Perhaps in your eyes, you think that is a form of love, but in my eyes, it’s nothing, because your love is too selfish, too decisive. I can’t bear your love for , do you understand? You, for your own love, do not hesitate to use any ans, even if it ans hurting others—is this what you call love?
Love should not count the cost or the return, yet you are preoccupied with how to be arrogant, how to be conceited, how to make others pay back everything they ’owe’ you. Such a person as you really doesn’t deserve love. Because of every single thing you do, should others have to pay back everything to you?
If you really think that way, then congratulations, you’ve achieved it—my mother has prepared to pay you back for everything. But how will you continue to live with us from today on, and do you deserve to live with us? The way you are, you will never be with us again.
"I can give anything up, not care about anything, but can you please use your head when you do things? Don’t always assu that every decision you make is the right one, and don’t think you haven’t wasted money on this person. Do you know that everything you want others to have, and why? Because they worked hard to earn it by themselves, unlike you, who extends your hand for clothes and opens your mouth for food, always expecting to receive from ho. Do you think the people at ho owe you sothing, that they should keep bearing the consequences of your mistakes as if they had made them themselves?"
To be frank, if you really feel that way, then you are so very wrong. The world is fair; everyone suffers harm for the mistakes they make. What you are doing is nothing but stealing other people’s lives. It may an nothing to you, but for others, it’s devastating harm. What others want isn’t much; they just hope to gain the understanding of their loved ones. And then you, you just force your way in, destroying everything for others—is this what you want?"
Zhang Zhentian never ant for such things to happen. What she wanted was very simple—she hoped to gain her family’s understanding, to make everything she cared about beco more joyful and lighthearted. She hadn’t imagined that returning to the beginning would be so difficult, so hard, which is why she has ended up where she is now, step by step.
"What am I in your eyes? I really don’t understand. If you had even a shred of love for , you wouldn’t do things to harm like this!
Am I dood by nature, to be hurt by you again and again, to be abandoned by you over and over?
If you are dissatisfied with sothing I did before, I can change it; the cause and effect are all on , and they have nothing to do with him. Yet, if you refuse to be with him for so other reason and ultimately use as an excuse, then I cannot accept that!"
"Maybe in your eyes, my love for you is nothing but heartless and cold, you scorn such heartfelt sincerity from a person like . For soone like , what right, what reason do I have to flaunt love that isn’t originally mine? It was you who gave a new lease on life; it was you who filled with the desire to be reborn, with everything that entails. I really can’t manage to make you forget , especially not from your mory entirely. Those mories are indelible, etched deep into my heart."
"Please, just shut up this instant; don’t hurt with your love anymore. Put away your deceptive love, your hypocritical love. You’ve acted it out far too much, and even today, you continue to pretend in front of , pretending your love for . Do you think this is appropriate? aningful?
A shattered marriage cannot be repaired with a few sweet words. The good love that once was, you destroyed with your own hands. Now, to co looking for him—what’s the aning of this? What you’re doing is just too much, essentially blaming him for all the mistakes, making soone without any psychological burden bear all the consequences. Is this your attitude towards dealing with things?
I believe there’s really nothing left to say between us. Everything that needed to be said has been made clear. There’s no need to et up again and again in the future. Doing so would leave empty-handed and cause distress, do you understand? Every ti I see you, it tortures deeply inside. I must suffer this torture repeatedly—this is what you call love for , what you refer to as love? Too deceitful, this love I truly can desire but cannot have; I even less can bear the hurt it brings ."
Zhang Zhentian never expected that the sincere love she wholeheartedly offered her wife would be seen as deceptive in Xia Jing’s eyes. How could her heart accept this? What she wanted wasn’t much, simply a feeling from the bottom of the heart, just a desire for pure love. This love, that they made worse themselves, allowed no one else to intervene to ultimately resolve the cause and effect. As it seed, all the results must eventually be resolved by Xia Jing alone. The entire cycle of cause and effect must take responsibility. Indeed, fate is fair; if it gives you sothing, it takes another away. It won’t let you suffer a loss, nor make you feel specially cherished.
"So it turns out in your eyes, my sincere love for you is nothing but an act. You always think every action I take is just putting on a show, but you don’t realize my love for you is ingrained in my bones—a love that can’t be forgotten just because I say so. I chose to be with you because I believe in my heart that I can never forget you. I hope you can give us another chance, but now it seems everything has been too passive on my part, leading to being rejected by you ti and ti again. I’ll never be so foolish, so naïve again, to wait for your rejections. I can’t bear such blows!"
"I hope you can properly put away your fake love, never letting it show again. Doing so will only make feel that you’re harming rather than loving !
If one day you understand all the truths, I hope you won’t bla . Sotis the truth is really cruel, causing unending tornt in one’s heart, agony that won’t fade even as soone grows..."
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