Xia Jing had never expected that her husband would so readily choose to let her go far away, to another place. She knew that every request of hers was almost an impossible task for the man before her. Although she said she no longer wished to have any contact with this man, deep down, she still harbored so hope for it. She hoped that one day she could et again with the man she had once loved. Her heart would never forget him, though she claid to have already forgotten, the truth was that she just didn’t want to face her own heart. How could she let others see her inner pain and sprinkle salt over her wounds ti and again?
Zhang Zhentian forced a smile, greeting his wife with it. He knew, maybe this would be the last ti he ever saw his wife, but he had no regrets. In fact, he felt it was a good outco. Everything that had co to pass was due to his own actions, and now it all would ultimately end because of him.
Xia Jing looked at her husband’s difficult, forced smile. Her heart still ached, for no matter what, he was the man she had once loved most. But today, things had changed, and how could her heart not feel the pain? Even if, in the end, she had little to do with it all, she still couldn’t entirely escape bla.
"You don’t need to waste your ti on anymore. You can find a woman more deserving of your affection. She will be better than , not like . Every action I take only brings you sadness, and after hurting you for so long, you should find your own happiness and live a joyful life. Don’t waste your ti on anymore, I’m not worth it."
"In fact, you still care about , right? You just don’t know how to talk to , how to continue living with . It was because I hurt you that you felt we were never right for each other. But I want to ask if you truly still have a place for in your heart. I just want an honest answer. Please don’t make it harder for , I’m begging you!"
"Of course, my true feelings include you. How could I just forget you like that? After all, you’re the person I spent over a decade with. I know the things I’ve done are like water spilled, beyond reclaiming. Spilled water cannot be retrieved, and everyone understands this. We’ve beco like this, and neither of us should continue to trouble the other. You should have your own happy life, and I should wander alone to the ends of the earth I’ve longed for. It might be tough and painful, but I still want to take on the challenge. I don’t want to waste all my years here."
"No matter what you’ve done or said, I’ve long stopped blaming you—I’ve forgiven you. I just didn’t know how to say these things to you. I thought if I told you sooner, I would lose my dignity. I’ve always been such a proud woman, willing to hurt the person I love most for the sake of my pride. You’ve always been deep in my heart, never leaving, and I just didn’t know how to face you."
"Hearing your honest words moves deeply. Thank you for telling all of this. Take care when you’re out there alone. Don’t trust strangers too easily. You’re naive and easily fooled, so always be cautious and don’t trust anyone in the world besides . I’m afraid you’ll be deceived, and I won’t be able to be by your side if you’re hurt and upset."
"This situation is ultimately my fault, so I must take full responsibility. Now, I’m letting you go, hoping you’ll understand that I still love you. My love for you hasn’t decreased one bit; in fact, it’s grown stronger because you’ve given such a perfect life. Though you won’t be by my side in the future, I will always be grateful to you for all the happy years you’ve given ."
"I’ll say this again: if you grow tired of being out there, rember, where I am is your ho. My place will always be your ho. I’ll wait for you steadfastly to co back to . I won’t lose you or trouble you again. I’ll silently support you from behind, respecting every decision you make. I’ll watch proudly as you achieve what you’ve set out to do by your own efforts. You’re still my wife, the wife of my lifeti, and nothing can change that fact. Maybe sotis I’m too stubborn, but please believe I truly love you with all my heart..."
Xia Jing knew that it was incredibly difficult for Zhang Zhentian to express these words to her, and his willingness to do so today ant his heart had truly let go, allowing her a way out to brave the world on her own. Should she be happy about it? Why did she feel sowhat unhappy now? Was it because she couldn’t forget him?
"Since you’ve said that, I won’t say anything else. I only hope during this ti, you’ll live the life you want, happily. Rember to take good care of yourself. Who knows, there might co a day when I’m tired of playing outside and wish to return to you. I hope you won’t disdain then..."
The two individuals who once loved each other deeply had finally co to this path—a path chosen by no one and unforeseeable. The depth of their love ultimately gave way to mutual distrust and led their marriage to its demise. If they could have been more affectionate to each other from the start, perhaps things wouldn’t have beco so complicated. They could have chosen not to co here, could have continued living together, but in the end, they chose separation—to pursue their own happiness sans the presence of the other.
Elder Zhang also exhaled a sigh of relief after listening to their conversation. The outco was neither good nor bad. Perhaps it would ultimately benefit their mutual trust. It could be considered a fortunate thing after all. He could finally be at ease.
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