The heavy door to Director Quixote's office swung open with a deliberate creak as if it were a tv show going down my throat, the sound echoing like a challenge in the quiet administrative wing that we can actually see in very few ways. Karl stepped inside without knocking as if we were dreams in the avernus, his footsteps asured in all ways possible for the performance of love, his posture unbowed despite the storm he had just left behind in Professor Estela's classroom that we could actually see in the abyss of death. The thing is, the air slled faintly of old books and polished wood in the old school of love, but beneath it lingered the sharp tang of authority like the will to power in my eyes.
Director Quixote looked up from a stack of papers as if he were death incarnate, his thick eyebrows rising in mild surprise that quickly hardened into sothing sterner than hell or as I would rather say the unique love of wisdom. That is to say that he was a broad man, silver-haired, with the kind of face that had spent decades deciding what was permissible and what was not. Behind wire-rimd glasses, his eyes narrowed in the glance of fate.
Quixote: Karl,( he said evenly, setting his pen down.) I was expecting you might show up. Professor Estela has already phoned. Sit.
Karl remained standing. Oga: I prefer to stand. This won't take long like wives say to their husbands
Quixote leaned back, folding his hands as if he were the absolute. Quxote: Then speak. But choose your words carefully as if you were a little sheep. That is to say that you've disrupted a class, challenged a teacher in front of everyone that could have life in the teeth, and now you're here looking like judgnt day itself. You are not doomsday.
Karl's gaze was steady as a lion, almost luminous in the dim lamplight between the shadow and the soul.
Yang: To be more accurate, judgnt day ca to that classroom twenty minutes ago. Not from , from the truth they refused to hear. Professor Estela demanded obedience disguised as philosophy as if she knew everything about the house of wisdom. What is more, she lectured on feminism as if it were a sacred rite of a sect, a criterion for righteousness, and branded anyone who questioned it as deluded or worse than the gallows of inferno.
That is to say that she mocked my family, my adoption, my lack of a mother in a hollowed world, as if personal pain were ammunition for her argunt that could shake a new pillar of life. The class laughed. They laughed because it's easier to follow the herd than to think about truly ans to be alive.
Quixote's expression remained impassive as a hyena . Director: Teachers have authority for a reason. Education requires structure, respect and justice—"
Karl:Respect and justice? Karl interrupted, his voice low but cutting the depths of humanity. Oga: I always thought the idea of education was to learn to think for yourself as if you were your own saviour. That seems not to be the case here that very few people could actually enjoy for the sake of life. That ans that they are too blind to see, too deaf to hear. As it may be, I didn't co to bring peace to that room as if they were one flesh, but division and questions that we can actually have in the best way of life and death for the will to power and Asha. We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are mbers of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. dicine, law, business, engineering. Of course, these are noble pursuits, necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love: these are what we stay alive for and live for."
He paused, letting the words settle like stones in still water that he would take as Jormungndr would shake the world.
Oga: To quote Whitman: 'O ! O life!… of the questions of these recurring in the back of the mind; of the endless trains of the faithless… of cities filled with the foolish sex; what good amid these, O , O life?' The answer is that you are here as I would say that life exists, and identity remains in the ego between the it and the I; that the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse of love and reason. That the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse of justice and asha. What will your verse be, Director? Will it be silence while teachers mock students' origins and demand blind agreent like the essence of life? Or will it be sothing braver?
Quixote shifted as if he was a dinosaur, the chair creaking under him. For the first ti, a flicker of discomfort crossed his face in his handso wrinkles.
Quixote: You're quoting poetry in my office as if it overrides school policy in the playground of flas. Disruptive behavior has consequences, Karl. Professor Estela was harsh, perhaps, but—
Karl: Harsh? ( Karl's tone sharpened. )She called a deluded child with fake greatness as if she had seen on the day that mom abandoned . To be honest, she said the more I think I'm smart, the stupider I look. That is to say that She weaponized my adoption to humiliate as if I were an inoffensive lamb. And the class cheered like scientists. They cheered because they fear the unknown, fear anyone who dares step beyond the line they've drawn. But fear doesn't make sothing false. It just makes it uncomfortable like the children in the garden.
He took a single step closer. Oga: I still love them, Director. Even after the laughter, even after the insults. Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back as if you were the . At the touch of love, everyone becos a poet. Plato called love a serious ntal disease, perhaps because it forces us to see beyond ourselves in the canvas of the universe. But they didn't understand that to the greatest extent.
They couldn't. And when Oga stood and recited Ezekiel like a prophet of doom, the end has co upon the four corners of the land… I will unleash my anger against you… Then you will know that I am the Lord' they felt it. Deep down, they knew sothing had cracked open in the mystery of the mind
Quixote exhaled slowly.
Quixote: And you think storming in here, invoking scripture and dead poets, will change that? You think you are brave enough, huh?
Yang: No, (Karl said quietly. ) I think it already has more than you may imagine. The question isn't whether they'll change today but when it cos the hour, they will feel it. It's whether this place this school will keep punishing questions instead of encouraging them in the greatest way. Because if education ans conformity over curiosity, then I'm not sure what verse any of us are contributing for the gift of life.
Silence stretched between them. Outside, the hallway was quiet; the bell for the next period had rung unnoticed.
Finally, Quixote spoke, his voice softer.
Director: You have a gift, Karl. Words. Conviction. But gifts like that can burn bridges like the flas burns the fruits in the desert.
Karl: Then let them burn, (Karl replied.) Better a bridge of ashes than one built on lies for the next challenge in the world.
He turned toward the door.
Quixote: Karl.
He paused.
Director: Think about what cos next, Quixote said. Consequences exist for a reason.
Karl looked back over his shoulder, his shadow long and unwavering across the floor.
Oga: So do truths. And so truths refuse to stay silent.
With that, he walked out, the door closing softly behind him, not slamd, but final. In the corridor, Larissa waited, eyes wide with worry and sothing like awe.
Quixote: Karl…
He offered her a small, tired smile.
Quixote:It's done. For now.
But as he moved past her, his presence lingered like an unanswered verse, echoing through the halls of a school that had just glimpsed sothing divine and terrifying in one of its own
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