For the first ti, he seed to tremble, and for the first ti, he showed fear in front of .
Ye Xiaofan, what is he afraid of? Facing many events, he never felt scared, but now, it's as if I can feel his heart's trembling response.
Actually, Xiaofan really lacked confidence when facing ng Ying, so he forced her to say those words so urgently and domineeringly.
"To you, I am just a feeling of guilt, an apology... As long as I don't care, it doesn't matter to ..."
"I care, I cannot be indifferent..."
"But..."
"Say it, love ."
"I... love you. I have always loved you Xiaofan... from middle school until now, there's never been a pause..."
Enough, it's too tiring. I can't hold on, can't keep hiding. I'm destined to never escape his grasp in this life. So, let it be.
Turning around, watching him smile like a child, Chen ngying's cheeks also revealed a slight bitter smile. Heaven's arrangent is too dramatic. If I had said those words back in middle school, would everything have been different?
No matter what, I have no regrets, I never did.
For the first ti, facing this love directly, Chen ngying didn't evade, no longer hiding. No longer sneaking around like two years ago.
When Xiaofan ca close to her again, her heart no longer needed to struggle much; she just needed to gently close her eyes and let him take control of everything.
Not like two years ago, when her heart jumped like a little deer. He was no longer so reckless. The gentle touch made her heart more at ease.
He anticipated her anticipation; she accepted his requests. The story of those years will not repeat again; this ti, the na in his mouth is no longer Shen Zuimo. In his eyes, Chen ngying saw herself.
"Xiaofan... love you."
Here, omitted N words...
In the early morning, at two-thirty...
Turning over, Chen ngying pulled the quilt, covering her exposed skin, and gently pushed Xiaofan, who was still holding her tightly.
"Xiaofan, what should I do?"
"What should you do?"
"Siyan, how should I face her?"
"Don't worry, Siyan cares about you more than I do. This ti, she insisted that I must bring you happily back to Capital City, otherwise, she'll never see again..."
"What? Did she really say that?"
"Yes."
"But..."
"Don't think too much. Now you shouldn't do anything, don't think, just sleep peacefully. Tomorrow we'll go ho, and in a few days, head to Capital City for school."
"Siyan she..."
"No talking."
"Oh."
Pouting and keeping her mouth shut, she realized, everything was entrusted to Xiaofan to handle; no need to think so much anymore.
"Hey, sothing's not right..." Suddenly, Chen ngying sat up.
Feeling a cool sensation on her back, she shyly lay back down.
"What's wrong?"
"No, you, since you knew the truth long ago, why didn't you say it directly when you found ? Suddenly thinking about it, many things don't seem right."
"It's not like that..." Xiaofan pouted, as if caught doing sothing guilty.
"No, no, why do I feel like from the beginning, I've been in a plan you designed?"
"Stop thinking, just sleep."
"Don't move, don't touch . After you found , pretending nothing happened, asked to co back. But before that, you had already asked Li Kuo and them to handle i's boyfriend's issue for you. Then, coming back here, singing, video exposure, and i would surely be heartbroken, while I certainly guessed it was your doing, and you knew I would arrange to discuss i's matter with you... You have never quarreled with before, but in this matter, you made no compromise at all, faking being angry. Then, with that excuse, you could go back and drink with Liu Daming and them. Your drinking capacity is developed with Brother Fei and them, so compared to those just entering society, yours is way higher. So you were confident you wouldn't get drunk. Yet you pretended to be drunk, let help you back to the room, and then... took the chance to bully . Oh my god, Xiaofan, is my logical deduction not revealing anything? You tell , am I wrong?
"Wow, amazing, amazing, completely right."
"No way, oh my gosh, you really planned the whole thing from the start? Your purpose wasn't dealing with i at all, but rather..."
"Yeah, not her, it was just for you."
"You..."
"If I didn't do this, with your personality, you definitely wouldn't admit it, nor would you give any chance to hold onto you. If I pushed you too hard, you might have run away again."
"So, when I went to shower, you thought I was leaving, so you held back."
"Yes."
"Wow, you're so scary. What on earth are you thinking in your head every day?"
"It wasn't planned ticulously, at least, I couldn't be sure if you would accept . Luckily, the old class monitor is mine." Xiaofan said this, feeling relieved, softly embracing the girl beside him.
She curled up gently, snuggling in front of him, Chen ngying enjoying this mont's warmth with peace of mind.
"Ah, and, clearly not drunk, yet pretending to run outside pretending it's convenient, still needing soone to support you... you are truly an."
"Hahaha, when acting, you have to go all out. Otherwise, if you didn't believe I was truly drunk, that opening scene wouldn't have happened. Even if it happened the sa two years later, you wouldn't refuse again."
"Hate you, don't ntion it..."
"Alright, alright, hey, at first, did it hurt?"
"I told you not to ask... hate you, so bad. Go to sleep..."
Chen ngying blushed shyly from the question, but she couldn't escape. Everything about after university was all tossed aside.
But Xiaofan, things aren't as easy as you think they are.
Sotis, Heaven just loves to joke with you. When you think everything will proceed smoothly, suddenly things happen catching you off guard.
After exterminating Red Butterfly, Xiaofan thought nothing could threaten his life again. Xiaofan also hoped Shen Zuimo could seek a genuinely simple life peacefully.
However, he was wrong, terribly wrong. As long as Red Butterfly could rise from the ashes multiple tis, it surely had its uniqueness. Though Xiaofan had destroyed Red Butterfly's front part this ti, dismantling even their ability to continue organizing, rember, behind Red Butterfly, there is still Japan supporting.
Therefore, what will happen tomorrow, you can never truly know.
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