Other people could say that soldiers were humans too. Soldiers had emotions and desires too. However, as a soldier, Ye Jian couldn't think so. That was because their emotions and desires were based on the country!
Xia Jinyuan didn't know what Ye Jian was worried about previously, so he couldn't remind Ye Jian in ti. Today, Li Jinnian's lesson made Ye Jian's figure sway. All the color on her face was drained away.
From the mont Li Jinnian opened his mouth, he didn't plan to let Ye Jian off easily. As long as he chose to say sothing, it wouldn't be just a few words. He wouldn't use a gentle tone either. He would make sure his words cut into her flesh.
At this mont, Ye Jian felt as if her body had been covered in blood.
Even so, Li Jinnian didn't let Ye Jian off just like that. He stared at Ye Jian coldly. The words he said made Ye Jian feel ashad.
"He dares to do things that other people don't dare to do for the country. What about you? Ye Jian, what are you doing? I don't believe that he didn't tell you what you should do if sothing ever happened to him one day!
"Based on my understanding of him, he must have told you!"
His words were heart-wrenching, but they were also advice.
Ye Jian, who was reprimanded until she didn't dare to move, pursed her lips and accepted her cousin's cold criticism seriously.
Yes, her Captain Xia had told her what she should do if he was really gone one day.
She couldn't fall. She needed to live well for him and use her ability to protect the country they belonged to. She couldn't retreat or be afraid. She needed to continue walking down bravely until she was sacrificed or discharged from the army.
If she hadn't been enlightened by Li Jinnian's cold reprimand, Ye Jian wouldn't have realized what she had done wrong. Ever since she returned to school from the capital city, she had been worried. Her worry continued until it beca a habit. She couldn't help but worry about him every day.
She wouldn't get distracted in class and wouldn't think too much during training. However, once she was free, she couldn't help but think about her lover.
She kept thinking about him… until she finally heard so news about him. She didn't even know where he was. She was only told that everything was safe. The mont she heard the news, she cried with joy but also beca even more worried.
It was not until today when her heart palpitated again that she lost control of her emotions. Just like what her cousin said, she had forgotten her identity because of love. She should be ashad as soone who had received Captain Xia's nurturing!
"Responsibility is as heavy as a mountain. Love should stand on the side. Ye Jian, rember your identity, rember his identity, and rember what I said today. If you can't bear the responsibility of this military uniform, why don't you take it off as soon as possible? Don't let more people be disappointed in you, and don't let him, who has always been holding your hand, down."
The last sentence was like a huge rock that rolled down from the top of the mountain. It smashed into Ye Jian's heart heavily. It hit her organs and lungs.
If she disappointed Captain Xia one day… Ye Jian was afraid just thinking about it.
Li Jinnian didn't ask Ye Jian to apologize to him. After he finished speaking, he pointed at the door with a cold facial expression and said in an icy tone as if they would sever their relationship as cousins in the next second, "Go back and reflect on yourself. There's no need to apologize to ."
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