Sadistic Mates Chapter 65

Evelyn POV

I wake to hands brushing my hair out of my face, looking up I see Thaddeus leaning over . I stare back wondering what he is doing, trying to rember when I went to sleep. The last thing I rember was walking inside with Imogen getting stuff ready for the party. Thaddeus looks at sadly and I could tell he had been crying, his eyes all puffy and bloodshot.

I sit up alard wondering what happened to upset him. He leans back and I see Ryland and Orion staring at , the sa look on their faces confusing before recognising the room I was in. Tie dyed curtains on the windows, and colourful duvet I knew weren’t mine or my style. Amara s scent hits strongly and I realise the room I am in, is hers. I try to rember the last thing I could rember. Coming up blank when all I rember is walking into the house and going to the fridge.

"What s wrong?" I ask and I realise how dry my throat is, the burning ache of my hunger coming to the forefront of my mind as I touch my throat. They all look at each and I go to get up off the bed. Rolling on my side to climb off when I realise the movent was easier than it should have been as I stand up.

My eyes darting downwards to see my huge bump gone and nothing but a flat stomach. My hands touch my abdon to find nothing. I look up confused.

"I had the baby?" I ask confused, why couldn t I rember anything? I looked at Thaddeus but he had his head in his hands. Ryland steps forward and by the look on his face I knew sothing terrible happened. The way he put his hands out like he was trying to subdue a caged animal.

"Where is our son?" I ask, my voice trembling and I step back in panic. Why couldn t I feel him, I could feel our daughter Amara, like a teether. Feel that she was sleeping sowhere, but asleep blissfully. Yet I couldn’t feel the familiar bond I had with her with my son.

"Evelyn" Orion whispers before looking away and I watch his bottom lip quiver. I look between them and Thaddeus head snapping up as he looks at reaching toward .

"Where is my son?" I ask again not liking the silence I was getting from them, not liking the devastatingly cold feeling seeping into from them.

"Evelyn, there has been an accident," Ryland says, making look at him. An accident? I have no mory of there being an accident. I only rember us celebrating our daughter’s first birthday. How happy we all felt yet why are they so sad.

"Okay, but where is our son? Where is Mara?" I ask.

"Mara is with mum and Amara inside," Orion says, making look at him.

"I don t understand?" I tell him and Ryland reaches for my hand but I pull my hand back. I didn t like the way he was looking at , the way they were all looking at .

"He is gone, Evie," Orion says and I feel my stomach drop.

"Who, whose gone?" I ask, my voice shaking my entire body trembling with fear.

"Our son" Thaddeus whispers so low if I were human I would have missed it.

"What? That makes no sense, Thaddeus. Where is he?" I yell becoming frustrated, they needed to just spit out what they were trying to tell .

"Evie, he is gone. He died in the explosion" Ryland says, stepping forward reaching for and I step back.

"What explosion, if this is a joke you are sick, sick in the fucking head now give him to , this isn t funny" I tell them my breathing becoming quicker as I try to breathe through my panic.

"There was an accident, Evelyn, we think the gas line in the house exploded, you were injured and our son didn t make it" My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach at his words. My entire body was going cold, so cold I could feel it seeping into my bones as the coldness consud .

"No! No,No" I tell them, shaking my head, my hands going to my non-existent belly, like he never existed, just gone, he was right there, safely tucked inside my womb kicking and moving around, he couldn t be gone. I just felt him at the party.

"You re wrong he is fine, I could feel him" I tell them and Ryland shakes his head.

"You could feel him love, you need to try to understand what we are telling you," Ryland says.

"But it doesn t make sense, what you re saying doesn t make sense" I scream becoming angry,

"You did sothing, you fucking did sothing didn t you?" I yell turning to Thaddeus. His eyes flicker, sothing I haven’t seen in a year and I step back.

"He is dead Evelyn, I didn t do anything, there was fucking explosion don t try and put this on " He says jumping to his feet. The lights flicker from my accusation as he becos angered.

"Where is my fucking son Thaddeus" I scream at him. He grips my face, his hands trembling with an anger that mirrors mine. "He is fucking dead, gone" He screams in my face, his hands shaking as he grips . I watch his fangs protrude and he growls before looking away.

He lets go turning his back on when it hits , he has his magic back. The lights surging to the beat of his emotions running rampant in him.

I couldn t rember a thing yet they expected to believe my son was gone. "I don t"- I shake my head trying to process what they said, what has happened but I feel nothing but anger and I wasn t sure if it was mine or Thaddeus, I could feel my mates yet I couldn t identify anything through the bond of my own. Wouldn t I feel it if he was dead, instinctively know? So why do I feel nothing?

"You re in shock Evelyn" Thaddeus says, answering my thoughts making look at him as he turns around facing .

"No, you’re wrong I would have felt it, should have felt it" I tell them and I feel sothing wet touch my face, I wipe my face only to realise they were tears, my tears.

"He is not dead, how could you say that?" I ask, horrified. Thaddeus growls angrily and I feel rage bubble up within . Thaddeus hands grips my face, his teeth gritted and I hear Orion yell at him.

"Thaddeus what are you doing?" He snaps.

"This is the third ti she has woken this way, I am giving it back. She will just have to deal with it" he says. Third ti, I wonder. Trying to figure out what he is talking about. Suddenly images start flooding my mind, I watch the party start as we greet everyone, watch all my mories of the day flit through my head. I walk inside I see Ryland co and ask for a tea towel then I watch nothing but devastation, I watched it like I was watching my life fall apart through soone else’s eyes, like a movie playing on a screen sothing that felt distant yet, I knew by the fact it was my mories that everything I was watching was very very real.

I look down at my hands clutching the splintered wood that pierced through , feel the pain radiating throughout every inch of my stomach. The image goes black, then to waking up afterward hysterically screaming, then again and again. As Thaddeus continuously removed my mories and I passed out each ti. Only to relive this mont over and over again as they tried to explain to that my son is dead, each ti the sa reaction, losing it and Thaddeus taking it, every mory leading up to him grabbing my face and my eyes slowly regain focus on my surroundings, to the black abyss of Thaddeus eyes mirroring the horror on my face, at the realisation he was gone. I lost our son, our son was dead.

Thaddeus lets go of my face and I stumble back clutching onto the nightstand. My entire world crashing down around so fast. I felt the room spin violently and I sit on the bed empty and completely void of emotion. My heart crushed. I failed him, I failed us all. My son was dead and I was now dead inside.

"Evelyn?" Ryland says rushing over to . His face looking up at as he kneels on the floor in front of . He wraps his arms around my waist, his head pressing to where our baby used to be. I brush his hair with my fingers wanting to feel sothing, anything but this hollow feeling inside .

Amara walks into the room, I look up when her scent hits my nose. I could sll the saltiness of her tears as they stread down her face. "Sorry mum sent down, she wants to know if you want anything?"

"Leave us" Thaddeus says to her and she nods before walking back out.