Noah stood in Kelvin’s workshop and did not move for a long ti.
Two years.
Not the four months he had calculated in his head on the ride back. When you did the maths, the first three days he’d been gone had been a month when he first left. Two years. The underwater headquarters. Diana standing at a workbench with a bob that was still growing out. Kelvin with a beard. Sophie with two years of holding everything together written sowhere underneath the composure she was currently maintaining for his benefit.
"Two years," Noah said. Not a question. Just the words needing to exist outside his head.
"Twenty-six months, give or take," Kelvin said, because Kelvin was constitutionally incapable of leaving a number unspecified. "The ti dilation from where you went ran significantly longer than the initial calculation I did suggested."
"The faction," Noah said. "Did people leave? After I was gone that long, did—"
"Noah." Sophie’s voice was gentle but firm. "We have over a thousand mbers now. That is why we needed a bigger space."
He looked at her.
"They stayed," she said. "And more ca. Because what Eclipse stands for doesn’t disappear just because its leader is on a system quest." She paused. "Today is the rembrance day. For the ones we lost in Kruel’s attack. That is why the common area is quiet and why you are not being imdiately sward. Everyone is at the morial ceremony."
Two years ago for them. The day Kruel ca had been sothing Noah wasn’t present for. The day after it was sothing he had missed entirely.
He crossed the workshop to Diana and put his arms around her properly, the way you hugged soone who had been in a hospital bed with pins in their skull and was now standing in a workshop fixing sothing with both hands.
She hugged him back hard.
"You scared us," she said into his shoulder.
"I know," he said. "I’m sorry."
He stepped back and looked at her face. The icy blue eyes. The bob. The complete absence of the damage that had been there when he left.
"Kelvin found the void stone," Noah said.
"Kelvin found the void stone," she confird, and the way she said it carried two years of everything that had happened between the searching and the finding.
Noah turned and grabbed Kelvin again, a second hug that Kelvin received with the slightly overwheld energy of soone who was not used to being hugged twice in quick succession but was not complaining about it.
"You did good," Noah said. "Both of you. All of you."
Then he went to Sophie and held her and she let him, her arms coming around his back and holding with a grip that said clearly that she had been managing sothing for a very long ti and was temporarily setting it down.
"Are you okay?" she said, quietly, against his shoulder. "While you were there. Were you okay?"
"I’m here," he said. Which was not quite an answer but was the truest thing available.
"That’s not what I asked."
"I know," he said. "I’ll tell you everything. I promise."
From the doorway, a voice said, "Well damn. Save so hug for the rest of us."
Noah turned.
Lila was standing in the doorway with her arms folded and her pale blue eyes doing sothing complicated, which for Lila ant the thing she was feeling was too large to be fully converted into the cool exterior she preferred to present. She was wearing a military-cut shirt that sat differently on her than it would have two years ago, her fra carrying sothing additional that two years of contracts and leadership had put there. The "Burden" on her chest, ever present.
Behind her, Seraleth had to angle herself sideways to clear the doorway, all seven feet of her, her hair up in a bun that she had clearly been experinting with and that looked, against all reasonable expectation, absolutely gorgeous.
"Our streams went insane," Seraleth said. "Chat would not stop. We had to wrap up what we were doing."
Lila looked at Noah from across the workshop with those watery eyes that she was clearly furious at for being watery, and she did not move, just looked at him the way you looked at sothing you had been told might not be coming back and had co back anyway.
Noah crossed the workshop to her.
She grabbed him before he could say anything, her arms going around him with a force that said everything she was not going to say out loud, and he held her back and let her have the mont without filling it with words because Lila did not need words. She needed to confirm he was solid.
Then Seraleth’s arms ca around both of them and they were briefly a stack of people at varying heights, and Seraleth held on the longest, her chin finding the top of Noah’s head because that was where it naturally landed given the height difference, and she made a small sound that was not quite a word.
When she finally stepped back her eyes were bright.
"Sam," she said, composing herself with the elegance she applied to everything. "Has been fighting a losing battle keeping everyone in the common area. They know you are here. The streams confird it before we even landed."
Noah laughed. The first genuine full laugh since stepping back through. "Of course they do."
"You should probably freshen up first," Kelvin said. "You have octopoid on you in several places."
"Yeah," Noah agreed. "Where’s my room?"
---
They snuck him through service corridors like he was contraband, which given the noise coming from the common area was probably the right call. The door at the end of the residential wing had a number on it.
001.
And below the number, in clean letters: NOAH ECLIPSE.
He stood in front of it for a mont.
"Sophie," he said.
"Don’t read into it," she said. "It’s just a number."
"It’s the first number."
"Go shower," she said. "You sll like sea creature."
Inside, the room was not what he expected, which was to say it was not a room. It was a space that soone had thought about carefully over two years of knowing what he needed and having the ti to provide it. Large enough that it did not feel like a facility room. The Eclipse insignia on the floor in the sa purple-black as the rest of the headquarters, worked into the tile rather than printed on top of it. A wardrobe that had clearly been stocked by soone with opinions, organized in a way that felt like Sophie’s hand. A viewport window looking out at the harbor floor, the dark water outside lit at intervals by the headquarters’ external lighting, fish moving through the edges of it.
He showered until the water ran clear of octopoid and dieval tiline and two years of everything, and then he dried off and stood in front of a mirror.
His face looked back at him.
Sa face. But Kelvin was right, there was sothing different about it. Not older exactly. Sothing in the eyes. The eyes of soone who had been through a sustained thing rather than a single event.
He was looking at his own eyes when he noticed the text at the bottom of his vision. Not a new notification. Sothing that had been sitting there, he realized, since the road where they were intercepted by Egor and Gigarose.
Sothing that had been in the queue while everything else was happening.
[Override Complete]
[Functions Restored]
[Entity Known As Gigarose: Identified]
[Classification: Primordial Goddess of Chaos and Destruction]
[Congratulations: Isolated Gene Detected]
[Host Possesses Traces of A Ruler Bloodline]
Noah read it twice.
’Ruler Bloodline,’ he thought. ’What does that even an.’
He splashed water on his face and thought about the images that had appeared in front of him while he was frozen on that road. Things he could not fully describe now that they were gone, shapes and information that had moved through him like light through water, leaving an impression without leaving a clear picture. Whatever the system had done in that mont, whatever had broken Gigarose’s lock, it had also found sothing.
Sothing in him.
He closed the notification tab and picked up the clothes from the wardrobe. New, sized for him, and slightly tight across the shoulders in a way that had not been true before he left.
He looked in the mirror again.
Then he looked more carefully.
He was taller. Not dramatically, but asurably, the kind of growth you did not notice when it happened gradually but beca obvious when you stepped in front of a mirror after a gap. Six-two, maybe a fraction above. And the fra had filled out in the lean way that ca from sustained physical activity over a long period.
Then he saw the hair.
He leaned toward the mirror.
White. Not all of it. Patches, starting at the temples, running back in uneven streaks through the dark, and he pressed his hand against the side of his head the way you pressed your hand against sothing you were hoping was not what it looked like.
It was exactly what it looked like.
"What," Noah said, to his reflection.
He checked the left side. Sa. Right side. Sa. Not grey, not the gradual silver of aging, actual white, the kind of white that had no biological explanation that he currently had access to.
He rummaged through the wardrobe with considerably more urgency than the rummaging he had done two minutes ago and found, on the top shelf, a hat. Dark, plain, the kind that covered the temples. He put it on and pulled it low and breathed.
’Sophie,’ he thought. ’This is absolutely Sophie’s doing. She thought of everything.’
He put it down and pulled it forward and walked to the door.
When he opened the door, there was soone standing there. The person on the other side was approximately his height, dark haired, blue-eyed, and looking at him with the expression of soone who had been told a thing was happening and had co to confirm the thing was actually happening.
Lucas Grey.
"Eclipse," Lucas said.
"Grey," Noah said.
They stood there for one second doing the thing they always did which was assess each other the way fighters assessed each other, not hostile, just the automatic inventory of soone who tracked capability as a matter of professional habit.
Then they grabbed each other.
The hug lasted long enough that anyone walking past would have had questions, and neither of them cared.
"You’re stronger," Lucas said, when they stepped back. Not a complint exactly. A fact being stated by soone whose ability to detect these things was not casual.
"You too," Noah said. "I can feel it."
They both grinned and began to walk to the common area. 0
The common area was loud in the way that a large space beca loud when it contained a significant number of people who had been waiting for sothing and had just been told the sothing was imminent.
Noah ca through the entrance behind Lucas and the noise went from loud to a different category of loud, the kind that had direction to it, all of it pointed the sa way.
Reyna was at the front of the crowd and she made a sound that was not words before she made words. Marcus was beside her doing sothing similar. Both of them looking at Noah with the kind of ppppppexpression of people who had been here since the beginning and were seeing the beginning represented in front of them.
"We missed you," Reyna said. "Legitimately. Lucas is too military-coded for this many missions in a row, no offense."
"None taken," Lucas said, in a tone that suggested significant offense had been taken.
"Lucas was our leader back when we were Pathfinder Team Seven," Noah said, looking around the room at the faces he knew and the faces he did not, the new recruits watching him with the attention of people who had joined sothing because of a person they had only ever seen on a stream. "His whole life, Lucas has been the definition of what a soldier actually is. That is not a limitation. It is his best quality."
He looked at the room. A thousand people. The faction he had left with give or take, around four hundred mbers and a comrcial district building.
"This is probably unnecessary," Noah said. "But I feel like I should say sothing."
The room went quiet enough that the headquarters’ ambient systems were audible.
"I was gone for two years," he said. "I did not plan that. I did not choose it. And I know that is not an adequate explanation for everyone who was here while I was not." He looked across the faces. "I’m sorry. For the absence. For the gap. You kept this going without , and that tells everything I need to know about what Eclipse actually is. It is not ." He paused. "It never was just . It is everyone in this room."
The cheering started before he finished the sentence.
----
It took forty minutes to work through the crowd, shaking hands with new recruits who had joined based on a reputation built while he was absent, talking with mbers who had been here from the beginning and wanted to give him the condensed version of two years in thirty seconds. He let it happen, let the room be what it needed to be, because rooms needed to be things sotis and the most useful thing he could do was allow it.
He was in the middle of a conversation with two second-generation recruits from the southern sector when he felt a particular quality of attention coming from nearby.
He turned.
Angel was standing with her arms folded, red hair, the expression on her face occupying a position sowhere between genuinely mad and sothing else that had not yet decided whether to be that.
Noah walked toward her.
"Hey," he started. "I know two years is—"
She closed the gap and kissed him in front of everyone.
Not tentative. Not complicated. Just decisive, the way Angel did most things.
From sowhere behind him, Kelvin’s voice: "Well. That happened. Good to know he hasn’t lost his pull ga."
From sowhere adjacent to Kelvin, Sophie , Sera and Lila stood and he could sense the stares and the silence of three won who were deciding simultaneously whether to be amused or homicidal.
Angel stepped back and looked at him.
"If you were so scared to date properly," she said, "that you had to disappear for two years, you should not have eaten my food. I suffered to make that steak dium-rare and I want you to know that."
"It was excellent," Noah said.
"It was," she agreed. Then her expression shifted into sothing that was just her, underneath all of it. "How are you. Actually."
"Working on figuring that out," Noah said.
"Fair." She stepped back and let the crowd have him, which was generous given that she had just established a claim in front of a thousand people and the streaming caras that were absolutely running.
Marcus appeared at his elbow twenty seconds later. Reyna on the other side.
"She’s been here for the last year," Reyna said. "Task force stuff, collaboration missions. We like her."
"She intimidates us," Marcus added. "But we like her."
"Lucas is still too military for most of our contracts," Reyna continued. "Just so you know. We love him. He is our brother. But the man debriefs for forty-five minutes after a ten-minute operation."
"That is what debriefs are for," Noah said.
"Forty-five minutes," Marcus repeated.
Noah eventually found Sophie near the edge of the common area, watching the room with the expression she wore when she was managing several things at once and was doing it quietly enough that nobody else noticed.
"Hey," he said.
"Hey," she said.
"Are you free later? I want to go to the academy. See Mrs. Harper."
Sophie went still.
She looked at the floor. Then at the room. Then at nothing in particular, and he watched sothing happen in her face that she was trying to keep from happening and was not fully succeeding.
"Sophie." He kept his voice low. "What’s wrong."
She did not look at him. Her eyes were bright in a way that had nothing to do with the common area’s lighting.
"I wanted you to settle in first," she said. Her voice was steady but doing work to be steady. "I wanted you to have the welco back, and the room, and see everyone." She stopped.
"Sophie," he said. "Look at ."
She looked at him.
Her eyes were full. Almost like they were suppressing tears.
"What’s going on?" Noah asked.
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