Xia Jinyuan's kisses were like Ye Jian's salvation. It made her fluttering heart slowly return to its normal pace.
"The past is in the past. No matter how much harm you suffered, it's all history now. Ye Jian, you have to rember that you're a powerful special forces soldier. You've survived the flas of war. You're not even afraid of death, so what are you afraid of?
"No matter how deep the damage is, one should forget it over ti. Comparing one's life to one's injury, which is more important?
"Azure Bird, you're a soldier. You're a soldier with a mission. You have to beco stronger. You have to beco so powerful that even swords and knives can't compare to you.
"Only then can you save more lives and do more aningful things. Only then can you be worthy of your military uniform!"
Xia Jinyuan did not ask what Ye Jian had experienced that left such a deep impact on her heart.
He knew the woman he loved too well. She could endure most things. If he asked her about things she did not want to say, it would only make her shrink back even more.
The only way was to wait for her to bring it up herself.
He did not want her to resist. He only hoped that she would let nature take its course.
After going through a nightmare, Ye Jian's clear eyes were filled with deep helplessness. She felt Captain Xia's peaceful embrace and gradually ca back to her senses. She gradually recovered her lost rationality and calmness.
Stroking his handso face that was filled with worry for her, Ye Jian said softly, "Captain Xia, do you believe in past and present lives? Do you… believe in them?"
In her previous life, she was not a powerful special forces soldier. In her previous life, she was just an ordinary girl who was forced to her knees by Ye Zhifan's family.
She suffered the hardships of the world, tasted the sorrows of the world, and experienced the coldness and warmth of the world… In the end, she died with the most cowardly dignity that she had spent her entire life to obtain… She died with the thing that hurt her.
They said that she was strong, fearless, and brave. In her previous life, she was probably the most similar to who she was in this life when she perished together with the bad guys at the end.
The difference between her previous life and this life was like heaven and earth!
Captain Xia was right. That damage was done in the past. No matter how serious the damage was, it had already beco history. Ye Zhifan had received his retribution, Sun Ying was receiving her retribution, and Sun Dongqing had fallen from her position as the wife of an official.
The people who had bullied, betrayed, and humiliated her in the past had mostly been dealt with. Since most of her inner demons had dissipated, why… did she still care about what had happened to her before she died?
Xia Jinyuan was an atheist. He really did not believe in such mysterious things.
However, Ye Jian's serious question made him pause for a while before he said softly, "There are too many things in this world that we don't know. There are too many unsolvable mysteries. Determining what's reality and what's an illusion is all up to us.
"If we did have a previous life… I'll believe you if you believe . They all say that I accumulated good fortune in my previous life to have you. That ans that I must have been a very good person in my previous life to have you in this life.
"Little Fox, can you differentiate between reality and illusion? It's very difficult.
"Whether it's real or fake, it's like a dream. It doesn't matter if I believe in having a previous life or not. I only believe that you're the lover I'm looking for in this life. You're the woman I want to be with for the rest of my life."
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