Tears fell silently once again. Yes, this is the truth, this is all the truth that Brother Ye considered for himself. Oh my God, why, Ye Xiaofan, you are such a fool, you're really a big fool.
"How do you know he went to XG?"
"So all of you know the truth, but you just hide it from ? I'm the only one who didn't know anything, right?" Liu Siyan couldn't control her emotions and burst out.
"Siyan..." Chen ngying tightly grasped Liu Siyan's hand.
"Does Ye Xiaofan really think keeping in the dark is good for ? Does Ye Xiaofan think carrying everything himself is loving ? Or does Ye Xiaofan see himself as a saint, who can throw himself into whatever he wants to do without letting the woman behind him suffer even a little? Yes, he did it, but what about ? Has he ever thought about , why didn't he ask about my feelings? Am I, Liu Siyan, really so pampered? Do I, Liu Siyan, really lack the courage to walk with him through it all? Or do I, Liu Siyan, not deserve the determination to live and die with Ye Xiaofan..."
This speech left not only Chen ngying but also Chen i'Er stunned.
No one expected that a usually gentle Liu Siyan could deliver such a passionate speech.
But she cried so heartbreakingly, she didn't know whether she should continue to be angry with Xiaofan. His starting point was entirely for her, but he never considered whether she could accept this.
"You're wrong, Liu Siyan..."
"......" Liu Siyan slowly raised her head and looked at Chen i'Er.
"Precisely because Xiaofan knows you can sacrifice everything for him, he is even more determined to hide it from you..."
"What are you saying?"
"From the start, I didn't know much either. He once ca up with several excuses to try to deceive into never looking for him. But, unfortunately, I had already guessed his intentions, so I would never let him succeed. But you're different, in his heart, you are a goddess, the most perfect woman, so he hopes you can preserve that most sincere aspect; to live well."
"I... then why did he co back to find ?"
"Isn't it just because he has never really let you go? If you weren't genuinely in his heart, would he be so thick-skinned, enduring all your reproaches without revealing the truth?"
"He... why..."
"To let you make the best choice between the two of you, the decision to stay or leave has been placed in your hands. No matter what decision you make, he will gladly accept it. Perhaps, the most painful person isn't you but him..."
Choice? Letting oneself decide whether to stay or go? Had he already prepared for the final decision?
Oh God, what have I done? I said such harsh words to him, killed off his last hope, and then cruelly followed up with two stabbing retorts?
No, this is what he deserves; between the two of us, we still haven't achieved the kind of heart-to-heart, no-holds-barred relationship.
"Siyan, that's basically how things are, so, are you..." Chen ngying suddenly said.
"I..." What else can I say. Do I have a reason not to forgive him? But then what after forgiving him? There are still so truths that must be accepted.
Suddenly, two pairs of eyes t, Liu Siyan looked at Chen i'Er, and Chen i'Er seed to have been waiting for this mont of eye contact.
"If you're worried about my presence, I can choose to leave."
"Why?" Liu Siyan was indeed very surprised by Chen i'Er's sudden words.
"What's there to be worried about? You two were already a couple before coming to Capital City, and I'm tired, I don't want to be the third wheel anymore."
"Lies..." Liu Siyan saw through Chen i'Er's lie instantly: "Do you think I would believe that?"
"Then what do you want? If I leave, won't you be able to be together without any concerns? Without worries, Xiaofan won't be troubled, isn't that good?"
"And what about you?"
"? Just treat it like a ga."
A ga? Then this ga is played too seriously.
Those pasts, those tis together, the argunts without reservations, the embracing without hesitation, the loyal following to M Country. All of it, treat as a ga.
"Alright, between us, let's not deceive each other anymore. Do you think that after you leave, Xiaofan's heart will entirely be with ? Impossible. But if you really want to leave, Xiaofan will have a place for you in his heart for the rest of his life, unforgettable. If I end up with Xiaofan because of your departure, I will always feel this love is your charity."
"You're overthinking; I didn't..."
"Looking from another angle, what you're doing makes Xiaofan even more guilty about his actions, and he certainly won't be happy."
Yes, he's really just such a big fool.
"Previously, I overheard your argunt with him in the house. Between us, it has always been taking the initiative; he really didn't..."
"I understand, even if a woman takes the initiative, if he doesn't want it, he can completely control himself. Besides, if I can't get over this thing and can't figure it out, how can I dare say I have the courage to be with him, live and die together." Liu Siyan's gaze suddenly beca firm.
When everything is clear, when all the truths are in front, that Brother Ye is still her Brother Ye, then the forr Liu Siyan has thoroughly returned.
"I don't understand, what are you really thinking?" Chen i'Er continued.
"Sigh, it seems your love for him is just as strong as mine."
"What nonsense are you saying?"
"To make him happy, you are also willing to do anything, aren't you? Even if it ans leaving in pain without hesitation..."
"You..."
"Well, honestly, am I not also a third wheel? Although we had so affection for each other in high school, Shen Zuimo got Xiaofan's heart before I did. Now that Xiaofan can hand the choice to , I should return it to him, let him decide."
"Do you an..."
"Yes, let's all prepare ourselves. Shen Zuimo will regain his mory eventually, and the choice at that ti will be the hardest. So, even if I choose to forgive him now and go back to him, the final outco is still uncertain."
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