"Since you no longer hate your mom and dad, can you let them co back ho? After all, they are your mom and dad, and it’s because of them that you exist. They gave you life, and if you let them return, they will definitely be very happy. I believe that the day when you truly no longer harbor any hatred towards your mom and dad is the day your heart truly lets go. You feel that your parents will certainly love you because you believe that no matter the reason they abandoned you initially, you are still important in their hearts—if you believe in your parents! Right?" Old Master Zhang asked Zhang Yichen.
Zhang Yichen was struck dumb; he knew that the one who understood him best was his own grandfather.
"Grandpa, I’ve always known that only you truly love and care for in this world. I also know that you have sacrificed a lot for , but do you understand? I don’t want you to be hurt because of anymore. I want to see you living happily, to see you unburdened. Because you have suffered so much for my sake, my heart can’t bear it. I really don’t want to see my most beloved grandfather sad and teary-eyed because of , troubled so deeply. You have given so much for over these years, and I have never repaid you. Moreover, I’ve been willful ti and again, causing you heartache and worry. I’m truly sorry, but I hope you can forgive . I don’t know how to approach the matter of my mom and dad, because they, after all, left a huge psychological shadow on as a child. If it hadn’t been for their heartless abandonnt of , I wouldn’t have endured others’ ridicule, wouldn’t have watched under others’ gazes. Many tis, I really didn’t understand why other parents could give everything for their children, but my own parents couldn’t? My parents chose to hurt ti and again. They never truly treated as their son. I don’t understand how parents like them could be so heartless. But now I do understand: my mom and dad weren’t heartless; they just didn’t know how to get along with , their son. They didn’t understand what to do to be with their son. They were blindly trying to establish a good relationship with , but they never realized that their way of trying to get along, by any ans necessary, was what I detested the most. Maybe it’s for that reason that our relationship beca more and more distant."
"Child, actually, deep down, you are as clear about this as your grandpa. You know that your mom and dad are not fundantally bad people. They just don’t know how to get along with their loved ones, how to get along with their son. You are the child they struggled to bring into this world; they wouldn’t not love you. But most of the ti, love is not sothing you just talk about, it must be shown through actions; this you also understand. Yet, do you know? Your mom and dad have indeed given a lot for you, and you shouldn’t think that their initial abandonnt of you was an unforgivable mistake. Yes, their abandonnt was wrong, but there were reasons behind it. Can’t you show so understanding for them?"
"Grandpa, I really don’t understand. Even now, you want to show understanding towards my mom and dad. But when they made those decisions, why didn’t they consider how painful it was for , their son? To watch my own parents hurt the woman I love most, and to be powerless to help—do you know how that helplessness feels? As if the entire world has gone dark, where you can’t see your hand in front of your face, where only desires fill your eyes. Do you know the pain of that anguish? My entire being was imrsed in a hellish tornt, and all this was not inflicted by others, but by my most trusted mom, my most trusted dad. I’ve always longed for them to return to my side since I was a child, to give the parental love I’ve never received. But when they hurriedly returned to China a few years ago, it wasn’t genuine love they showed , but another attempt to use to hurt the woman I love most. From then on, I realized that they probably never saw as their son in their hearts. Their love for is far too overwhelming, their way of loving is more than I can bear, and it puts imnse pressure on my heart. Ti and ti again, I watched them hurt the woman I cherish, and I was powerless to protect her. That feeling of helplessness nearly drove mad; I wished the world could stop. I hoped ti would forever stand still on the day my family was happily together, never moving forward again. I don’t even know how to face a world I cannot face. I don’t want to feel that helplessness ever again in my life, I don’t want to fall apart. Maybe in your heart, it’s nothing significant, but I can also see how much you care about my mom and dad, my always loving mom and dad. You could give up anything for your flesh and blood; you’ve done as much for . But I’m unable to do anything for you. Grandpa, all these years, the debts my parents owe , I don’t want to delve into them any more in my lifeti. I just want them to co ho, as you wish, to reunite our family. But the two of them have already got their divorce certificates. Maybe they’re not suited to living together under the sa roof anymore. I’ve tried my hardest to persuade them to remarry, but they don’t wish to be together. Perhaps because of the decision my dad made, it was too resolute, it truly hurt my mom’s heart. When I saw my mom in tears because of a decision my dad made, do you know how painful it was for ? That’s my mom. Even if she is fraught with faults, she is still the mother who gave birth to . I now understand that no matter the mistakes a mother makes, every mistake she makes for her child is forgivable because she truly cares for her child. Otherwise, she wouldn’t have given so much, wouldn’t have been willing to risk everything. For this reason, I choose to believe in my mom and for this reason, I consent for her to continue living with my dad, and agree to let them both return to the Zhang family, to live a happy life with us together."
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