"Yingying, I never knew you could be so sharp-tongued. I thought you’d just coldly watch without retaliating." Qin Xue spoke to Nangong Beiying about this matter as soon as they reached the door.
"Is that how you see ?" Nangong Beiying didn’t even want to talk to this idiot.
"Of course not. But seeing you act like this, that’s sothing I hadn’t seen in a long ti—or rather, I haven’t seen it since you grew up." The first ti Qin Xue t her, wasn’t she just like this? But at that ti, she cared about her, so she didn’t find it uncomfortable.
Unlike Mrs. Xiao today, who was directly retorted to the point of almost passing out.
"Because it’s not allowed in the team." Nangong Beiying recalled the helpless expression of that person when he ca to talk to her.
He must have thought she was very unruly at that ti. Perhaps that’s why in the subsequent training, he often intentionally or unintentionally accompanied her and occasionally spoke words of endurance to her.
At that ti, she only thought he was being unnecessarily concerned. Didn’t she know her own situation? But seeing his caring gaze, she still unconsciously followed his advice; otherwise, everyone would be implicated by her.
And at that mont, he would have a "there’s hope for this child" expression, and his eyes always flashed a light that made one’s heart flutter. Unfortunately, she didn’t understand it at the ti, not until he was on his deathbed, telling her to live well and giving her sothing, advising her not to follow her nature anymore. Inside was unyielding discipline, sothing neither she could shake nor change.
It was the first ti she cried upon enlisting. He wanted to reach out and wipe her tears, but halfway his hand fell, and she just stared at his corpse, tears streaming down her face.
Since then, no matter how hard or exhausting it got, she hadn’t shed another tear. She wanted to stay there and fulfill his last wish, but her father intervened, so she couldn’t stay. Out of anger, she left, never seeing her father from the mont she retired to when she arrived here, realizing how truly unfilial she was.
For her own goal in mind, she forsook the parents who raised her. Uncertain how sad they’d be if they found out she was dead?
But it’s too late for regrets now; no matter how she misses them, they can never return, so she can only take it one step at a ti.
"Then why have you started again now? Don’t tell it’s because you’re no longer in the team. Anyone knows that if you persist in sothing long enough, it becos a habit. So if you say there’s no other reason, I won’t believe it." Qin Xue glanced at her.
Seeing her silence, could it be there’s sothing she doesn’t know?
What could it be that would cause such a change in her must be significant.
But how to convey that, Qin Xue is uncertain, it depends on whether Yingying opens up or not, otherwise, she can’t force her.
No matter what, Nangong Beiying’s current mood also seems off. She wonders if she asked sothing inappropriate.
Nangong Beiying remains unaware of Qin Xue’s thoughts, otherwise, she would surely tell her, as that person said never to provoke trouble actively, but also never to let oneself be bullied.
And now that she’s no longer in the team, if she’s bullied and doesn’t fight back, that wouldn’t be her.
Moreover, Xiao Qi never ntioned his family being like this—people who, without understanding the situation, treat her as such, she has no reason to be polite to them.
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