Arwin’s world was soot and blackened brick. His fingernails were packed with dirt and his fingers ached from working pieces of broken stone out of the rubble. Power trickled through his body as he activated [Scourge] and slung a burnt beam over his shoulder.
He walked down a path strewn with small pieces of rubble and specs of ash. His feet rembered the path back to the ditch better than his mind did. Arriving at the edge, Arwin threw the piece of wood into a growing pile at the ditch’s bottom.
It landed vertically, impaling the pile of soot and rock like the sword of a long-forgotten king that awaited a hero to draw it free. Arwin trudged back to the site of his smithy and picked up the largest stone he could find.
He brought it back over to the ditch and tossed it. The rock landed on the brittle piece of protruding wood, shattering it and sending splinters everywhere. Arwin nodded to himself and turned to return.
The last few hours had been productive. He’d drained most of the power he had using [Scourge] to lug chunks away from the smithy. The majority of the ground had been cleared away and all that remained were a few last stragglers.
Arwin wiped his brow. His hand left behind a black streak of dirt that mixed with the rivulets of sweat running down his face and stinging his eyes. Cursing under his breath, Arwin wiped at his face with his shirt. That only succeeded in saring everything around and annoying him even further.
He gave up and let his hands drop. There were still more rocks to move. He could clean himself up after he finished his work for the day. If he’d had more energy, it would have only taken another hour at most. He wasn’t so lucky.
Even though Arwin had been rationing his energy, there was only so much power in his body. [Scourge] was a power-hungry ability that didn’t lend itself well to usage over long periods of ti. He’d been using it to break up all the damaged stone into manageable chunks and carry them for hours. Now there was nothing but his own dwindling strength left.
Arwin crouched beside a stone that had fallen at an angle and wedged itself into the ground. He dug his fingers into the dirt beside it. It pressed against the beds of his fingernails and the sharp rock dug into his palms as he heaved.
Dirt shifted and he pulled the stone free with a groan. Arwin pulled it against his chest and gritted his teeth. The rock didn’t seem happy with its relocation. It fought to slip free of his grasp with every ponderous step he took. Arwin finally reached the ditch and let his weary hands relax. The stone thudded down the side and collided with another rock at the bottom, shattering into a dozen pieces.
Heaving a sigh, Arwin headed back to the smithy. He picked out his next target – half of a large slab that he suspected had once been part of his forr hearth – and ntally prepared himself to pick up another piece.
As he went to pick it up, he caught a flicker of movent out of the corner of his eye. Arwin raised his gaze. Standing across the street from him was a figure made blurry by the sweat and dirt nipping at Arwin’s eyes.
He wiped his face with the inside of his shirt and stood up. It didn’t make sense for Jessen to have broken his word already. Arwin had been confident he’d gotten a good read on the man.
His attempts to wipe his eyes were largely ineffective, but they still did enough to let him make out more detail. The man across from him wore the clothes of a beggar. Dirt and gri stained his entire body and had worked its way so deeply into his white beard that it almost looked brown. He held a ratty old mug in one hand and supported himself with the other.
“Can I help you?” Arwin asked.
The other man swayed in place. His eyes shifted from Arwin to the mug in his hand and then back again. He seemingly lost an internal battle and lifted the mug to his lips to take a long drink from it.
Belching, the man lowered the mug and wiped his mouth with the back of a sleeve. A second of silence passed before he spoke with the sheer confidence that only a fool or a drunkard could muster. “No.”
“This isn’t a show. Feel free to move on,” Arwin said. He wasn’t all too keen on letting soone stand around behind him. Appearances could be deceiving – and even a drunkard could run him through if he wasn’t paying attention.
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“What, do you own the street?” The man hiccupped and took another sip from his mug. “I ain’t doing anything. No need to be prickly. You and I don’t seem so different from how I see it.”
Arwin looked down at his hands. It was hard to argue with the drunkard’s observation. His palms told the story of a man who still hadn’t figured out that bathing was an activity that was ant to be done more than once a year.
“I suppose I can’t argue too much with that,” Arwin admitted. He picked out a large rock with a flat top and sat down on it. A point the man may have had, but Arwin didn’t want to find a different point going through his back. “If you’re going to stand around, you may as well sit. I assu you want sothing.”
The drunkard chuckled. He stumbled over to Arwin. Several tis he tripped over his feet and took several stumbling steps forward. By so miracle, he managed to make it over to another large stone without tripping and breaking his neck.
“Why you digging through the ash?” the man asked as he sat. His montum took him just a little too far. All his efforts in arriving to the stone safely were wasted as he pitched back. His legs flew up as he slid off the stone and landed on the ground back-first with a loud thump. For a second, the man’s legs remained pointed straight into the air. Then they flopped down over the rock and he lifted his mug. He’d managed to avoid spilling it on the way down.
“You okay?” Arwin asked, trying to keep the amusent from his tone.
“Was just ‘sittin. There’s nothing in the ruins worth taking. You’re just wasting your ti.”
“I’m not looking to take anything.”
“Then what are you bothering with?” the man gestured vaguely with his mug. “There are other buildings here.”
“There are,” Arwin agreed. “But I like this one.”
“How? There’s nothing left to like.” The man chuckled to himself and raised the mug over his head, pouring the last of his drink out like the world’s most pathetic waterfall. The majority of it missed his mouth and landed on his face. He let out a slew of waterlogged curses.
“It’s not about how much is left. It’s about what you do with it,” Arwin said. He braced his arms against his knees and leaned forward to rest. “It’ll be worth it once everything is rebuilt. It’ll be my smithy, not just a building I confiscated.”
“Until soone blows it up again.”
Arwin ran a hand through the thin layer of soot remaining on the ground and rubbed it between his fingers. It wasn’t like he could get any more stained.
“It’s an interesting thought, isn’t it?”
“What is?”
“Is it better to have had sothing and lose it or to never have had it at all?”
“Can’t get hurt if you don’t have anything to lose.”
“Can’t live if you don’t have anything to live for,” Arwin countered.
“Sure. Keep telling yourself that as you pick through the remains of your life,” the drunkard said with a chuckle. He pushed himself upright and teetered unsteadily on the top of his rock. “Care for any more ash with that ash?”
Arwin didn’t take the bait. It was obvious the man was trying to goad him into a fight. It wasn’t going to work. He stood in the remains of his old smithy and the dreams of his next. There was nothing he could do to take back the past. That didn’t an he was going to let it destroy his future.
“Can you really say that if you don’t even have anything to lose?” Arwin asked.
Amber light poked into Arwin’s eyes as the sun started to dip behind Milten’s skyline. It cast the city in burnt oranges and yellows. Light shimred off the cracks in the stones that were unmarred by soot, reminding Arwin that he still had more to do before the day was done.
He braced his hands against his knees and rose to his feet. So of his energy had returned. It wasn’t much, but it would be enough to finish what he’d started.
“I’ve got all I need,” the drunkard said. He shook his empty tankard at Arwin, then paused and glanced inside it.
“If you’re sure,” Arwin said noncommittally. “I’m not going to tell you how to live your life. I might suggest you get another refill from Lillia, though.”
“What makes you think I get my drinks anywhere here?”
“She ntioned a raggedy bloke that got drinks from her. It wasn’t hard to make the connection.” Arwin crouched beside a rock, still facing the naless drunkard, and activated [Scourge]. He lifted it into the air and trudged over to the ditch to dispose of it. The drunkard made no move to follow Arwin, but he was still there when he returned.
“Aren’t you worried that you’ll lose more?"
“Perhaps I will, but I’ll do everything in my power to protect it. I can’t predict the future and I can’t change the past. All I can do is live in a way that hopefully does right by everyone – both living and dead.”
Arwin picked up another rock and set off to the ditch.
When he got back, the drunkard was gone. Arwin only paused for long enough to make sure the man wasn’t hiding sowhere and waiting to stab him. The man had seed far more curious than aggressive, but that wasn’t a reason to skip out on precautions.
It looked like he had well and truly left. Arwin considered heading to Lillia’s tavern to look for him but dismissed the idea. The conversation had ended. Arwin hadn’t even gotten the man’s na.
Ah, well. I imagine I’ll see him around again. I’m pretty sure that’s literally the only other person on this street. He’s probably filling back up on booze with Lillia right now. With how sloshed he already was, it probably won’t be long until he’s passed out in an alleyway sowhere.
Arwin turned his attention back to the smithy. The grace of the sun was fading fast. Orange had turned to a vibrant gossar pink intertwined with streaks of red in the final show of daylight before the night could claim the sky.
I’m finishing this before I go to bed tonight.
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