Xu Chang’an realized that his state was sowhat strange.
Years ago, when he first woke up, he thought he had experienced a soul migration, just that he had traveled into the body of an underage child.
But later, various details in his life, his familiarity with his body, and the profound intuition all told him one thing.
That he wasn’t experiencing any soul migration, this was real, it was his own body.
Afterwards, he often had a lot of ti to think about these things, so after much deliberation, Xu Chang’an believed the most likely explanation... was that after a misfortune, he was saved by the girl and then awakened mories belonging to a past life.
Hmm.
At that ti, as a child whose limbs hadn’t recovered, being held in Miss Yun’s arms allowed him to shift his focus on this extrely serious matter.
However.
This thod was only effective at the beginning; after he began to adapt to and get used to the world he had traveled to and becoming a child, sitting in the girl’s arms again—
That light orchid fragrance on Miss Yun, the sensation of her breath brushing the back of his neck alongside the sunlight...
These feelings were like mountains pressing down on his head, making it hard to think about anything else.
——
Inside the carriage.
Xu Chang’an sighed softly.
In short, since he had reincarnated with awakened mories of a past life instead of a soul migration, his childhood could indeed be described as the days spent living on the island with Miss Yun.
"Regret, what is it?" Yun Qian was quite concerned.
Xu Chang’an opened his eyes, with a face full of seriousness.
"When I was being held by Miss, I wanted to bury my face in and take a breath, but couldn’t manage to, does that count?"
Yun Qian: "..."
Xu Chang’an was willing to risk it all, opening his eyes, he looked at the slight light-colored embroidery on Miss Yun’s simple garnt and spoke seriously, "Back then, being held in Miss’s arms, it took a lot of effort not to bury my head and take a big sniff."
As a child, he used whatever he could think of to shift his focus.
Thinking about it makes it understandable.
In front of the desk.
Being held in her arms, with her hand guiding him in writing, to restrain his fondness for the girl, he had to constantly orbit his thoughts.
"Bury in?" Yun Qian blinked her eyes and then lowered her head in confusion, "Is this... worth minding?"
"Of course it’s worth it." Xu Chang’an’s expression was serious, "Didn’t I just say childhood regrets make one’s heart flutter? I restrained myself in the past... but this desire to bury my entire head and take a breath has never disappeared, and now... our current posture, Miss gives a chance to make up for childhood regrets."
"So, that’s why your heart flutters." Miss Yun nodded, finally understanding.
It turns out it’s the regret of childhood unt that makes the heart move.
"So, now you want to..." Yun Qian blinked, slightly straightening her body.
The girl’s action scared Xu Chang’an slightly backward, closing his eyes tightly.
"If it’s to make up for regrets, why are you avoiding ?" Yun Qian asked.
Xu Chang’an kept his eyes tightly shut, sensing the girl’s breath landing on his face, hurriedly said, "Regrets have their values too, besides, speaking of this to Miss has been embarrassing enough."
Xu Chang’an always thought, if he really buried his head in the girl’s arms in the carriage at that mont and took a deep breath... his integrity would surely fall to the ground.
If he really did that, he could nearly be certain that for a ti afterward, he would have no face to look Miss Yun directly in the eye.
"You’re really strange."
Yun Qian turned her head calmly, but monts later couldn’t help but chuckle.
When there’s sothing worth being happy about, you ought to laugh.
But Xu Chang’an, with his eyes closed at the ti, didn’t see Yun Qian’s smile that could be described as an SSR.
"I still don’t understand one thing."
Yun Qian stowed away her smile, "If it’s just because you liked my body, it wouldn’t be enough to make you blush like this."
"... Did I blush?" Xu Chang’an opened his eyes, then closed them again.
"A little bit." Yun Qian pointed at her heart and asked in confusion, "I just don’t understand, if you said ’bury in,’ during our intimate monts, you often did this, so why are you uncomfortable now?"
What childhood regrets, the two are old married couple, what haven’t they done?
Even when he was not yet a husband, as her steward, he often assisted her with washing, bathing, and changing clothes.
What kind of innocent regret is that.
Xu Chang’an: "..."
For Xu Chang’an, it was sowhat too advanced to have Miss Yun openly reveal his levels of lust and preferences... but even hesitantly, he still said, "Wen Chun was in bed, now this is in a carriage."
One is at ho, the other when traveling.
The difference between tenderness and being a rogue.
How could they be the sa?
"I understand." Yun Qian nodded.
Xu Chang’an peeked open his eyes, what he saw was the girl’s completely uncomprehending expression.
"Miss, you completely don’t understand, do you?"
"The important part, I got it."
Yun Qian thought, it turns out that as long as it’s not at ho, but when outside letting the husband into her embrace, or her into his embrace, it can move him like this.
She fully understood.
Miss Yun didn’t need to understand the reasoning, she just needed to rember what kind of things could make Xu Chang’an happy.
"I see you completely don’t understand." Xu Chang’an was helpless.
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