"Nini..."
Li Tingyan looked powerless, as if trapped in a swamp of pain.
But at this mont, the emotionally broken Nianyang couldn’t sense anything wrong with him. She looked at him with disappointnt,
"Look at what you’ve beco now. You said you would love forever, never hide anything from , but you’ve deceived , Tingyan, our relationship is so fragile. I know there are too many n in this world who can’t commit to loving only one person forever.
n are creatures driven by desires, unable to endure loneliness, and will not always stay with just one woman.
But I always thought you were different from them, and now I realize I was wrong, completely wrong."
Li Tingyan reached out to hold Nianyang in his arms. "Nini, what am I supposed to say? I haven’t changed, we haven’t changed."
"Then what is going on between you and Yin Tang? Give a reasonable explanation!"
"Nini... don’t push ..." Li Tingyan said softly, "I can’t tell you right now, please wait for a bit longer."
"Wait for you, wait for you again, how long have I already waited for you!"
Nianyang finally couldn’t hold back and started crying, making Li Tingyan’s heart break, "Li Tingyan, do you know? The night before last, sothing happened in my store, and I wanted so much to tell you, to have you share the burden, but you weren’t there. At critical monts, you’re never there..."
"I’m sorry, Nini, for making you suffer, I deserve to die!"
"It’s not that I feel wronged when you’re not there. I feel wronged because, while you’re ignoring , you’re paying attention to other won!"
Nianyang sniffled, "Shi Feng says our love is too weak, that we won’t make it to the end, but I told him.
In the future, I’ll grow with you. We’re not just lovers; we’re also each other’s ntors and friends.
But Tingyan, you keep asking to wait for you. Why can’t you wait for ? I haven’t even caught up with you, yet you’re already gone?"
"No, I haven’t disappeared. I’ve always been here, never left. Yin Tang and I, I have reasons, explanations. You can’t just kill with one stroke!"
"What reasons are worth this? If you have such a reason now, will there be other reasons in the future? Li Tingyan, do you think I’m a robot, that I don’t feel pain? Why do you think I’ll understand you just because of this so-called reason? Do you know that by the ti I understand, I might not love you anymore!"
Even though Nianyang was smiling, the indifference and self-mockery in her smile made Li Tingyan’s heart clench.
It was as if a hand had pierced into his left atrium, gripping tightly onto his vibrant heart, squeezing it severely, bringing forth a suffocating pain from the deepest part.
Nianyang cald herself, "Alright, I don’t want to say anything more. It’s honestly quite pointless. If you’re going to act this way because of reasons, I can’t stop you. Let’s just... let it be this way..."
Li Tingyan’s eyes quickly filled with intensity, and his breathing beca heavy,
"Nini, what are you saying? Are you saying you’re done with ? Are you crazy? How can you bear to say such a thing?"
"Then how could you bear to hurt so cruelly?"
Nianyang touched her chest, her throat aching from crying, her voice hoarse as she spoke,
"I saw you with another woman, and my heart hurt a lot. Did you understand ? You really... are so selfish..."...
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