"I’m not at all sure whether she was intentionally giving the brush-off back then, or if it was because my deception later made her bitterly resentful, making her recklessly give up on everything."
"So you an to say she was deliberately targeting , just to see whether you would choose or her?" Chuxia shook her head, amused, "Isn’t that too childish? What if you didn’t choose her, wouldn’t she have destroyed her own life?"
"Yes, logically that’s the case, but do you think she would care if she’s being extre?" Song Xiaoyu spread her hands, "That’s why I’m not sure if what I did was right or wrong."
After hesitating for a mont, Chuxia said, "Teacher, don’t be mad, but I think honestly, her problems are purely out of you spoiling her, no doubt. Sure, her background really gains sympathy.
But, there are far more pitiful people in the world than her, she can’t just focus on her plight without considering her fortunes, right? Isn’t her aunt her biggest fortune?
Perhaps she now thinks if her aunt didn’t keep her around, she wouldn’t even have anyone to take care of her in old age, so her aunt raising her ca with conditions, thus she feels no gratitude."
As for you, she might think since you’re her aunt’s good friend and you promised her aunt to look after her, you shouldn’t just ignore her for no reason.
Even she might secretly believe that no matter how many students you take, you must treat her as the closest, or else you’d be breaking your own promise."
Knowing that I have the Zhou family as support yet she dares to treat this way because she thinks with her identity, she couldn’t possibly be involved with the Zhou family, and even if there were, you should still cover for her.
If you don’t cover for her, it would an you have betrayed your past promise, and having been with you for so long, she believes you would never be soone who breaks promises, so she is quite certain she can eventually push out.
The reason she wants to push away is simple, because of my brother’s incident, she lost face in front of , seeing reminds her of her most embarrassing mont.
And you feeling guilty about this issue, she has probably seen through, so she’s very certain that no matter how much she fights with , you would not intervene."
But today, you only took for ward rounds, which made her doubt her judgnt, so I conclude that in the next few days, she will tentatively be nicer to , the goal being to test your attitude."
If you don’t do anything, she will revert to her previous attitude towards . But, if you clearly show her less consideration, she’ll likely start thinking about her own future.
Of course, after this, she probably won’t trust anyone again. This personality trait of hers, has a lot to do with her experiences of being shuffled around as a child."
Recently I’ve been studying psychology, this is the analysis based on what I’ve learned; it might be sowhat off, but I feel most of it should be right."
After a long silence, Song Xiaoyu nodded, "You analyzed it well, I think it makes a lot of sense. It’s surprising, you really are a polymath, even taking up psychology."
"If I don’t study well, Professor Yuan will kick out of the class." Chuxia said with a helpless smile, "I take leave too often, do you think Professor Yuan would let into the classroom if I don’t work hard on my regular courses?"
Rembering that stubborn old man, Song Xiaoyu laughed, "I should report your analysis to Professor Yuan, I believe he would be very pleased."
"No!" Chuxia quickly waved her hand, "Please spare , let keep a low profile for a while. That old man praises people in such a random way, I don’t want to beco the target of everyone."
"You’re still afraid of things?"
"Of course." Chuxia said seriously, "I already stand out too much for taking too many leaves; if the professor praises too, I won’t have a mont of peace.
Of course, I’m not afraid of competition, but as things stand, there’s no need for it. It’s more important for to diligently study what I want and try to beco a surgeon at the earliest."
Song Xiaoyu nodded, "Good, that’s the spirit. I’ll prepare so tools for you, and you can start practicing your surgical skills right now."
"Professor Yuan has already told everyone to go ho and peel gourds when they have ti, to see when they can peel them smoothly piece by piece without trembling; only then to go to him for the exam." Chuxia said while showing her hands, "I’ve already kept a few ntos for myself."
Her slender and delicate fingers with several fresh scars were particularly eye-catching. Song Xiaoyu took her hand and examined it, then laughed, nodding, "Okay, I won’t assign you any tasks for now, Professor Yuan is harsher than ."
"He really is harsh." Chuxia nodded, "I am one of the less injured, only with four wounds. Most people have more than a dozen wounds. Of course, there are also those who didn’t get injured at all, like Lin ngran and Wu Jingbo.
This ti they really stole the show. Liu Xinghua and Zhang Juni always ranked first and second, not looking up to anyone, but now they totally respect them, all eager to pull them into their own camp."
Song Xiaoyu chuckled while shaking her head, "Pull them into a camp for what?"
"To learn the ultimate gourd peeling skills." Chuxia stated earnestly, "Competition is precious, being first is prized even higher, but for the sake of ultimate skills, both can be forsaken."
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