"As long as you can forgive and your father, even if it ans being like oxen or horses by your side, we will never have any complaints in this lifeti. I only hope that you can give us a chance to properly love you, to make up for the love you’ve missed these years. Maybe you don’t need it, but in our hearts, we just seek so psychological comfort."
"Like you said, I don’t need it at all, do you know how much pain and suffering your decisions have caused ? All these years, not for a second did I forget the pain you caused . I reminded myself over and over in my mind—I must never forget this for the rest of my life. I want to keep it forever in my mory and let everyone know that my parents abandoned . Even though I endured others’ mockery and scorn, I still reached heights in life unreachable by others. I am proud of myself, and I am also grateful to you. Without your ruthlessness, your abandonnt, how could I have been determined to take this path, how could I have strived to prove to the world how capable I am?
My initial purpose for all this was just to prove to my parents that abandoning was the biggest mistake of their lives, because they had no clue when their biological son might achieve such capability. Again and again, they must have thought about what my life would be if my parents were gone one day. Maybe others can’t understand, but I have experienced it. I’m not afraid my parents will leave again; I know what life without parents should be like—but others wouldn’t manage. Because of your abandonnt, I have a life that others might never grasp, do you see? I am truly grateful to you for the consequences of your actions, sothing I will never be able to forget in my lifeti, but I also hope that you rember clearly, if one day you co asking for my help, I will definitely not assist you.
No matter if you are my parents or whoever you may be, I will not lend a hand, because I know, you don’t deserve to make lend a hand when all you bring in the end is harm. You never considered the imnse tornt your decisions caused as your offspring. Again and again, you longed to lead a stable, happy life—have you ever thought about our lives? Ti and again, you wandered outside, whereas I? I and my grandfather, my family, had to survive at ho, only able to rely on each other. You lived your rry, carefree lives, while in Macau, it was happiness mingled with hardship..."
"You will probably never understand how hard my life was after you abandoned . While other children happily played with their toys, I trained fiercely because I wanted people to realize the serious consequences of abandoning . I wanted to show everyone that abandoning was their biggest mistake. Do you know what state I was in during those training sessions? Every ti, I returned ho bloodied, yet I couldn’t let my grandfather see because I knew how much it would hurt him to see his beloved grandchild hurt.
My grandfather loved so much; how could I let him see my injuries again and again and then hide and quietly wipe away my tears? I am not heartless; I truly can’t do such things.
For , my grandfather’s peaceful life is more important than anything. I can do without everything, but I can’t do without my grandfather."
Do you know how my grandfather and I lived all these years? Watching my grandfather suffer alone in utter distress, and , as his grandchild, feeling helpless, because I knew I couldn’t let my grief cause my grandfather sorrow. All I wanted was for my grandfather to live happily. For , I could have nothing in my lifeti, but I absolutely couldn’t bear to be without my grandfather. If my grandfather knew of your treatnt towards , how my heart aches! I don’t ask for much, just that my grandfather can live safely and securely by my side. That would be enough."
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