As sneakily as possible to not get noticed by anyone else, Sachi and I moved to where I pointed her. Nonetheless, the scenery didn’t change much at all. We’re still in the middle of the woods with only a little sunlight shining down to brighten the place.
Sachi didn’t comnt on that and simply looked around her. Finding how neat it was, she turned to with a questioning look, “Onoda-kun, won’t you quit being this capable? I’m loosening my reason to be doubtful.”
“Hmm? What are you talking about?”
I blinked my eyes a few tis, acting oblivious to what she was talking about. But well, what she’s doubtful about was probably still my willingness to spend ti with her rather than go to my girls.
Her walls are crumbling. Most likely, she expected to not put too much thought into this. Or just like our previous encounters, I’d just take her words at face value before pushing it to the back of my head.
But then again, this is normal when she’s not really following closely like Kanzaki or Komoe. She had no idea that I normally acted like this around girls.
And if I looked back to the most recent instance when I was alone with sobody else other than my girls, I could point to Watanabe. When that girl helped out cleaning the room for the Disciplinary Committee, I was also mindful of how I acted. Still overly considerate even though I kind of spooked her out.
“This... It’s not like this earlier. I don’t know if my mory is jumbled but. it’s cleaner, I think?” Sachi answered, pointing in front of us. Specifically, the whole place.
“Oh. You think? Maybe I cleaned it up. Who knows?” I put on a teasing smile which imdiately made her fu.
Frustrated, Sachi nudged my shoulder by bumping her forehead on it. Then, as her weight transferred to , she grabbed onto the hem of my shirt.
“This is why I said quit being so capable. No wonder girls cannot help but fall for you.”
Yep. Her misconception was still that high. In any case, there’s a bit of truth in it. My girls loved how I acted around them. Most of the ti, my priority was for them to enjoy their ti first and foremost.
For Sachi to also point this out... then that just further added to the proof of what Arisa said. That I’m too considerate to everyone and it’s one of the factors why they’ll eventually fall into my clutches.
It happened with Izumi. No. It’s not just with her, it really happened with everyone including Ayu and even Yayoi-san. Or most recently, with Shiina and Sara.
“Does that apply to you as well?” I eventually replied, keeping the sa tone I used earlier.
Sachi didn’t answer instantly but instead, she continued bumping her forehead on my arm. Once again, that part of her head gradually turned red. I an, even if her forehead was hard, she was hitting my well-built muscles. I could feel a slight pain from it but that’s all.
As I was about to stop her, Sachi raised her head and pouted, “... Don’t ask about that. What would you do if I said yes?”
“Nothing. What good will it do? Will you be happy that I made a move on you just because I beca aware that you’re slowly falling for ?”
“I don’t an it like that. But you’re right, that does sound cheap. For both you and ...”
Or in more easily understandable terms, it just doesn’t feel right to do that. Not only will it appear as though I’m only taking advantage of her, but my considerate image in her head will also shatter like glass.
But then again, I was a bastard through and through. I probably did that already on soone else...
At this point, since we’re left standing here, I grabbed her hand and guided her to sit on the ground. It’s a grassy spot that could cushion our butts from being stained by the soil.
And instead of sitting side by side, I put her in front of . I opened up my legs and pulled her within the space that opened up.
Why?
Because the tree trunk wasn’t as thick as earlier. It’s impossible to sit side by side anymore.
Although reluctant at first, Sachi settled down but she’s being careful not to lean on . Her head looked at her left and right, checking out my outstretched legs.
After around half a minute of adjusting to our current position, she glanced back at , perhaps to check on my reaction as well as the position of my arms.
Is she afraid that I will hug her out of nowhere? Maybe.
That’s why to assure her that I won’t do that, I placed my hands down on my things and let them rest there.
A while later, I opened my mouth again, bringing up a question still related to our conversation.
“Have you ever been in a relationship before, Sachi?”
This question didn’t co out of nowhere. It’s sothing that has been on my mind ever since she first approached .
She gave off the sa vibe as the girls I’ve stolen before. She knew how to approach a guy and she could also draw the line on how close she should be to soone. And apart from her consideration of , she’s also soone who wouldn’t easily assu things based on a few interactions. Even now, despite her attempts to get close to , she still held so apprehensions. As for the specifics, I had no idea.
Only Sachi would know about it.
“No. I don’t think so.” Her reply was quicker than I thought. I was expecting her to think it over first.
I tried to check her facial expression and saw a bitter smile slowly fading from her lips.
“That’s quite an answer. You don’t think so? Not yes or no?”
“Are those the only choices? Uh... Then maybe. You see, I’ve been close to soone once but I didn’t believe that we were in a relationship. Neither did he.”
“Close to soone. A best friend or a childhood friend?”
“Un. Sothing like that.”
I see. So, it’s the sa situation as Nami and Tadano or Ogawa and Hina. Or maybe not? Maybe it’s closer to Enomoto’s relationship with Nikka-senpai.
Ah. Wait. It’s also similar to my relationship with Akane… Although I didn’t leave sowhere far from her, I beca too distant and I was probably close to a stranger to her with my change. But still, our situation was better since we were living next to each other. In the end, Akane won back to her side.
“Where is he now?”
“Gone. He went to Tokyo for high school. We promised to contact each other. Guess what?”
“He didn’t fulfill that promise.”
“He did at least for the first few weeks.”
Ah. Most likely that guy found a new group of friends, huh? Or maybe a girlfriend too. Hence, he decided to just cut off the girl which might be a cause for their disagreent.
Once again, Sachi’s bitter smile peeked out. She’s truly affected by it.
“These days, we only exchange ssages once every three or four days. It’s not even a whole conversation. It’s more like a greeting that will end after one reply.”
“That’s why I’m not a fan of promises. Technically he’s still upholding it but is there even a point for it anymore?”
Sachi continued. Looks like asking her about it provided her an outlet to dump what she’s holding back inside.
“Hmm. You’re right. Have you told him about this yet? That you’re unhappy with how your communication dwindled to the point that it’s almost nonexistent anymore.”
“No... what good will it do?”
“For starters, it might open his eyes that he’s neglecting his promise to you.”
I’m not helping that guy out with this, am I? Well, my words are for this girl. To help her sort out her feelings. She did say they’re not even a thing. Just close friends. But from everything I’ve experienced, I could see that Sachi held at least a little bit of hope that they could be more than that.
As for her interest in ... well, it’s genuine. Otherwise, she won’t even co here and act this happy to see fulfilling my promise. She either needs closure or acceptance that they’ve already grown apart.
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