"I know, I know that when you hear say these words, you’ll be furious inside, but I also know that so things can never be changed, no matter how devoted I’ve been to you all my life, my heart belongs only to her, and no one’s words can change how I feel about her. I truly love her, love her so much that I could even give up my own life for her. I had considered how devastated I would be by her leaving, but I never imagined that her departure would make it impossible for to live peacefully for the rest of my life. All I wanted was for her to stay by my side, but in the end, it all turned to smoke. I don’t know why, and I don’t understand why fate has been so unfair to !"
When Zhang Zhentian heard Xia Jing’s words, he laughed bitterly. He couldn’t comprehend why, even now, this woman in front of him still complained about the unfairness of the world. Was the world fair to him?
"I don’t understand why you still feel entitled to complain about the world’s unfairness to you. Could it be that you think the world has been fair to ? The woman I cherished in the palm of my hand, whom I placed in the most important spot in my heart, has always pined for another man. How do you expect to cope with this? Is this fair to ? I too have wished for a fair chance from fate, even if you could give the slightest bit of your love, I wouldn’t be so overwheld with anger. I’ve always hoped that my sincerity could soften your heart of stone, but why, no matter the cost I bear, no matter how much pain I endure, all in the hope that you’d be happy, why wouldn’t you give even a bit of hope and then snuff it out so decisively? What am I in your eyes? A re pawn, or a crop to be replanted at your convenience?
Now you wish that fate would be fair to you, so may I ask, could you be a little fair to ? Can you share even the smallest bit of love with ? Why must I live in such agony? Why did you give all this hope and stay with for years, yet I never held a place in your heart? What do you consider ? What status have you granted ? In your eyes, what am I to you? Am I just a spare wheel?
Xia Jing, Xia Jing, I’ve loved you wholeheartedly, sparing no expense for you. I’m willing to endure all pain, stand under scrutiny, criticized for abandoning my own son, my father, and forsaking my family’s legacy of a century, all just to be with you and see your smile. Because when I see you smile, I feel that all my sacrifices are worth it. But why did you have to reveal such a secret to today? Don’t you know? If you had stopped loving , you could have been honest with instead of waiting so many years to tell these words. You’ve truly put in an awkward and embarrassed position!
The woman I’ve adored for most of my life has never loved back. All your compliance, all your apparent care, were just a facade. I feel like a complete failure as a man; I never received a sincere heart from the woman I love, who has been deceiving all along, treating like an option. For any man, this is an unbearable truth. I really don’t understand what wrong I must have done in a past life to have t you. Sotis, I truly am grateful, thinking perhaps I saved the galaxy in a forr life to have t you, yet I never anticipated you would choose to hurt in this way. Your betrayal is unbearable; I shall never forget it, and be assured, I won’t let our marriage get to its end because I intend to keep you by my side, to endure lifelong misery for your actions. I want you to understand that there’s a price to pay for everything you’ve done!"
"Actually, it doesn’t matter if you make live in pain. I don’t care anymore. The luckiest thing in my life is that I t him, because I must have saved the galaxy in my last life to be loved by him so selflessly. And for him, I too can forsake my life. While you’ve been good to , and have given up everything for , I simply don’t have those feelings for you. Without that heart-fluttering mont, how could it be possible that I would truly love you? Everything I’ve done is just a transfer of emotions. My heart has always loved her; for her, I could abandon everything, including my pride, my dignity, all that I cherish, just to receive a smile from him. You can’t understand that feeling, and I have no way to describe it to you. Maybe one day when you truly understand, you’ll really comprehend the feelings I had at the ti!"
"Stop talking, do you think it’s fun to keep on saying these things to ? To keep hurting with your words, to verbally attack , do you really find joy in it? I don’t want to say anything now. I don’t want these family scandals spread outside. My father cares about his dignity, and my actions have already stripped him of all his pride. I cannot let him be ridiculed at such an old age. I just want my father to live out his final years peacefully, without suffering from anyone’s issues. That’s all I ask for. Rest assured, we will not have a chance to return to the happy tis we had before, because you don’t deserve my love!
Perhaps I truly cannot compare to your forr boyfriend; I simply cannot asure up to him. But let tell you, never complain about the injustice of the world. In reality, the world is unfair to everyone. It took away the person you love the most, but let treasure the woman I love most for so many years, only to find in the end she never loved ..."
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