When Bai Haoxue was wheeled in, she lay on the operating table like a puppet, her mind blank, and her eyes, once bright as stars, now empty and lifeless.
But when she saw the instrunts in the operating room and the doctors wearing masks and white coats,
everything in the operating room, whether objects or people, seed to turn into demons in an instant to Bai Haoxue.
They were all demons; they were there to harm her baby.
She would never allow anyone to harm her baby.
Bai Haoxue, like a madwoman, jumped up from the operating table, excitedly pushed aside the group of doctors, opened the operating room door, and quickly escaped from the hospital.
After returning ho, she was still shaken. When Ye Jinyan ca to find her, she wouldn’t see him either.
She even considered Ye Jinyan soone who wanted to harm her baby.
From that day on, Bai Haoxue made up her mind to keep the child in her belly.
That was her child; how could she abandon him (or her)?
She would give birth to him (or her) and raise him (or her) well.
She would be a good mother!
If the baby was a girl, she would raise her daughter like a little princess, just as her mother did with her.
If the baby was a boy, she would raise him like a little prince, dressing him cool and handso every day.
But she never told Ji Hanyu about her pregnancy, and she didn’t plan on telling him.
Ji Hanyu killed her mother; because of that, they could never be together again.
She had worked so hard to sever ties with Ji Hanyu; if she told him about the child,
with Ji Hanyu’s personality, he would surely make her go back.
Just giving birth to Ji Hanyu’s child made her feel guilty toward her mother; how could she return to him?
After Bai Haoxue finished speaking, she looked at Ji Hanyu with so apprehension, "That’s what I thought at the ti, so I didn’t tell you about the child."
Ji Hanyu looked at Bai Haoxue steadily, remained silent for a long ti. Bai Haoxue knew he had every reason to be angry, to be furious, and even to hate her.
But seeing Ji Hanyu like this made her feel anxious and scared.
"If you’re angry, you can hit , but please don’t be like this, okay..."
Before Bai Haoxue could finish, Ji Hanyu pulled her into his arms and whispered in her ear, "I’m sorry..."
If it weren’t for him, she wouldn’t have experienced all that.
"No..." Bai Haoxue looked up at Ji Hanyu, her eyes slightly red, "I should be the one to apologize. I did a lot of bad things to you, and I couldn’t even keep the child..."
"Fool!" Ji Hanyu held her head against his chest and bent down to kiss her forehead, "Do you know why, when Ye Jinyan showed those things, I didn’t question you?"
"Why?"
"Because I knew it long ago," Ji Hanyu said, "even earlier than you think. I knew about the child on the day I fought with Xiao Bei."
That fight with Xiao Bei, he was genuinely furious, beating Xiao Bei half to death, leaving him bedridden for months.
Ji Hanyu said, "I fought with Xiao Bei not only because he wanted to take your blood; it was because he ssed up the dication, which is why you got pregnant.
Because I have a virus in my body, I was worried that it was too dangerous and might affect you or even...the child. So the day after we were together, I asked Xiao Bei for birth control pills."
First, it was a precaution. Second, she was only nineteen; how could he bear for her to have a child at such a young age?
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