Shattering Humanity Chapter 74: ’Yin’

Saku opens his heterochromia and cross species eyes. He is in a dark void. He tries to get up but moves freely, as if there was no gravity.

Saku: "Wooa woooahhh. What the fu-?"

Saku’s Mother(behind him): "Saku you look so different. You decided to start putting your hair up now? It looks good."

Saku in sudden shock of knowing the voice behind him, tears up but wipes them before turning around to nothing. Saku looks around to see where the voice now is.

Saku’s Mother: "Saku, I’m so sorry I said those horrible things that no mother should ever say to her son!"

Saku: "Ma! Where are you?!"

Saku doesn’t care about his tears now while he’s floating in darkness, unsure of where to try moving his montum.

Then he sees her.

His mother but not the drunk and dirty version of her he walked out on, but incredibly beautiful with clean dark brown hair like her son’s but instead she has two "pink and purple checkerboard like" eyes.

Saku yells for his mom but she doesn’t acknowledge him.

She talks as if telling him a story, what she narrates to him is what he sees as well;

Saku’s Mother: "The first thing human life sees is light and in response that intelligent life cries because it is no longer in the cozy darkness of its mothers womb and forced to live, feel, and learn. Even with all the intentions of love and peace a mothers light brings to life, there will always be hate, negativity, and violence around life that creates a shadow. There is an unavoidable darkness to the light of life and is the cost of experiencing the euphoria of happiness."

An ominous dark "cloud" of energy, darker than space, slowly floats through space alongside Saku with no set destination but to find acceptance.

Saku can hear multiple voices in different languages, speaking at once, the things he can decipher.

"Love doesn’t exist."

"Why would the light create and then mock life like this?"

"What did I do to deserve this? Was I a bad person in my past life?"

"Have we always been in Hell?"

"I was the one cheated on why did I die!"

"Go back to your country you-"

"Please no more I’ll be good! Daddy not there!"

"My mother deserves to die!"

ore pieces of dark cloud energy start combining with the largest and it grows. It gets closer to Saku as it grows.

Saku’s Mother: "’The never ending battle between Good and Evil is simple when winning and losing exists’.

Living and Dying.

The Good that light brings to life will always cast a shadow even if it doesn’t want to. The true light and love of a mother wants her children to live longer than she does. She wants to be able to help and save her children with anything and everything."

More clouds join the ’core’ individually.

They continue to express the emotions that produced them as it joins.

"NO PLEASE I’M A VIRGIN SOE!"

"How did he get elected!? I hope he fuckin dies."

"I hope the player on their team gets injured so we can get an easy win."

"Why God!?"

"I just want to end it all, I never asked to live."

A cloud 1000s of tis bigger than the individual ones with sounds of explosions, gunfire and warfare joins, significantly increases the main one. It then shrinks as it gets more condensed, sohow getting darker.

Cloud: "If we killed them all everything would be fine."

The cloud is shown passing by multiple unknown planets and galaxies with visually hypnotizing colors. Black holes spitting out the puffs of dark clouds periodically as if the "clouds of negativity" aren’t affected by their inescapable gravity but instead are using it to find the group.

Saku’s Mother: "Over all the Universe’s history, there has been negative energy that was unknowingly produced by the life that the light brings.

Hatred, killing, jealousy, selfishness, vengeance, and sadness create the most amount of negative energy in the universe. EVERY ’Complex Life’, either currently thriving or extinct, has expressed negativity and has contributed either directly or indirectly. Intentionally or unintentionally.

The vessel’s first na was ’Yin’.

The 1st ideal na to carry out the will of the abused, mistreated, the wrongfully accused and bravely accepts all the negative energy from victims. But then more negative clouds joined ’Yin’ whether it was created by killing a stranger to save their own kin, or by vengeance from a young man whose country and innocence were robbed from him and his friends, the dark emotions began to change Yin’s way of ’thinking’ and it’s perception of the reality around it."

Saku can now hear the cloud ’thinking’ as one sole consciousness. Its grungy terrifying voice makes Saku flinch.

Cloud: "Why does the Universe ignore these justified emotions? The emotions of victims who suffered unjustifiably at the hands of actual evil should have a ’hero’ or ’A One True God’. Shouldn’t one want their enemies to feel the sa pain they caused? Perfect balance? ’Eye for eye, tooth for tooth’?"

Saku sees the vessel absorb more and more of the energy that was rejected by the rest of the universe and its creations. Now it seems to be ’pondering’ the emotions it absorbs. A dark cloud with a ’silver lining’ enters the ’core’.

Cloud: "’Lucifer’. These emotions of this ’Lucifer’. The loyalty to their ideals and the love for their comrades that go deeper than bowing to those who try to rule with fear."

Saku’s Mother: "The Evil/Corrupt vessel finally absorbs the energy that cursed the Universe for creating their ignorant and violent life.The fate, the na, and the will of Lucifer engulfs this creature. This vessel completely believing that the once great angel Lucifer was shunned and expelled for wanting to have more of a free will and cursed out of his ho for eternity all because of his own Creator didn’t appreciate how ungrateful Lucifer sounded for it’s given life."

Seventeen year old Saku is suddenly in his old living room standing behind the couch his mother was always getting drunk and smoking on.

In perfect view of the main entrance to their apartnt. There are cops at the door with his mother and she is arguing with them. They don’t see him.

Past Saku’s Mother: "Screw your foster care! My child is independent and would feel like he’s in prison if you put him in a foster ho! My son could survive on his own without any of us judging him for MY reputation on the streets! Besides, he stord out saying sothing about never coming back anyway, so good luck."

Officer 1: "You’re lucky his actions can’t be put on you anymore as a parent. So prostitution is the only shit stain left on your reputation in this world, slut."

Officer 2: "We’ll see you around again whore, make sure you save a couple secret freebies for us."

As soon as Saku’s mother closes the door she begins to cry.

Past Saku’s Mother: "Why do I get the feeling there was another reason I didn’t want him here?"

Suddenly a teor "egg" crashes through the roof above his mom. Saku’s old apartnt breaks apart.

The then seventeen year old Saku silently wakes up with tears in both his human and IceEye, in 2nd Stage a pitch black aura with a bright white streak slightly illuminating the Sister Mountains dark infirmary room. He gets surprised and the eye goes back to its base-kit as he sits up.

A 2 year old pup, Friend, is calmly asleep at the foot of his bed. Saku smiles but when he goes to pet the dog he realizes his wrist is handcuffed to the bed. When he double checks Friend he sees the dog is also tied to the bed by a plain rope.

Saku sits up awake for the rest of the night. Until the first nurse ca in to explain his original situation within the mountains.