In fact, many tis, especially last ti when talking to Ji Hanyu about little Beiting’s mother, Bai Haoxue almost couldn’t hold back from telling Ji Hanyu.
But, if he knew that the death of their child was because of his virus...
He would definitely feel very guilty and painful.
Because at that ti, Bai Haoxue didn’t know that Ji Hanyu actually already knew she was pregnant.
Bai Haoxue thought that since Ji Hanyu didn’t know she was pregnant, he didn’t know they once had a child.
And... that child, their child, had already left from the mont he was born.
Bai Haoxue thought, isn’t not knowing actually a good thing?
Ji Hanyu knew nothing, so he wouldn’t be in pain, wouldn’t be guilty.
However, Bai Haoxue didn’t expect that Ji Hanyu had already known she was pregnant so early on.
"Ji Hanyu, many tis I wanted to tell you, but every ti I..."
"I understand!"
Ji Hanyu held her in his arms, not letting her continue to speak.
She actually couldn’t keep things to herself and couldn’t hide anything.
If sothing bothered her, she would say it, if she was wronged, she would cry or even make a scene in front of him.
That she could hold it in for so long, such a big thing, was all for him. How could he not understand?
After a long while, Ji Hanyu finally said, "Tell about our child!"
This was the saddest topic for both of them.
"When I was giving birth, it was my dad and Ye Jinyan who took to the hospital. The baby wasn’t due yet, but I accidentally moved at ho, disturbed the fetus, and the baby was born early.
I chose a natural birth, but the process was too painful, and I passed out completely after giving birth.
When I woke up, I was still very weak, I asked my dad and Ye Jinyan to bring the baby to to see.
They kept hesitating, wanting to say sothing but stopping.
I realized sothing was wrong and insisted on seeing the baby.
Dad held back, Ye Jinyan brought the baby to .
I found the baby’s face very abnormal, bluish-purple, he didn’t cry or make a fuss, I was terrified.
I asked what was going on? Dad wouldn’t say, Ye Jinyan wouldn’t say either.
I pulled out the IV needle, got out of bed with the baby, and wanted to find a doctor.
My dad held back, Ye Jinyan told it was no use, the baby was already dead, he was born dead.
I broke down at the ti, due to excessive emotions, I passed out again.
When I woke up again, I was clamoring to find the baby, but Ye Jinyan said he and my dad had cooperated with the hospital to handle the baby."
Bai Haoxue looked up at Ji Hanyu, "At that ti, I was almost in despair, but Bai Youran ca to tell .
She said you ca back from outside, she said you regretted it, and you were ready to take people to seize back.
Moreover, right after Bai Youran said that, I received your call, you were very emotional on the phone, you said you wanted to et , you said you had sothing to tell .
At that ti, I hated you the most, I blad you for everything, my mother’s death, the child’s death, how could I be willing to see you? It was even more impossible to be willing to return to your side!"
People often subconsciously vent all their emotions on the one they love the most.
Ji Hanyu frowned, with doubts in his heart, "They were very good at using our conflicts at that ti.
The reason I wanted to et you then was because as soon as I ca back, I knew you hadn’t aborted our child.
I was overjoyed and at the sa ti eagerly wanted to et you, knowing there was a ninety-nine percent chance you wouldn’t see , but I still mustered up the courage to call you."
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