Benjamin at that mont definitely understood to not fucking even say a word, because Jas would be really crashing the fuck out and well, he understood it pretty much.
He knew that they are literally fucking his shit up, especially with all of his plans coming out of nowhere, literally throwing at him, knowing pretty well that there is no way that he fully healed, from his wound from the shoot, and from the emotional wound deep within himself, and they just fucking him up even more, or at least what Benjamin did.
He fucked him up... just cracked the floodgates in him and if that fucking floodgates broke, then everybody would be fucked and the way Jas said it, it was straight truth, it ca out without even thinking about it even for a millisecond.
They crossed the line or at least Benjamin did and now Jas just showed him what he is ready to do if they keep fucking him up and his life.
He can’t grieve, he can’t handle his emotions, he can’t even think about nothing because there is always sothing that needs to be done, his life in every single fucking mont is a rush, and when once want to fucking chill out, want to talk with a professional even then two fucking braidead dumb fucks, ca in his way and just put more and more on him they just supply that fucking darkness that gate that keep all of it back.
Not one even one single day to let him rest, not one single day without cri, without death, without moves in the governnt, without making moves toward greatness... greatness that is just another fucking deal with people who are just want to concrete themselves to the governnt, those people who all this years did fucking nothing, and the only ti he was truly resting was when he was in a coma in that hospital bed, which beside his mother cried for him, to raise up, to speak one more ti with him... that was the only ti he could rest and even then he was fighting for his life.
"I-I’m sorry." Benjamin stuttered but he dared not look at Jas’s way as he was just still looking out the windows, as his hands were tapping on his knee.
"Sorry for what? That there is sothing that you and the other want to complicate a very simple thing?" Jas looked his way. "Let fucking remind you how it–"
He stopped mid sentence and closed his eyes... he stopped and started breathing in and out, trying to calm himself down, to let all of these control him, to be himself.
"You weren’t there it’s not your fault that it happened, but please Benjamin don’t try and complicate already complicated things, don’t try to make an already fucked up situation more fucked." Jas said as his eyes were closed, still trying to control his breath and all the things inside of him. "I made you a Bellini." He said now, opening it and straight looking into Benjamin’s eyes. "I made a deal with you, to finally close a Chapter in your life, to avenge what they had done in your town, to you and your family... don’t forget that what you’re doing is fighting for your family, those who died and those who still live, and the Bellini family."
Yeah, the main point of all of it, the main point that Benjamin seed to forget... or more like all of this that was happening with him, happening all around, just pushed it down... pushed down the feeling he carried with him, the feeling and need to take revenge and kill that motherfucker... and the main point.
He’s not just a director, a mber of the governnt, but also part of Jas’s family. He is a Bellini and needs to act on it. He’s no longer just a director but part of a mafia family, not just a part but one of the few who carries the na, who was accepted by Jas himself.
Which ans the most important thing he seed to forget about all of it... the real aning of becoming a Bellini.
Jas trusts him, even if it’s not the sa kind of trust he has in Hector or Ferucci, he still trusts him for that exact reason he was accepted. But the most important part of this trust is the aning of it, that together they can do things no one could ever imagine.
They can back each other, they can flow information to each other, and build sothing far greater than ever existed before.
An agency director with the most influential mafia family... the most dangerous and most powerful thing that can happen to his country right now.
They can move without a problem in the governnt as well as in the criminal underworld.
That power isn’t just a weapon, it’s a force that could reshape everything. With Jas and Benjamin working together, the lines between law and cri blur.
Benjamin knew the stakes. Every move, every decision could tip the balance. One wrong step, and it could all co crashing down, but if they played it right, they’d be unstoppable. This is what they can be, this is what they need to be, a power far greater than any deal... an alliance that holds power on a whole different level.
But Benjamin seed to not realize it, and seed to overlook the fact of why he was accepted. He seed to forget all of this, and only focused on what the governnt needs... he didn’t think about the true aning of being a Bellini. It shapes outcos, shifts loyalties, and opens doors most people never even see.
With them on the sa side, the system stops working the way it’s supposed to. Laws beco negotiable, and cri starts looking like business.
It’s not about hiding anymore, it’s about operating in plain sight, because no one dares to stop them... the peak no one has ever reached.
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