a thing happening to her. If she truly had to face this, she would rather be the one lying on the hospital bed than Zhang Yichen. To Ran Zhihan, nothing was more important than Zhang Yichen!
Zhang Yichen didn’t know whether he heard what Ran Zhihan had said to him, but in his dreams, he saw himself talking to Ran Zhihan.
In his dream...
"Yichen, why won’t you wake up? Is it really because I hurt you so badly? Seeing you lying there, unaware, do you know how much pain is in my heart? If you really love , why won’t you wake up and look at ? If you really love , can you bear to see cry over you?" Ran Zhihan said to Zhang Yichen in the dream.
"Zhihan, listen to , it’s not like that. I also want to open my eyes to see you. I want to see if the woman I love most is by my side, taking care of . But my eyes feel so heavy, like no matter what I do, I just can’t open them. Don’t bla , it’s not that I don’t want to see you; it’s that I’m powerless, my dear!"
"Don’t tell that you’re powerless or sothing like that. If you really want to open your eyes and look at , then you must have a way to do it. I’ve said so much by your bedside, from the bottom of my heart, yet you haven’t opened your eyes to look at , not even once. That can only an you don’t love in your heart. Since you don’t love , why do you insist on keeping by your side? Do you know how much I love you? I love you so deeply that it’s ingrained in my bones. For you, I could give up my very life. And what about you? You won’t even open your eyes to look at . How can you still claim to love ? Is this how you love ? If you truly love , then open your eyes right now and look at . See if I’m by your side, standing beside you, see if this woman who has hurt you over and over is still with you..."
"Didn’t I just say it? It’s not that I don’t want to open my eyes and look at you, but that I really can’t open them. Every ti I try, it feels like there’s a mountain pressing down on my eyelids, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t open my eyes. I want to open them and see you, to reach out and touch you. Don’t you know how important you are to ? I would also give up my life for you, but why are you treating this way? I pleaded desperately for you to stay by my side, for you to spend your life with . And what did you do? You heartlessly decided to leave , to go off on your own. If it weren’t for you, how would I ever be lying on this hospital bed? Seeing like this, aren’t you happy? Now you can walk away freely, no longer forced by anyone to stay by my side, no longer obligated to do anything. Shouldn’t this be sothing to celebrate for you? Then why have you co back to ? Are you here to hurt again?"
"Don’t say that. I never intended to hurt you. You an more to than anyone else. That day, when you begged to stay, I cruelly refused you. It wasn’t for any other reason but fear that the people from high society would slander you. I didn’t want your future to be overshadowed by the fact that I am a daughter of commoners. Even though I have now returned from studying abroad, I still can’t break into high society. I don’t understand what life is like for you people in the upper echelons. During my years in the United States, I realized that there is an incompatibility between children from upper society and families like ours; there is always a gap, a gap that leads others to pass judgnt. You know in your heart that it’s not that I don’t love you; I just don’t know how to continue standing by your side. Every mont I spent with you was joyful, a genuine smile from the heart, the kind that is rarely used. Yet, with you, I was almost always smiling, my heart was always sunny. Because whenever I saw you, I felt as if there was a prince in shining armor protecting . Just seeing you stand by my side made feel incredibly safe. Even a single glance from you made my heart leap. But still, there would co tis when I had to make heartless decisions. If I didn’t, it wouldn’t just be you and getting hurt, but many more people. Perhaps you felt my decision at that ti was hard to accept, but do you have any idea how much my heart ached back then? How I wanted to hold you and cry, begging you not to leave ? But I still forced myself to suppress the reluctance in my heart and resolutely pushed you away. I know you still harbor hatred for , but I hope you’ll try to see things from my perspective. If you were in my shoes, you would make the sa choice. You’re as kind as I am; you wouldn’t bear to see your loved one get hurt even slightly. There are many things I don’t know how to explain to you, but I hope you can trust a little more, believe when I say my love for you has never changed."
"Is everything you said true? Have you always loved in your heart? But I’m afraid that one day you’ll fall for soone else and choose to break up with . That kind of pain would be unbearable and cut straight to the heart. Sotis I just can’t tolerate any flaws; I can’t bear the thought of the person I love betraying . Do you know that? All I wish for is for the one I love to be by my side. I’m not asking for grand sacrifices or contributions. I just hope they will always consider their dearest and stay beside . My ask isn’t much, nor am I greedy. My wish is simple: to grow old with the person I love. I don’t care whether I have sons or daughters in this lifeti; that’s not what’s important to . What matters is that my beloved woman stays with for a lifeti, that I can see her at all tis, without facing any cold words or challenging monts. Don’t worry, I will wake up; it’s just not ti yet. But when the day cos for to awaken, I will indeed wake. I really hope that when I open my eyes, the first person I see is you, not soone else. If the first person I see when I open my eyes is you, then I hope you will stay with forever, and never again speak of parting..."
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