"Now that you’ve finally co to terms with things, I don’t know what else to say. Let’s just take this ti to cool off and really think about why we got together in the first place. Was it an impetuous decision, or was it because we truly loved each other? If we end up with results that neither of us can accept, then let’s just part ways for a while. Once we’re clear-headed, we can face these problems again. Or maybe it’s a lifeti commitnt we’re talking about. If a couple is filled with doubt and lack of trust in one another, they won’t find happiness together. I don’t want to be with my wife only to be constantly at odds!"
"I’ve already said it, I know what to do, and I admit that I won’t bother you anymore during this ti. Why do you insist on stressing this matter to with these words? Do you just want to fly solo for a while? Fine, I’ll give you the ti to fly on your own. Whether you choose to soar through the skies or beco a grounded duck, it has nothing to do with . You’re free during this ti, but once it’s over, you must co back to . Don’t even think about escaping from again." Ran Zhihan said, hanging up before Zhang Yichen could retort.
No sooner had the call ended than Xia Jing called Zhang Yichen.
"Hello, Mom, did you call for sothing? It’s already so late, haven’t you gone to bed yet?" Zhang Yichen said to Xia Jing.
"Yichen, Mom has sothing to ask you. Did you have a fight with your wife and run away from ho? Now your grandpa is searching everywhere for you, and your dad has even co looking for you at my place, accusing of abducting you."
"Mom, I don’t know how to explain this to you right now. I’m living abroad alone, but I’ll be back after a while. It’s just a small tiff with my wife; I just don’t know how to face her. It’ll be fine after a while. Please, don’t fight with Dad over my issues again. If she cos looking for at your place again, just tell her I’m abroad and that it has nothing to do with you!"
Xia Jing finally understood, but Zhang Zhentian would never believe her.
"You silly child, do you think your dad would believe what I say? If he did, he wouldn’t have co looking for you at my place. He doesn’t trust at all. He always thinks your running away is my fault, that I’m the one stirring up trouble and spreading rumors. But how would he know that your departure has nothing to do with , that during this ti, you haven’t even contacted ? However, he doesn’t see it that way; he thinks I’m deliberately hiding your whereabouts, unwilling to tell him."
"In that case, why don’t you just reconcile with Dad? He behaves this way because he still cares about you. He doesn’t know how to speak to you and has to use as an excuse to talk to you."
"I’ve said it before, ever since he proposed divorce, I can never be with him in this lifeti. Since he’s made up his mind, he shouldn’t think about regretting it. There’s no dicine for regret in this world. He’s proposed divorce not once but many tis, and each ti, I chose to forgive him. But not this ti; I won’t forgive him. What he’s done has gotten worse each ti. Why should I keep aimlessly forgiving him just because he’s my husband? Just because of my love for him, should I keep considering his feelings and taking the bla for him? I always thought that if he was the one who made mistakes, he would bravely take responsibility and not shift all the bla onto a woman. But not until that last ti did I realize that he’s just a coward who dares to act but not to own up. He lets take the fall for every mistake he makes. What place does he think I hold? I valued him so much, but he was thinking of making bear all his sins. I really don’t understand... If he had already made his choice, why regret it now? Why not part amicably? Must we end up injured and beco strangers? Every word he says to now only provokes my aversion. Every action he takes disgusts and is unforgivable. I no longer have the feelings for him that I once did. Once that feeling is gone, love is gone too. My love for him was buried deep when he abandoned , and it will never be resurrected."
Zhang Yichen didn’t know what to say to his mother. Had everything turned out this way really nothing to do with him? If he hadn’t repeatedly disappointed his parents, how could they have reached this point? In the end, the primary culprit was still him, their son...
"The truth is, neither of you is at fault for the situation you’re in now. If we’ve co to this point, it’s because of . All the bla should fall on , the eldest son. You shouldn’t lose your lifeti happiness because of . You once loved each other so much; everyone saw it. Seeing how passionately you loved one another, I was envious. But because of , you have no choice but to end up like this. How could I bear it?"
"You can’t bla yourself for this. It was your mom and dad who heartlessly abandoned you in the first place; we failed in our parental duties. Our abandonnt made you hate us. But now you’ve chosen to forgive us, which is the greatest kindness you could show. I don’t want anything else now; I just want to live out the rest of my life quietly. Seeing my son and grandchildren happy is enough for . I’m not going to dream of conquering the world with him again. That feeling is truly exhausting. I gave up so much for him, and now it’s ti to live for myself. Maybe when your dad finally cos to his senses, we’ll each have our places. I hope when you have the chance, you can talk to him and make him understand that parting amicably is the best outco. We shouldn’t argue for any reason!"
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