Nowadays, as tis progress, dicinal herbs have beco the most scarce. Good dicinal herbs can save many lives, especially when going to sea, significantly reducing the fatality rate.
Wen Qingmu handing over the dicine Field to Nianyang so generously shows that he truly cares about her.
For a mont, Nianyang felt closer to Wen Qingmu, thinking that since Wen Qingmu has no descendants, she must take care of him in his old age.
Nianyang didn’t stay long, and Wen Qingmu sent her off.
As she left, Nianyang flashed a big smile at Wen Qingmu, "Beautiful Master, your place looks so lovely. Can I co over often to see you in the future?"
Wen Qingmu had been in seclusion here for years. Facing the sa environnt day after day must be very lonely.
Although Wen Qingmu was not officially Grandma’s husband, Nianyang had already accepted him in her heart. He was both her granduncle and her master; she must fulfill her filial duties, right?
"..."
Wen Qingmu was taken aback, a trace of mist appearing in his eyes. His slender, lean figure stood among the wild chrysanthemums, the cuffs of his robe billowing in the wind, his skin as white as if transparent, like a beauty in a painting.
Nianyang continued with a smiling face, "Master is very beautiful, not just Grandmother likes you, I also like you very much, so can I call you Beautiful Master?"
Wen Qingmu didn’t say a word, just quietly looked at Nianyang’s pretty young face, which was identical to Alan’s of the past.
"Beautiful Master, if you don’t speak, I’ll take it as a yes!"
Nianyang said energetically, and without waiting for Wen Qingmu’s response, she dashed away.
Wen Qingmu watched Nianyang’s figure disappear from sight, for a long, long ti, he didn’t move.
His face still bore that indifferent expression, neither joyful over external things nor sorrowful for himself, but sowhere in his heart was silently and slowly lting away.
He said softly, "Alan, you must see this from heaven, the child you most anticipated back then has been found.
She is very smart, very beautiful, just like you, but she is even more considerate, aware that her master has been too lonely all these years, and she wants to co and keep company.
And you, after so many years, you never co into my dreams to see or talk with . Your heart is really cruel..."
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After leaving the foot of the mountain, back in the car, Nianyang recounted everything Wen Qingmu said to her to Li Tingyan.
Li Tingyan was silent for a long ti, then said sowhat sadly, "Elder Wen has also been through much suffering all these years."
If he hadn’t t Nianyang, hadn’t experienced this kind of love that he couldn’t get enough of even if he gave everything, he might not understand Wen Qingmu’s pain. But now he truly thought he understood, so he could empathize more. More painful than unrequited love is being unable to protect the one you love.
At least with unrequited love, the other person is still there. When you think of them, you can at least take a glance. But when a person dies, this separation from heaven becos a distance that, once ford, can never be crossed again.
That ti when Nianyang lay on the operating table and her heart stopped suddenly, Li Tingyan felt like the sky was going to collapse. That kind of terrifying pain is still unbearable to think about now.
To think of it is to be overwheld; he truly sympathizes with Wen Qingmu. How did he get through these eighteen years after losing his loved one?
He must have thought about dying, but felt that dying was too easy, and feared that after death he might forget her, so he simply chose to endure the pain of living. To be honest, Wen Qingmu is a tough man..
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