Old Master Zhang now finds himself increasingly at a loss for how to comfort his grandson. Perhaps as ti goes on, these matters have beco deeply rooted in his grandson’s heart, with no way to change them. He knows that the conclusion of everything now is rely the result of his own son’s decisions, and there is no way for him to alter the mistakes his son had made; thus, he must bear the responsibility himself. There are no such good deals in this world.
"Grandpa, I understand all the reasons you’ve ntioned, but these issues have beco deeply entrenched in my heart. I can’t easily let go, don’t you know that? My mom and dad abandoned , their own son, when I was only a month old. How could I, as their son, feel okay? I am a living, breathing person too. I’ve yearned for my parents to be by my side. I’ve endured too many years; I’ve even beco numb because I’ve continuously suppressed my feelings.
None of you know how much pain I carry inside. I’ve made so many efforts, so why in the end do they still choose to treat this way? In their eyes, am I really so worthless? Is it so difficult for them to co back and stay by my side? Is their freedom really more important than the lifelong happiness of their own son? Why must they be so selfish? Why can other parents be selflessly loving, yet mine are so selfish, repeatedly hurting their own son for their selfish desires?
Sotis, just thinking about these things hurts so much. I really can’t comprehend what sort of ntal state my parents must be in to want to abandon , their son. I don’t ask for much, really, not much at all. If that is too much to ask, then who in this world could dare to wish for these things? Maybe it’s just a wishful thinking in my heart. To my parents, they just don’t care. I really wish things could go back to the way they were. If I had known they would treat like this, I would rather not have been born into this world at all!
Having fought to co into this world, it all ends up like this due to the abandonnt of my own parents. My heart truly hurts, and in the end, I still have to face reality, which is always cruel, beyond my understanding.
Grandpa, you have comforted with so many words over the years; I really don’t want to hear it anymore. I just want to know why, if my parents have chosen to give up on , their son, why do they have to reappear in my life and repeatedly disrupt my peace of mind? Do I really an nothing to them?
After repressing these feelings for so many years, I never thought that one day I would explode. I never thought that my parents would co back into my life, nor did I expect them to still refuse to recognize , their son, to ddle in my happiness, and yet again abandon their own son. What am I to them? Is my happiness really so insignificant? Do they really not want to live a happy and peaceful life? They are my parents. As much as I want to let these things go, I can’t. The abandonnt by my parents haunts constantly, leaving alone to bear the pain. I can’t forget all the suffering they caused . I just want my parents to stay by my side and give a family filled with happiness.
For other kids, this might just be a commonplace request, but for , it’s the greatest desire of my life, perhaps sothing I will never achieve. Why is there such a big difference? Is it because I was born into a wealthy family? Is it because my parents don’t consider their son?"
Old Master Zhang knows that there is nothing he can say now to comfort his grandson. Seeing his grandson in such fury, he realizes that only his son and daughter-in-law can co back to address the issue. Perhaps the best solution is to let them communicate properly for the first ti. If they can really revert to the beginning, then he truly doesn’t know how to face his son, Zhang Zhentian, who may not understand the extent of his own son’s resentnt.
Indeed, no one in this world forgives another without cause. Whatever one has done or said, the mont you make a mistake, why should others forgive you? Repeated tolerance only leads to spoiling, making one feel entitled, as if everything is deserved. The world is fair; no one is indebted to anyone else. It’s up to each individual to carve out their own path; every choice leads to unpredictable outcos, which can only be discovered step by step. So, whom can we bla now?
All endings are but the result of their own past decisions, and all consequences must now be borne by them alone. There is no one else who can alter the state of affairs for them.
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