"The card you drew, this is the King, which symbolizes the ultimate symbol of patriarchy. Patriarchy has deeply affected you. During your growth process, your father must have had an impact on you. I guess your father favors boys over girls, right?"
Qian’s words left the boy utterly surprised.
"You could see all that? Wow, beautiful lady, I’ve played Tarot for so many years, and it’s the first ti soone could say so much just by drawing a random card. What else can you see?"
"I’m sorry, the influence your father had on you wasn’t positive; his patriarchal mindset has caused you constant pain. Look, the king is holding a sword, it’s chilling, so your relationship with him isn’t good."
"Beautiful lady, what’s your na? Let’s be friends. I’m Xiao Miqiu, just call Qiuqiu."
"I’m psychologist Chen Xiaoqian."
Dong Yi watched the whole ti as Qian managed to captivate the person, amazed.
Qiuqiu and Qian chatted quite well along the way, discussing Tarot cards, feeling like they t too late.
The final destination of the train was the northernmost part of the country; Qian and Dong Yi got off halfway.
Before getting off, Qiuqiu handed the Tarot card box to Qian.
"It’s rare to have such a good chat, I’m giving it to you."
Qian held the box and whispered into Qiuqiu’s ear in a voice only the two of them could hear.
"The heavens made a mistake, it’s not your fault. Whether your family understands you or not, I hope you live bravely. If you’re not even afraid of dying, why fear how others see you. Live bravely."
"You!" Qiuqiu’s sunglasses dropped in shock.
"So, it’s better for you to keep this card yourself. If we et again by chance, we can discuss Tarot cards again." She placed the ivory box on the table and got off the train with Dong Yi.
A few words can already change a person’s life.
Qiuqiu looked at the box, thinking about Qian’s words, took out the train ticket to the final destination, looked at it again and again, perhaps he should get off earlier, maybe he won’t go to the end of life.
Looking outside the train window at Qian’s back, Qiuqiu whispered, "Psychologist Chen Xiaoqian... really an amazing person."
Dong Yi swore, she wasn’t a curious person.
But after getting off the train, she was really curious, what did Qian say to the person finally, why did Qiuqiu’s face change color?
"Dong Yi, are you curious why I talked so much today?"
"Yes."
"A good deed each day, although I think I’m just a money-driven psychologist, but if I et soone who touches , I’ll also give a free look."
"Just now, were you giving that person a diagnosis?" She seed to see nothing, just saw Qian talking Tarot with the person.
"It wasn’t a formal diagnosis, but sotis, for those who are determined to end their life, a single word of acknowledgnt can change their impulsiveness."
"He wants to die?!"
"Talking with so happily yet not asking for my phone number, saying he is going far away with no luggage, finally gave away the most important thing, indicating he might have agreed with his girlfriend to together go far away to end their lives, but he is also a very kind person who let the girlfriend go and plans to die alone."
"I... don’t understand, why would anyone want to die?"
"Because, he is one of the cruel jokes played by the heavens."
Qian looked at the blue sky, "He has a gender identity disorder, which is the choice question I told you about, the wrong options given to psychologists."
"Ah?" This term, Dong Yi had never heard of.
"The heavens played a cruel joke on him, he has a man’s heart but a woman’s body, through my judgnt and analysis, I believe he differs from the typical homosexual, he genuinely believes he is male, and this perception may very likely be related to the influence he received from his father during childhood."
So Qian’s card reading was entirely made up, she could already guess his dical history just by observing him.
Dong Yi was disoriented by the wind, for a good kid, the term homosexual was too remote, and gender identity disorder was even stranger, what’s scarier was, she just sat face-to-face, truly did not notice, that was a girl!!!
A Mohawk hairstyle, slim figure, sowhat low voice, tall stature, how could it not be a man!
"Qian, how could you tell?" Now Dong Yi felt that Qian was sowhat deity-like.
"Experience, I have dealt with at least more than 20 strong T’s. They are even more masculine than n, the commonality is being particularly considerate. You know, there’s a saying that once you date a female, you won’t want a man anymore because they understand what a woman needs too well and give full emotional experience, taking care of details better than n. See how many n would take care of their girlfriend so well when going out, just by a glance knowing what she wants."
Dong Yi’s mouth couldn’t close, looking at Qian with such an expression.
She is a good kid, good kid, listening to these is too stimulating!
"T is the role of husband within lesbians, only a small part would be like Qiuqiu, thinking they are n, they won’t go to the won’s restroom, refuse public baths, don’t wear female attire, their behavior, even their walk, are like n."
Dong Yi gulped, "Qian, you, you—"
"At one point I doubted whether I was lesbian, because I hate n, but when I went to gay bars I found I hate won too, later it was better after eting Xiaoqiang — Dong Yi, your eyes are about to fall. My sexual orientation is normal, interacting with them is occupational necessity."
If gender identity disorder happens in early childhood, it’s relatively manageable, but reaching Qiuqiu’s stage, psychologists have no solutions, although academically promoting hormone treatnt, based on future cases, that only worsens the situation.
Like Qiuqiu, his heart is a man’s heart, giving him female hormones, enhancing his female characteristics, can only cause him greater pain, possibly leading to suicide.
"Qian, why can you always identify people with problems? It feels like there’s no one normal around you..."
"There are so many people on the street, an ordinary person looking over, just sees a group of normal people, but they see what can’t be seen externally, our world view certainly differs from ordinary people. For example, just looking at Qiuqiu, ordinary people would assu he’s a normal man."
It’s not that there are too many ntally abnormal people around Qian, it’s just that these people in the eyes of ordinary people at most are slightly quirky normal people.
But the ironic part is, ntally abnormal people wouldn’t think they are ill, nor do others know these slightly weird individuals are sick, so the psychologists who see through everything beco the odd ones in this world.
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