But what about you? A grown man, you choose to lie here avoiding reality, leaving , a woman, to bear all the brutal truths alone. Do you know that it really makes unable to understand if you truly love with all your heart?
These days, I let you be taken care of, and later, I feel that you are indifferent. You turn a deaf ear to my calls, you are blind to all the wounds on , and I know now that you don’t want to see at all. But do you realize? I really miss you being by my side now, I’ve always grown under your protection, always wanting you to safeguard indefinitely, never did I imagine that the person who loved most would also leave one day. I just wanted to prove to the whole world ti and again how much you love . That’s why I kept doing things that hurt you, to make you prove it, to plead with , because then I would feel that you truly love , that you really can’t bear to leave . But in the end, I realized that everything I did was just a joke, and all I’ve done is ultimately hurt the person who loves the most.
My husband, if you truly have in your heart, then please wake up soon. If you truly don’t want to co back, then how should I face everyone in this world afterwards?
Everyone will only think it was who hard you, and then my na will live in infamy forever. Everyone will say I killed my own husband. Do you find it pleasing to have such words plastered to your ears? Do you realize how hard it is for to let others criticise and insult again and again, saying I caused your death, that it was my preditated actions ti and again, that I made this situation what it is now, that I made you immobile and suffer all the pain?
Was it I who caused this family’s ruin and death?
I beg you to stand up and consider for my sake, think more about what kind of life I myself want, consider what all my actions have truly been for. Don’t you realize that everything you do can really hurt soone else’s heart? What I do every day, isn’t it just to live a happy life? Why don’t you ever consider my feelings with the things you do? What do you really consider as in your heart?
You profess your love for loudly, but is this your so-called love? Your love is to escape from reality when I need you the most, leaving alone to bear all the public condemnation, letting everyone point their fingers at , accusing of being a husband-killer. I’ve never thought you could be such a ruthless person. I always believed you would change for , but now I’ve co to see that you are not like that at all. At the most difficult tis, you choose to abandon , and when I least need you, you choose to stand beside . Don’t you know that I don’t need, I don’t want that kind of love—shallow and pretentious; I have no longing for it.
If deep down in your heart I still exist, then please wake up quickly and open your eyes to see , to see what I have endured for you, to see how much pressure I have undergone because of your actions. If deep down you feel even the slightest bit of guilt, then please open your eyes to see and how our ho has beco a ss, to see here all the people standing and waiting for you to wake up, looking at you with hopeful eyes, are you really willing to let them down?
As ti passes day by day, they have waited here for who knows how long, but finally, the good news arrives that their loved one has finally awakened.
The next morning, Zhang Zhentian opened his bleary eyes, not knowing how long he has been asleep. He knows that the ti spent in that nightmare was truly joyful.
"Xia Jing..."
Seeing Zhang Zhentian wake up, Xia Jing was truly elated. She had not thought her days of waiting would not be in vain, that her tireless efforts by his bedside could actually awaken him. At that mont, her heart was filled with ecstasy; she could barely contain her desire to embrace her husband tightly, to tell him how much she missed him, to tell him what consequence her actions have brought about, to tell him that she has now returned ho, to accept everything that has happened. Most important of all, she wants to tell him the trendous good news that she has chosen to stay by his side.
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