"You still haven’t answered ," "Have you really never felt anything for ? Have you never thought that maybe one day we could truly be together? All these thoughts, have you really never had them from the beginning till now?"
"I must admit that I did have those thoughts," Chen Gang confessed, "There was a ti when I wished I could be with you, but as soon as those thoughts arose, I snuffed them out myself. I knew all too well that a woman as lowly as could never secure a love that was truly mine. However, what I never anticipated was eting him. After being apart for so long, I didn’t expect we’d be reunited, and all those years, he had been searching for . The mont he found , I knew my spring of love was nearing. My spring of love has nothing to do with you, and I don’t want to ruin my lifeti of happiness because of you."
"Stop struggling in vain and let go. Give a chance at a happy life. I know the consequences I’m about to face will be difficult, but I have no regrets!"
"So, you’re saying that spending this night with , you have no regrets? Does that an deep down you still have feelings for , and you just don’t know how to express them? You’re just concerned about losing face, right?"
"You are too naive," "Do you really think that I love you? Do you really think we’re so compatible? You’ve never considered what I want. You’re so selfish, I wouldn’t be happy with you. Rather than that, I’d rather take a chance on my own life!"
"Being with you today was the biggest mistake I’ve made. I should never have believed your lies and drunk with you. I shouldn’t have ignored advice and t up with you. If I had just a bit more self-control, none of this would have happened, and I wouldn’t have to worry about the future. Don’t co looking for ever again. It’s best for both of us to cut off all contact for good..."
"Zhihan, after everything I’ve said, don’t you understand how I feel? I love you so deeply, yet why do you treat this way? Can’t you give just one chance? You’ve been divorced for years but still refuse to give another chance. Do you really find that repulsant? I want the sa things you do, a simple and ordinary life. All I want is to be with you. Is that also a mistake? If it’s a mistake, then I’m willing to accept any punishnt. I can go through life without marrying or having children, but I can’t stand losing you!"
"Please," "When I have ti, can’t you just co out and et with ? If you refuse, I’ll never bother you for the rest of my life. Just agree to this small request, and whatever outco you wish for, I’ll comply!"
Ran Zhihan looked at Chen Gang, pathetic. She was too naive. After deliberating, she ultimately declined, yet she hadn’t foreseen that this refusal, due to a single lapse in judgnt, would beco her biggest mistake. Once she agreed to Chen Gang, things would spiral out of control.
"I think we really shouldn’t et again in the future. It’s not good for you, and for , it will only make my marriage worse. I don’t know what you’re planning, but now that I’ve decided to marry my husband, I won’t do anything to harm him. Let’s pretend this conversation never happened. After I return, I don’t know how I’ll face him or how to explain my overnight absence. Maybe he already knows everything, yet I must hide it from him. Do you know how unsettled I feel every ti I lie to the man beside in bed? I’m afraid of revealing the truth in my sleep, afraid that he’ll easily discard , lose trust, and doubt . All I want is his complete trust and to live together wholeheartedly. Perhaps your appearance could drastically alter our peaceful trajectory. Nevertheless, I don’t bla you, as it has nothing to do with . Stop saying you love , or looking for , or else we’ll never et again in this lifeti!"
Ran Zhihan didn’t wait for Chen Gang to speak. As she was about to turn and leave, Chen Gang suddenly pounced from behind, hugging her tightly, mumbling incessantly.
"Zhihan, please don’t go. Don’t leave alone," "I just want to hold you, to have you sleep in my arms every night. Is that really too much to ask for?"
With a swift turn, Ran Zhihan slapped Chen Gang across the face. She hadn’t expected the man before her to make such an impotent request. She was a married woman—how could he ask her such unreasonable things? Did he see her as soone so tainted?
"That’s enough; I hope you’ll refrain from speaking such humiliating words. If this continues, I really can’t guarantee that I won’t grow murderous towards you!"
"A person’s patience has limits, and you mustn’t keep pushing mine. All I want is to return to my husband and give him a plausible explanation. If he can forgive , I will spend my life devoted to him wholeheartedly. But if you dare ddle with my affairs again, do not bla for erasing you from this world!"
"Whether or not you love , whatever you intend, we’re just not suitable. Stop struggling in vain and give a way out. I’m begging you, don’t let the marriage I’ve worked hard for collapse just like that. Please?"
Ran Zhihan realized that no matter what she did was wrong. All she wanted was a peaceful life; why was it so difficult? Why wouldn’t anyone grant her the simple things she desired? Why must she endure all these tribulations?
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