I failed to give Anzu-nee a swift response to her question. I felt like it was just not my place to decide for her – even if we called it advising her. However, I also felt conflicted at the sa ti.
If I was the past , I would've already discouraged her from ever entertaining his ex’s attempt to apologize.
What’s the point of it, I wonder? The damage has been done and Anzu-nee is already in the process of recovering from that, even if she has yet to completely move on from it.
Now, her past is once again creeping up to her, reminding her of what she lost. No wonder she beca this gloomy and seemingly out of sorts.
If I have put out a guess, Anzu-nee is probably wondering whether she can finally put it all behind her if she lets him apologize or not. She cannot decide that’s why she’s asking for soone else’s opinion.
Eimi must’ve also given her insight about it but as soone who’s also inexperienced when it cos to that topic, she probably suggested for Anzu-nee to also get my opinion. And as luck would have it, a chance presented itself right away.
“You don’t have to analyze it too hard, Onoda-kun. I’m only wondering what you’re going to do if you’re in his position.”
Eventually, Anzu-nee couldn’t stand my silence anymore. She squeezed my hand to get my attention back to her.
If she loved the guy while they were still together, deciding to hear him out would just make her cling to those mories more.
But then again, she might be thinking differently and I was assuming things here.
Furthermore, I shouldn’t be saying this since I have no prior experience with breakups that happened because their partner was stolen away. I was the nace doing the stealing, after all.
I couldn't count the tis I cut off my girls heartlessly since in my head, that was just freeing them from my clutches. Nothing more.
In any case, if that guy showed up in front of us, I'd show him what it feels like to be stepped down helplessly and have soone he cares for get stolen. Unfortunately, that probably won’t happen unless I set aside ti to go to their college and stake them out.
At present, I have little to no ti to spare by doing that. Well, maybe I could squeeze it into my already tight schedule but it still depends on whether it’s going to be convenient to or not.
Alright… I better stop overthinking and just answer her.
I squeezed her hand back and pulled her close to my side so we could match our pace again. Then, while she’s wondering what my deal is, I put on a cynical smile.
“If I’m in his position, huh? Let’s see… I guess it depends on the intention of the apology. If not doing so won’t let be at peace with my decision, then I will sincerely apologize for our peace of mind. I don’t know about your ex’s intention for approaching you after all this ti but you can hear him out once and never again.”
I haven’t heard the whole story from Anzu-nee about how that guy got stolen so it’s impossible to properly gauge the situation. But at the end of the day, it just ant he got seduced and chose to dump Anzu-nee for that girl. It’s different from how I did things with the girls I’d stolen. I left them with no choice but to accept their situation with while that guy was just too weak not to fall for the temptation.
“Hear him out. Okay. I’ll do that.” Anzu nodded and forced a smile to put a cap on that topic.
Looking at how she imdiately looked ahead of us, she probably wanted to shelve it right away to prevent it from spoiling the mood for us.
That’s very considerate of her. She’s really trying her best not to look weak in front of her little brother – although I’ve already witnessed her in her most vulnerable state inside the woods in that park.
I guess this is simply just her character. Having established herself as my older sister, she’s going to keep up her strong front to inspire .
Haa… Should I just tear apart that pseudo-relationship that we created? That way, I can hear more of her honest thoughts and help her out properly…
No. It’s not yet the ti, I guess? Maybe after this shopping trip and we return to their house…
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“Will you let carry that now, Anzu-nee?”
“Are you still holding a grudge from last ti? Sure. Here, carry this for , my dependable little brother.”
As we left the supermarket, since what we bought fitted in one large paper bag, I asked her again to carry hers. Anzu-nee let out a genuine laugh as recalled the last ti she accompanied us here.
Surprisingly, she didn’t reject anymore.
Ah. It probably has to do with how little we bought. It won’t burden at all even if I carry hers today.
Nonetheless, I used that last part to cheekily suggest sothing to her. As a little brother.
“You say that but I wish you could depend on more. You’re my older sister and I’m a boy. Shouldn’t it be right to be protective of you and not just the other way around?”
“Heh. I can’t have that. You should divert all that protectiveness to Eimi-chan, Onoda-kun. I’ll just watch over both of you.”
Really… She’s quite stubborn on that part. But in a normal sense, she’s only doing what’s right and acceptable based on our societal standards.
“Eimi said I should take care of you though. Who should I follow?” I replied, not intending to back down at all.
Anzu-nee pouted upon hearing that but as though an imaginary light bulb flickered, her lips stretched into a proud yet slightly mischievous grin.
“You should follow her, of course. And you’re taking care of now, aren’t you? I’ll cook sothing for you at the house.”
“I see… I’ll look forward to that then. Can I watch?”
“No. Let this older sister serve you.”
“I’ll be bored.”
“You can talk to Eimi-chan while you wait.”
Sohow, it felt like she had just raised a tall wall blocking my advance…
Yeah. She’s not an idiot, after all. This was her way of saying to give it up.
But can I really give up? I don’t know.
We’ll see.
Ten minutes later, we arrived at their house. I put down my bag on one side first before coming with her to the kitchen.
I helped her unpack everything before sitting on one of the chairs in their dining area to watch her move about to prepare her ingredients.
Upon noticing that, she shook her head and called out, “Stubborn little brother, what are you doing there?”
“Waiting for you to ask for my help.”
“Ugh… Really… I’ll tell Eimi-chan how stubborn you are.”
“Go ahead, Anzu-nee-san. I’ll also tell her that you prevented from taking care of you.”
“Huh?! You don’t make sense.”
“I know… But what can I do? I don’t want to defy you as well. So… you can just ignore right here.” I shrugged and placed both of my arms on the table to beco a cushion for my chin as I continued to watch her.
She tried to ignore first but after a minute or two, she put down her knife and the tomatoes she was slicing before stomping over to where I was.
As she did it, I slowly straightened my back to follow her movents.
“… You win, hateful little brother. Co and help .” Anzu-
nee, while looking annoyed and embarrassed at the sa ti, stretched her hand out to .
“I know you won’t be able to resist , Nee-san,” I said as I grabbed her hand and stood up.
“Idiot, don’t say things that might be misunderstood!” As she shouted that, Anzu-nee pulled with her to the kitchen. Her exposed ears gradually took on a crimson color.
Alright. That’s not my intention but I guess I passed the first hurdle, huh? Now, what to do next?
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