On the road, Xiaozhi instinctively moved closer to Lu Xiaobu.
He couldn’t help it; although the people here seed nice, he was still familiar with Lu Xiaobu and preferred to stay with him.
"Can you tell ? Why do you view the world through data?" Lu Xiaobu asked softly.
Judging from the current situation, he should have gained Xiaozhi’s trust, so he could ask this question.
Xiaozhi looked up at Lu Xiaobu, then lowered his head again.
Finally, he spoke.
This ti, he rarely spoke without using data!
"Instructor Lu, do you still rember your mories before you were two years old?" As soon as Xiaozhi opened his mouth, he raised a difficult question.
"I don’t rember." Lu Xiaobu shook his head.
Not only does he not rember, but he believes that most people don’t rember either.
"I rember." Xiaozhi bit his lip and lowered his head further: "I clearly rember every single thing from birth to now."
"Super mory Syndro?" Lu Xiaobu frowned.
"Yes." Xiaozhi nodded slightly, his head almost buried in his knees.
"So that’s how it is." Lu Xiaobu sighed, reaching out to pat Xiaozhi’s head.
This ailnt is sothing that so people might have never heard of.
Everyone wishes to have a better mory, right? After all, a good mory is beneficial for studying, work, and many aspects!
However, having too good a mory is not a good thing; it’s a kind of illness!
Super mory Syndro is such an illness.
People often say that ti is a good healer of sorrow because ti will make you forget.
However, for those with Super mory Syndro, ti is helpless!
Because they cannot forget!
They can’t forget painful things!
They can’t forget joyful things!
Even the trivial things, like what clothes you wore when you t them today, what fabric it was, which foot entered the door first, what you said, and any change in your deanor—they can’t forget any of that!
Imagine what kind of pain it is when such a vast amount of mory is flooding into your mind?!
It can really drive a person insane!
"I clearly rember that when I was young, my biological parents sold to my later parents." Xiaozhi continued with his head buried.
His voice was neither sad nor happy, just like when he talked about data.
"At first, my foster parents were very good to and even thought I was a genius. I was also happy and tried to show off my mory as much as possible to please them."
"However, when I overly demonstrated my abilities and even made every mistake I could."
"They no longer called a genius and even started to fear , calling a monster!"
At this point, Xiaozhi’s previously calm voice trembled slightly.
Lu Xiaobu reached out to touch Xiaozhi’s head to calm him down.
He understood!
Abilities beyond the ordinary are considered genius, but if they exceed people’s understanding, then it’s a monster!
Especially when this monster is not their real biological son, that kind of fear is almost an instinctive reaction!
Moreover, Xiaozhi said he did so wrong things.
What wrong things?
Although Xiaozhi didn’t say, Lu Xiaobu could imagine.
The world is full of malicious people, or rather, people with a sense of mischief!
A simple example, the night before, Xiaozhi’s parents were intimate, thinking Xiaozhi was just a kid and didn’t care.
The next day, when soone knew about Xiaozhi’s strong mory, they deliberately asked about this matter.
Then, imagine how the young Xiaozhi, with almost no sense of morality, would react?
Without a doubt!
He would spill everything!
And in great detail!
Imagine the problems that would arise from this!
Foster parents’ sha, the mischievous person’s joy, the argunts between both sides, and eventually, the fear and disgust towards Xiaozhi from his foster parents!
Maybe once wouldn’t lead to disgust and fear towards Xiaozhi.
But what if it happened multiple tis?
For instance, family argunts, gossip, behind-the-back discussions—these are things everyone does, but doesn’t want to admit or let others know!
But the curious Xiaozhi would certainly observe and rember, and in his immature mind, he would readily be baited into revealing it!
Ti and again until the foster parents truly beca fearful and disgusted with Xiaozhi.
It might even co with corporal punishnts.
For young Xiaozhi, these are unimaginable blows and shadows!
"Later, I slightly understood so things, and I wanted to figure out my problems, so I started learning intensively, voluntarily studying various knowledge." Xiaozhi cald down a bit under Lu Xiaobu’s touch, then continued.
"My mory allowed to learn various knowledge quickly, even if I didn’t understand it, but rembering it was very easy."
"Book after book, subject after subject, I don’t know how many books I’ve read or how much knowledge I’ve learned."
Upon hearing this, Lu Xiaobu sighed once again.
The terrifying thing about strong mory is being at this level; even if Xiaozhi’s comprehension isn’t top-notch, once a large amount of knowledge pours in, understanding might just follow!
Like robots, do they think like humans?
Currently, robots don’t!
But!
They engage in deep learning!
That’s continuously adding relevant knowledge, constantly eliminating and comparing, finding the right choices from a pile of errors!
Xiaozhi is like this!
Moreover, since he’s human, he actually learns faster than robots!
"Until one day, my head started to hurt! An almost splitting pain! I tried many thods, but none could relieve the pain, and it kept getting worse!" Reflecting on those tis, fear unavoidably flashed in Xiaozhi’s eyes!
"It’s okay, it’s okay." Lu Xiaobu kept patting Xiaozhi.
The initial situation he described had occurred; the Super mory Syndro had struck, and the volu of mory was too much for the brain to handle!
Moreover, this condition is almost unsolvable!
As ntioned before, they can’t forget; everything seen, heard, slled, and even felt is forcibly rembered.
It’s only going to hurt more and more!
The few Super mory Syndro patients in the world nearly all couldn’t endure and chose to end their lives!
"How did you solve it?" Lu Xiaobu asked.
"I learned from the way computers work." Xiaozhi returned to normal once more.
This calm and normal response was very much like Lu Xiaobu’s Forced Calmness skill!
"I built a huge database in my mind, categorizing and storing all mories to prevent them from being chaotically piled together." Xiaozhi said this with a faint, proud smile.
But Lu Xiaobu saw the difficulty and pain in having to organize all this amidst severe pain!
Most importantly, he had no one to accompany him, no one to help!
So, besides difficulty and pain, there was loneliness!
These three combined beco—despair!
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