After ng Xingzhi left, Su Yun collapsed to her knees in the rain, filled with pain, despair, sadness, cynicism... No adjective could fully describe her current anguish. She had given so much, even sacrificing having her own children. Back then, to follow ng Xingzhi, she went to the harsh countryside as an educated youth. To survive, she had to lower herself to be with a humble farr.
Later, when she heard that his wife had died, she was so happy she ran to the mountaintop to sing in the middle of the night.
To return to the city and marry him, she abandoned her husband and daughter.
To win his favor, she even gave up having her own child.
She had paid so much, loved him wholeheartedly, until death. Yet, everything was gone, all gone. Ever since Sheng Ning appeared, it felt like the world was against her, everyone hated her, mocked her.
She fell from being the envied Su Tuan to this place, losing her ho, her family, her love...
She truly had nothing left.
Suddenly, a black umbrella appeared overhead. She thought ng Xingzhi couldn’t let go of her, softened, and returned. She looked up excitedly, only to see an annoying auntie.
"Su Tuan, don’t be sad. Even if you get divorced, you still have a lot. You’re better off than us who can’t even afford to eat." The auntie actually envied Su Yun, even though she had fallen to this point.
In the countryside, many people still work hard every day, wearing patched clothes, eating pickles and buns year-round. Being able to cook for the leader’s family was already a great fortune.
People like Su Yun, with money, a house, and freedom—anyone would envy and laugh.
"Get away from !" Su Yun pushed the auntie away. "How can soone like you understand my pain? Go away..."
"Yes, yes..."
The auntie shrank back, and Su Yun sat alone on the ground, unable to escape from her world of grief.
"Do you want to have it all? Power, status, and the man you deeply love?" The enticing words sounded in front of her. Su Yun looked up weakly and said, "Why are you here?"
"You haven’t shown up for days, so I ca to check on you." Li Xia sincerely squatted in front of Su Yun, staring into her eyes with a captivating tone, saying, "Get up! When a woman wants sothing, she must fight for it. It’s okay to sche, but never wallow in self-pity. No one will pity you like that."
"You’re right!" Su Yun wiped her tears, "This is my last ti feeling sad. From now on, whoever makes sad, I will make them twice as sad."
"That’s right!" Li Xia raised a thumb in admiration, "You should make those who dare to hurt you pay the price. Not to be blunt, but your temper is too good, too easy to bully. Others bully you, and you only retreat, which only emboldens those with bad intentions."
"Exactly!" Su Yun thought of Sheng Ning and gritted her teeth in hatred, "It’s that little bitch who took everything from step by step."
"Then make sure she has no place to be buried!" Li Xia spoke lightly yet with great malice.
Su Yun’s eyes lit up, "You’re absolutely right, having no place to be buried is the best punishnt for her. Will you help ?" She grabbed Li Xia’s hand eagerly and said, "You are my only friend now. Will you help ?"
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