Old Master Zhang is now unsure whether his son Zhentian can still hear the words he’s saying from deep within his heart, but he truly hopes that his actions could make his son feel even a little bit.
Everyone outside is waiting for his son to wake up, having spent countless days and nights here. Why does his son remain so indifferent, willing to sleep forever in his nightmares, never to wake up?
He cannot accept it, he cannot accept that his son has just returned to his side only to beco like this. He must rely on his efforts, to make his own calls as a father awaken his son. He must never give up, even though his own body has already reached its twilight years.
"Zhentian, do you know how much self-bla Dad has felt over the years? I deeply regret abandoning you, letting you suffer in the outside world. All I want is for you to live well, to live in this world without any torture. The reason I drove you away and refused you at the door upon your return, was just to spare you from the chaos here.
In this vast world, every person must pay a corresponding price for every action. If I wanted to beco the strongest person, to have the strongest company, I had to make ruthless decisions. But I was truly afraid others would harm you, so I cut off all ties with you. Even if others sought revenge, I would pretend not to care, so they would stop bothering you again and again. Yet, I never anticipated that, even after so long, you would end up like this.
Did I, as a father, make a mistake? Why have I never considered things from your perspective when doing anything? You are my son. As a father, driving one’s own son out of the house, how much must your heart have suffered? Yet, why have I never thought about why I had to be so selfish, never caring about the tornt in your heart?
Now, all I, as a father, wish for by coming here is that you, as my son, can forgive . If you truly wake up, it will an you are willing to forgive . If you don’t wake up, it will an you’re still angry with your father, still unwilling to see .
Zhentian, even if you really don’t want to see , you should also think about what kind of state your son, your wife must be in out there. Consider how much your grandson has longed for his grandparents’ company over the years; think about what must be going through her mind right now?
Perhaps deep down, she may feel why her grandparents would encounter such a situation right upon returning to her side. Is it because she’s so unlikable that her grandparents choose to sleep inside day after day, unwilling to wake up for her? Are you really willing to let your grandson and your wife be hurt by everyone ti and again? Your wife has been waiting outside for several days now; she cannot endure such pain anymore. She is calling out to you from within, yet you completely ignore her.
Don’t you know how worried your wife is about you? If deep down you truly love her, if you truly regard her as your wife, then you shouldn’t be excessively harsh in all you do. The most important thing you should be doing now is to wake up from your nightmare!
Even if inside your nightmares, you are very happy, joyful, and blissful, aren’t all those just a dream in the end? You should face reality, shouldn’t you? Perhaps after this awakening, your real life could beco as beautiful as it is in your nightmares. Why are you unwilling to try opening your eyes to face reality?"
Perhaps Zhentian is afraid to face reality because he does not believe that reality could beco as beautiful as a dream. In his dreams, he’s always smiling since everything he dreams about is what he most desires deep in his heart.
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