Re-Awakened :I Ascend as an SSS-Ranked Dragon Summoner Chapter 668: A long goodbye part 2

Arthur looked at her.

Not the way he probably looked at her before this conversation. He looked at her the way he looked at things he was seeing properly for the first ti, with everything Noah had laid on the table sitting behind his eyes, and the look lasted long enough that Gigarose’s smile, which never disappeared, went very still underneath itself.

It lasted less than a second.

She recovered the way she always recovered, with ease.

"The city is not fully secured," she said. "There are districts that still need—"

"Did you arm them."

His voice was quiet. That low, furious quiet.

Gigarose looked at him.

"The dragon knight order," Arthur said. "The abilities. The gates." He did not raise his voice. He did not need to. "Every knight I have fought across this campaign. Every ability that has cost n and ti and resources." He took one step toward her. "Did you give them that."

Gigarose tilted her head slightly.

"Arthur," she said warmly.

"Answer the question."

She smiled. Not the polite one, not the pleasant open expression she wore when she was managing a room. The real one, the one that went slightly too wide and stayed there.

"Yes," she said.

The throne room was completely silent.

"And you," she continued, her voice dropping to sothing almost fond, "I found after the tomb when you were already burning and I simply..." she opened one hand, a small graceful gesture, "kept you warm." She looked at him with those eyes that were warm in the way that certain things were warm before they burned you. "You were so angry, Arthur. You were so beautifully, perfectly angry. All that fury with nowhere to go." She clasped her hands back in front of her. "I gave it direction. You should be grateful."

Arthur looked at her for a long mont.

Noah stood at the edge of the room and watched both of them and kept very still because the air in the throne room had taken on the quality of air in the mont before lightning arrived, when the charge had built to the point where the strike was no longer a possibility but a certainty waiting for its mont.

He was ready if it ca.

"Grateful," Arthur said.

"You have waged war across three kingdoms," Gigarose said pleasantly. "You have dismantled institutions that have existed for generations. You have done things that will be spoken about for centuries." She looked at him with sothing that was almost admiration. "None of that happens without keeping the fire lit."

"None of that happens," Arthur said, "without you making sure I always had sothing to burn."

Gigarose said nothing.

"Every ti I was close to finished," Arthur said, his voice still quiet, still controlled, every word placed with the care of soone who had learned that precision was more dangerous than volu. "Every ti the campaign was nearly done and the enemy was nearly broken. Sothing shifted. New resistance. New complications. New reasons to keep fighting." He looked at her. "That was you."

"Wars are complicated," Gigarose said.

"You prolonged every single one." He took another step toward her. "Because a finished war feeds nobody. But a war that never quite ends." He stopped three feet from her. "That is a al that keeps producing."

Gigarose looked up at him.

Her smile had not disappeared. If anything it had settled into sothing more genuine, the expression of soone who had been seen properly for the first ti and found it refreshing rather than threatening.

"You are so much cleverer than most of them," she said. "That has always been the thing about you. Most people I have worked with took decades to understand half of what you just said." She tilted her head. "Does it change anything?"

"Yes," Arthur said.

He picked up his coat from where it lay across a piece of fallen stone.

He put it on with the unhurried movents of soone who had made a decision and was no longer in any conversation that required his full attention.

"If we cross paths again," he said, not looking at her, smoothing the collar of the coat, "I will kill you."

Gigarose looked at him.

Sothing happened in her face that was not fear and was not surprise and was not anything that had a simple na. Her eyes went very bright and the smile that had been sitting at its usual width stretched just slightly further and she made a small sound that was almost a laugh and almost sothing else.

"Oh," she said softly. "Arthur."

She said his na like it was the most wonderful thing anyone had ever given her.

He walked past her toward the main doors.

He walked past Noah.

He stopped.

He did not look at Noah directly. He looked at the doors ahead of him and spoke to the space between them.

"Your kingdom is saved," he said. "Not by valor. Not by strategy. Not by anything that deserves the na of victory." He paused. "By waste. By a war that was never really aid at what it claid to be aid at." He was quiet for a mont. "The thing I ca here for was never here to begin with."

That last statent, Noah understood it more than Arthur ever knew.

He walked through the doors.

His footsteps crossed the corridor beyond and faded and the castle absorbed the silence he left behind.

Noah stood in the throne room.

Gigarose was still standing where Arthur had left her, looking at the doors he had walked through, and on her face was the expression of soone watching the most interesting thing that had happened to them in a very long ti.

Then she turned and looked at Noah.

Noah looked at her.

"It’s not over," he said.

Gigarose smiled.

The full one.

"No," she said. "It really isn’t."

Noah turned and walked out.

A notification was already there when he reached the throne room doors.

[Quest Complete: Extinguish The Flas]

[All sealed functions restoring]

[Rewards accumulated — calculating]

It hit him the way warmth hit you when you stepped inside from genuine cold, not dramatic, just suddenly present everywhere at once, and he kept walking because there were things to do and the feeling of his abilities returning was sothing he would sit with properly when he had ti to sit with anything properly.

Sothing had happened while he was frozen on the road. His system had done sothing he did not have a na for yet, shown him sothing or generated sothing or moved in a way he had never felt it move before, and whatever it was had been what broke Gigarose’s lock on him. He knew it. He would look at it properly when he could look at it properly. Not now.

He walked out of the castle into a city that did not know its war had just ended without a battle, civilians still running between buildings, Arthur’s soldiers standing in streets with no new orders arriving, the whole organized machinery of an invasion suddenly without direction from the top. It would take ti for the confusion to resolve into sothing that looked like peace. That was not his problem to solve.

He had sowhere to be.

He found Ares two streets from the castle where the red death had settled in an open square that the local population had vacated with impressive speed. The Molten Core had cooled, the energy that had pushed them across the landscape at a speed Noah’s eyes had watered from now sitting quiet inside the dragon’s chest, and Ares looked at Noah with the amber eye as he approached with the patient attention of sothing that was waiting to find out what ca next.

Noah put his hand on the scales at his jaw.

"One more thing," he said. "Then we are done here."

He climbed on and they went south toward ho.

He did not go inside when he got there. He landed Ares at the road’s edge and walked to the door and knocked, which felt strange given that it was his door, but nothing about this mont was going to feel completely right and he had accepted that.

His mother opened it.

She looked at him standing there and did the thing she always did, the rapid read of his face and his posture and what both of them were communicating, and whatever she found there made her step forward and put her arms around him without asking any questions first.

He let her.

Gertrude appeared from inside at a run, her feet loud on the floorboards, and she hit him at the waist the way she always did and held on with both arms and her face buried against his side.

He stood there with both of them and said nothing for a while.

Then he stepped back.

"I have to go," he said. "Not the war. Sothing else, sothing I can not explain easily." He looked at both of them. "I do not know if you will rember ."

His mother’s face moved through several things and arrived at sothing steady.

"What kind of thing to say is that," she said. "Of course we will rember you."

"You’ll co back," Gertrude said, looking up at him with the certainty that only ten year olds carried about things they had decided were true. "You always co back."

He looked at them both.

He wanted to tell them everything. The whole length of it, what he actually was, where he had actually co from, the Noah Eclipse who had been living inside this life and had loved them in the way that you loved things that were real regardless of the circumstances that produced them. He wanted to say all of it and he knew that saying it would not give either of them anything useful and would take from them the version of this goodbye that they could actually hold onto.

So he hugged them both again, Gertrude first and then his mother, and then he walked back down the road to where Ares was waiting and he got on and he did not look back.

Holloway was an hour north at the speed Ares was willing to move with the Molten Core sitting quiet, and Noah spent the hour looking at the landscape below and thinking about nothing in particular and everything at once, which was how he processed things when the things were too large for any single thread to carry them.

The cave entrance was visible from altitude by the cold blue glow coming from inside it.

He landed at the base of the slope and walked up.

Pip was sitting at the cave mouth with his chakram on his knee and his face carrying the full record of what the road had done to it, every impact docunted in the swelling and the bruising with the thoroughness of a man whose face had been in the wrong place at several decisive monts. He looked up when Noah reached him and did not say anything imdiately, just looked at him the way people looked at things they were confirming were still real.

Nami was beside him, her leg bandaged with strips of cloth that Werner had clearly provided given the efficiency of the binding. She t Noah’s eyes and nodded once.

Werner stood a little apart from both of them, his gauntlet hand at his side, and he was looking at the cave mouth with the expression of a man who had been listening to what was inside and had not yet decided how he felt about it.

Inside the cave sothing was moving.

Small sounds, the click of claws on stone, the soft percussive rhythm of small bodies investigating the world they had arrived in, and underneath all of it the low cycling breath of sothing considerably larger that had recently erged from a cocoon and was still rembering the full dinsions of itself.

Noah went in.

The Empress was standing at the far end of the nesting chamber with her wingspan half open, not aggressively, just the natural posture of sothing reclaiming its sense of its own size after a long confinent. The hatchlings were everywhere around her, twenty-three of the original eggs plus however many the cocoon had produced, waddling across the cave floor on legs that had opinions about direction and had not yet reached a consensus. They were small and dark and the electrical lines already running through their scales were thin threads of blue that brightened when they moved and dimd when they stopped, like the charge was responding to activity.

The Empress looked at Noah when he ca in.

He walked toward her slowly, keeping his pace even, his hands at his sides. Her spines fanned slightly and then settled, the recognition working through her even before he was close enough to touch, and when he stopped three feet away and raised his open palm she lowered her head without hesitating and touched her nose to it.

Cold and deliberate.

The void energy ca from his palm outward and ran along the electrical lines in her scales, following the channels that had been there since she hatched, and the Eclipse insignia ford at her forehead in that deep purple-black, visible for two full seconds, and then sank into the scales and was gone.

[Bond Established]

[Na?]

Noah looked at her.

"Gail," he said.

She blinked at him with those pale silver eyes and the electrical lines across her body brightened briefly and settled.

He walked back out of the cave.

Pip looked up at him. Werner turned from the cave mouth. Nami watched him co out and looked at his face and then at the cave behind him and then back at his face.

"So," Pip said. "What happens now."

Noah looked at the three of them, at Pip’s broken face and Nami’s bound leg and Werner’s gauntlet with the chunk missing from its facing, at the people who had walked into a war room with him and down a road in the dark and into a fight that had cost them things they were not going to get back.

"I need to get you ho," he said. "All of you." He paused. "But first I need to ask you sothing."

None of them spoke. Waiting.

"Will you follow ?" he said. "Wherever."

Pip looked at him with the expression of a man who found the question slightly insulting.

"I have been following you since training," Pip said. "Into a gate and a warden fight and a harbor battle and a pass and a war room and a road where Egor nearly killed all of us." He spread his hands. "At what point did this start looking like sothing I was doing conditionally?"

Nami said, "Yes." Just that.

Werner looked at Noah for a mont. Then he said, "Yes." And the way he said it carried the weight of a man who had spent weeks deciding whether to trust sothing and had arrived at the decision on the road when everything was falling apart and had not changed it since.

Noah looked at them.

[Condition for Domain Link t]

[Domain Travel: Activated]

The purple glow ca from the ground upward, covering all three of them simultaneously, and Pip looked down at his own hands going purple and his own feet dissolving into light with the expression of a man who had decided so ti ago that his life simply contained things that did not have explanations and that being upset about this was a waste of energy he did not have.

"Oh," Pip said, looking at his disappearing hands. "This is new."

Then they were gone.

Noah stood in the clearing outside the cave.

He looked at Shade first, recovered, patient, those violet-rimd black eyes watching him from near the cave entrance. Then he looked at the cave mouth where the sounds of hatchlings were still coming through, the waddling and the clicking and the occasional bright flare of an electrical line responding to sothing exciting.

He sent Shade into the domain first.

Then he went back into the cave and sent the hatchlings through in clusters, opening and closing the domain connection in quick succession, the cave emptying gradually, the sounds fading, the blue glow from the hatchlings’ electrical lines disappearing one cluster at a ti until the chamber was just stone and dark and the sll of sothing cold that had been living here and was now elsewhere.

Gail went last.

The Empress walked through the domain opening without hesitation, trusting the bond the way new bonds trusted, completely and without the qualification that ca later with experience, and then the cave was empty and Noah was standing alone in it with the echo of everything it had held.

He walked out.

Ares was at the slope’s base where he had landed, the amber eye finding Noah as he ca down, and Noah walked to him and put his hand on the scales at his jaw and stood there for a mont with his forehead against the warm surface.

"Thank you," he said. "For all of it."

Ares made a sound low in his chest that had no translation and did not need one.

Noah climbed on.

He ca down at the capital’s eastern gate as the morning was settling into itself, the city still loud with the confusion of an invasion that had stopped receiving direction from the top, soldiers standing in streets without orders, civilians beginning to cautiously test the air to see if the danger had actually passed.

Pip and Nami and Werner were standing at the gate where the domain travel had deposited them, looking at each other and at the city around them with the expressions of people who had just been sowhere else and were recalibrating.

Noah landed Ares twenty feet from them and climbed down.

He walked to them and they looked at him and nobody said anything for a mont because the mont was too large for anyone to know where to start with it.

"I am going to spare you the headache of an explanation," Noah said. "I would not know where to begin anyway and I am not sure beginning would help." He looked at each of them. "You are ho. The war is over, or it will be when people figure out it is over, which will take a few days because people are slow about these things." He paused. "You are going to be fine."

Pip looked at him.

"Are you?" Pip said.

Noah looked at him.

"I think so," he said, which was the truest answer available.

Nami stepped forward and put her arms around him and held on for a mont and he held on back and neither of them said anything because they had already said the things that needed saying on a road and everything since then had confird them.

She stepped back.

Werner looked at Noah across the space between them and raised his gauntleted hand, not a salute, not a formal gesture, just a raise, one person to another, I see you, I know what this was, that is enough.

Noah raised his hand back.

Then he walked to Ares and sent him into the domain as well and then he looked at the three of them standing at the eastern gate one more ti.

Then he pulled up the system interface.

[Exit Current Mission?]

[YES / NO]

He looked at the two options for a mont.

He selected YES.

The capital dissolved.

The eastern gate dissolved.

Pip and Nami and Werner dissolved.

And a throne room assembled itself around him in their place, stone floor and high ceiling and torches burning in their brackets and the broken throne at the far end, exactly as he had left it, exactly as it had been when this started.

And standing between him and the broken throne, arms folded, chains clinking softly against his armor, the hamr on his back catching the torchlight and throwing it back gold, was Ego.

The Last Dragon Knight looked at Noah across the throne room.

"I am Ego," he said. "Last Dragon Knight of a kingdom long dead. Every soul that reached this room died here."

He unfolded his arms.

"Kneel," he said. "Or join them."

Noah looked at him.

’That’s not possible,’ he thought. ’The war ended. Arthur left. The quest completed. I selected exit and the system brought back to the last checkpoint which was this room, which ans—’

He stopped that thought and started it again from the beginning.

’The system brought back to where the penalty started. This room. This fight. The one I lost.’ He looked at Ego standing there with the patience of sothing that had been waiting in this exact position since before Noah arrived in the dieval tiline. ’Which ans Ego was never part of what happened out there. The dieval tiline, the dragon knights, the war, all of it was the penalty dinsion. Ego is here. Ego has always been here. Ego is what was waiting before the penalty and what is still waiting now that the penalty is complete.’

’He is a constant.’

’That is why the dialogue is identical.’

Noah looked at the system screen at the edge of his vision. The level counter was sitting at sixty-one, the sa number it had been when he walked into this room the first ti, before everything.

Sixty-one.

He looked at Ego.

[Level: 100]

The number sat above the Last Dragon Knight’s head in clean white text, the sa way it had sat there before, unchanged, waiting for Noah to be sothing other than what he had been when he first read it.

’Level one hundred,’ Noah thought. ’Thirty nine levels above where I was when I lost this fight the first ti. Thirty nine levels of gap that the penalty was supposed to close.’ He ran the math without aning to, the way he always ran math, automatically and before he had decided to. ’My stats have been restored. My abilities are back. The E.N.D armor is in storage. Gorrauth’s sword is in storage. Everything I accumulated in that tiline ca back with .’ He looked at Ego’s hamr. ’And I have spent months fighting things that were actively trying to kill with nothing but my body and my chi and whatever I could find or ta or build.’

’I could take him.’

The thought arrived with a clarity that was not arrogance. It was assessnt. The sa assessnt he ran on everything, honest and without the distortion of wanting a particular answer.

’I could probably take him right now.’

He looked at Ego standing there with those chains and that hamr and the absolute conviction of sothing that had been the last thing in this room for a very long ti.

Then he thought about Sophie. About Lila. About Seraleth and Kelvin and Diana still sowhere with pins holding her skull together and Lucas who had probably co back from Raiju Pri and found Noah gone. He thought about a faction called Eclipse that had been running without its leader for however long the penalty dinsion’s ti had run relative to his own.

He thought about Gigarose’s smile when he walked out of the throne room.

It’s not over.

No. It was not.

But this particular fight, right now, in this room, was not the most urgent thing on the list. And Noah had learned enough across the months behind him to know the difference between a fight that needed to happen today and a fight that could be scheduled.

He looked at Ego.

"Level one hundred," Noah said. "You are genuinely terrifying. I want you to know I an that as a complint." He held the Last Dragon Knight’s eyes across the throne room. "I could probably take you right now. That is not being arrogant. I’ve done the maths and arrived at an answer I did not have the last ti I stood in this room." He paused. "But I have people waiting. A whole world of them, actually. And I have been gone long enough." He took a step back toward the throne room doors. "So I am going to go deal with that first."

Ego looked at him with the patience of sothing that had all the ti that had ever existed.

"But I will be back," Noah said. "Sa way I ca. And we will run it back properly." He looked at the hamr. "Save that for ."

He turned and walked out of the throne room.

The corridor beyond it was the sa stone and torchlight it had always been and his boots made the sa sounds on the floor and the castle around him sat in the quiet of a place that existed between one thing and the next, waiting.

Noah walked through it and felt his system screen filling at the edge of his vision and did not look at it yet because looking at it while walking through a dark corridor felt like reading a letter while soone was still talking to you and he had more respect for what the screen was about to tell him than that.

He reached the castle’s outer doors.

He pushed them open.

The air outside was different from the throne room air, carrying whatever the world beyond the castle carried, and Noah stood in the doorway for a mont and looked at it and smiled the smile that ca when sothing large and difficult was behind you and sothing large and unknown was ahead and both of those facts were fine.

"Now," he said, to the air and to himself and to nobody in particular. "Let’s see what 2077 has for ."

He looked at his system screen.

[Rewards Calculated]

[Level Up]

[Level Up ×2]

[Level Up ×3]

[Level Up ×4]

[Level Up ×5]

[Level Up ×6]...

The notifications kept coming, stacking down the screen, each one sitting below the last, and Noah stood in the doorway of the castle and watched them fill his vision and felt the levels landing in him one after another like stones dropped into deep water, each one sending ripples outward through every number on his stat sheet, and he kept smiling because the ripples were significant and getting more significant with each one and whatever 2077 had waiting for him it was going to find a different version of Noah Eclipse than the one that had walked into a gate reward and lost to a castle boss and woken up in a haystack in a dieval village thinking his na was Burt.

The screen kept filling.

Noah kept smiling.