"Because I abandoned you all these years, you’ve always harbored hatred towards in your heart. Indeed, I know what’s inside you without you having to say it. There’s no need to pretend to be so magnanimous. I clearly rember everything you’ve done and said. Don’t forget, after all, you are still my son. No matter what, you will never escape this fact. No matter how much you don’t want to admit it, the truth that I am your biological father will never change. By blood, by the world’s recognition, and by law, I am your father. That is a result that can’t be changed in this lifeti."
"I have to admit, sotis I feel you are an unbearable father and it makes my heart uneasy, but I have never thought of denying you as my father. I clearly rember every word I’ve said. All I needed was to prove that my parents were wrong to abandon , and that would be enough. I’ve never thought of casting my own parents out of the house, making it impossible for them to return ho, nor have I thought of destroying the relationship between my mother and father. Because anyone would hope to have a happy family, and the premise of a happy family is having parents who are in harmony and will never have a day of divorce. But when you ntioned divorce to mom, I knew that the harmonious family I had always hoped for vanished, because I ended up with a broken family. The mont my parents abandoned was the sa mont it was destined for this outco. Even with such an outco, I still don’t bla others, because such things depend on fate. If fate dictates that you are ant to be together, then you will be together for life. If your path is destined to be rocky, then you won’t find smooth sailing. Many tis, as long as one’s heart is at ease and open, there’s nothing that can’t be achieved. Many tis, I really can’t understand why you hurt mom over and over again. Now I understand that in your eyes, maybe you think that’s how you show love to mom, but in her eyes, she feels that you continuously hurt her, yet you never take it to heart. Everyone sees different things from their own perspective and thus perceive different outcos. Regardless of what you say to today, what actions you take, I will still not bla you. Because you are my father, just like you said, the fact that you are my father can never be changed, neither by law nor by blood!"
"So, you’re asking to go back now as if it’s so charity you’re offering? Do you think I will spend the rest of my life depending on your handouts? You underestimate too much. No matter what, I co from a rcenary background; I have the skills, I have what it takes to be a hitman for others. Do you think that just because you and dad speak sweetly to in unison, I will return to you? You underestimate . To , now, all your kindness is nothing but charity. You just don’t want to live the life I want on the outside, so you’re always trying to test , to humiliate , right? When you humiliate like this, does it truly make you happy inside? I’m part of your family. By humiliating , aren’t you just humiliating yourselves?"
Zhang Yichen couldn’t understand what was going through your mind at the ti. Clearly, his grandfather was well-intentioned, wanting him to co ho. Clearly, he genuinely hoped he could live with his biological mother happily ever after. But why did it always seem to him as if his family regarded their wish for him to return ho as charity? Had his heart beco so twisted? Couldn’t he differentiate if it was charity? There weren’t such impassable barriers between them to begin with, yet it turned out this way. Whose fault was all this in the end?
"You’re overthinking it. Grandpa wants you to co ho not to give you charity, but because he longs for his biological son to be by his side. It cos from a father’s longing for his son, hoping his son can return to his embrace. Just like you long for mom and hope she can co back to you. You miss your mother so much; you should be able to understand grandpa’s sincere intentions. Why do you talk about grandpa like that? I can’t bear it when you say such things about him. If you think our invitation for you to co ho is just charity, then please co back with dignity, without returning ho with a lack of manhood!"
Charity? Zhang Yichen really couldn’t understand why his grandfather’s affection was seen as charity in his father’s eyes. What kind of ntal state was his father in to view grandpa’s yearning that way? He just couldn’t figure it out.
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