My Alleged Husband Chapter 728 - 698: Heartache1

"Since you already said it yourself, that man told you personally he no longer has any feelings for you, then why do you still want to be with him so desperately?"

"Is it because I haven’t been good to you, or am I sohow inferior to her? Is it because I’m not good-looking enough, or did I sohow offend you? Why do you have to do these cruel and heartless things to ?"

"In your heart, have you never considered your husband? Do the safety and well-being of our family really an so little to you? Where do you place our family? Since you chose to start a family with , then you must be responsible for it. By acting this way, what do you consider every person in this family to be? Just a chess piece to be played with as you please?"

Zhang Zhentian was truly getting angrier the more he thought about it; he had never imagined his own wife could beco how she was now.

He couldn’t understand how the woman who used to be so lively and cheerful before his eyes had changed into what she was now. Why was it that whatever he said, in his eyes, it was all as if nothing he did was ever right?

Maybe he would never know. When one person no longer loves another, no matter how much effort that person puts in, it’s all useless. It seems like he’s always in your heart, but in the end, it amounts to nothing.

"Don’t say that. The ti I’ve spent with you, I was really, very happy. You gave everything I wanted, and I would spare no expense for you. But have you ever really thought about what kind of life I want, what outco our being together could have? Ti and again, your unilateral decisions have thwarted my life!"

"Have you ever thought about what kind of life I wanted? Every day, I live in agony. Who has ever given the happiness I seek? Over and over, I struggle through sickness and tornt. I, too, want to achieve the life I desire, but what have you all ultimately given ?"

"I once asked if he could continue to cry for , to laugh with , but in the end, I couldn’t trade anything for it. When I hugged him from behind, do you know how much my heart was cursing inside? It really hurt so much. I really wanted to hold on to him forever, never letting go. I longed for ti to stop at that mont forever, but would the heavens ever pay such attention to ? Of course not!"

"When I held her, ti and again, I prayed in my heart for heaven to slow down ti, or to let it stay at that mont forever, never to pass. But it wouldn’t. When I looked up, I found ti had passed, and he still turned away, leaving alone, silently waiting at that mont. How lonely, how desperate I felt, who could possibly understand?"

"You might think that it’s wrong to be so selfish, but all I want is really that simple. Just being by his side is enough for , and I don’t need anything else."

"Over the years, I’ve always considered others, but in the end, I’ve received no satisfying results. In my heart, this is a failure. No matter how much I consider others, what do I amount to in their eyes?"

"Despite the tornt of illness, I choose to be with him. All I want is to see him smile at . Even if my heart is bleeding, as long as I see a smile on his face, I can still be happy."

"Maybe you think I’m foolish and naive, but aren’t you aware that this is what real love is? Now, I don’t need him to show any affection for , I don’t need his heart to be with . As long as I feel love for him, as long as I give my heart to her, that’s enough. No matter if I end up terribly wounded, or if I achieve lifelong happiness, I only want to have no regrets. That’s enough. I’ve lost him ti and again, and this ti, I really don’t want to lose him again. If I lose her one more ti, I don’t know how much longer I can live..."

Zhang Zhentian had never expected that his wife could love that man so deeply, that she would even give up her own life for him. In her eyes, what was he, her husband? Was he just an emotional crutch used ti and again? Could it really just be a matter of transferring affection?

"I never imagined you could love her so deeply. You’d give up everything for him, even your own life. Why can’t you do that just once for ? I rember when we were together, you seed to dearly love ; I truly felt like I had entered paradise. But in the end, I realized that was rely the beginning of a painful hell!"

"Even if you do not wish to be with for the rest of your life, even if your heart truly has no place for , couldn’t you consider my feelings? I just want to live a little healthier, a little happier, even just a little bit. But have I ever been truly happy over these years? No. I’ve road the world for you, left my whole family behind, bearing the pain of yearning for you."

"I fully know my own father is waiting for his son to return ho to see him. I know my father is eagerly anticipating our return to the family."

"But even knowing all this, for your happiness, I chose to act as if I knew nothing. Do you know how desperate I am? Do you know how hard my father’s life is? You’ve never considered what kind of life we really want. The decisions you make are ultimately just for your own desires!"

"Is it not you who is the truly selfish one? Don’t you have any idea of the consequences of what you’ve done?"

"Stop deluding yourself that others will forgive you, because what you’ve done is unforgivable by anyone in this lifeti. You will forever live in your own world of pain, never co out, because you can’t return from there anymore. You’ll just suffer endlessly, enduring pain after pain, heartache after heartache, and in the end, you are simply reaping what you’ve sown!"