"Un. I love you too, Ruki. Keep holding onto and teach more."
Rae replied as her arms tightened its hold on . Though the way she looked at didn't change that much from when she started having curiosity over , I know just how hard for her to express what she wanted especially if it's out of her knowledge.
She still needed to get the hang of thinking for herself and I'll be there for her, supporting her along the way.
"It's a bit laughable that I got so angry from your piece back then, now I'm like this with you…"
She rembered that ti again. Though I wrote that piece calmly, only after submitting it I did realize the shalessness of its content. And now, Ishida-senpai wanted to entrust with the future of the club. Since it's a literature club, I've already thought of what to do for the Cultural Festival that will be in the scope of it. I'll have Kana and Ishida-senpai judge it when we get a proper club session.
"I think your anger to was well deserved. I couldn't think of anything but that back then. Though I couldn't say I changed from bad to good, at least I could now feel what you all felt to clearly. Unlike before when I moved to steal you and never thought of what you would feel afterwards, I now took better care so that none of this would inconvenience you."
That's also all I could do for them after all. Letting them feel my love. I talked about experiencing sothing normal with them but until now I only experienced it with so of them due to always not having enough ti.
Date to the amusent park, the movies and the hotel with Akane.
Accompanying Aya to the bookstore.
Karaoke with Kana.
Date at the cake shop with Satsuki.
I wonder what I can do for the other girls…
"Un. Just now, I felt how much you took care of . It's not only gentle but it's full of consideration for . I was watching you the entire ti. If I didn't get angry at you back then, we will not have a chance to talk at the infirmary."
"Right. Now you're in the arms of the guy you called a shaless pervert."
"You're a lot better than those guys who's words are all embellished with lies to hit on girls."
The way she said it probably ca from experience. Those boys who tried to get close to her always have the sa approach. But yeah, I'm not any better than them, in fact, I'm worse.
"I wouldn't say I'm better but I guess it's just a matter of perspective. Now then, do you have sothing prepared to teach , Rae?"
It's ti to move to the next purpose of this Agreent with her. Well, the distinction between her ti and my ti can now be removed but I guess putting it up can put our mind at ease.
"Un. I have sothing, this probably will not count as teaching you but answering your previous question. You wanted to be successful in the future, right? Then based on my knowledge, the sure way to be successful is to marry soone rich."
Ugh… I don't know if she's joking or not but the way she said it was full of seriousness. It's as if she really researched her way through her knowledge bank and she ca up with that answer.
"Rae, are you serious about that?"
She nodded her head and appeared to be recalling sothing as she explained how she ended up with that answer.
"Un. I accounted for what you wanted to do in the future. You wanted to live with us so taking the path of the normal salaryman will not suffice, who knows how long will you stay at the bottom. Business is also sowhat rocky due to how the market changes on a whim. Gambling is more of a no go. Before you know it you will get addicted to it and lose everything you have. You can have a career in so kind of sport if you want to but like you said, it will take too much of your ti so that's impossible if you continue your lifestyle with us."
"That's all valid points but marrying soone rich? Will that not just end up as leeching off of my wife? I have you all and I planned to marry all of you if possible."
And I planned to marry Akane right after reaching that legal age.
Ah. I'm the one who kept on putting restrictions on but will it be better if? I change it? It's not like I will really marry soone rich just to leech off her money just to build my ideal future with them.
But will I be able to refuse if one of them proposed that? I don't know. I never accounted for that occurrence yet.
Hiko and Otoha could be called as rich but it's not them, it's their families. Also, my intention of stealing them isn't about their backgrounds.
Haa. I'm probably naively thinking that everything will work out as long as I work my ass off for that goal even if I was already slapped with real talk by Akane's father as well as Miwa-nee and Shio.
If I try to beco realistic now, this suggestion from Rae will really solve most of the fundantal problems for what I planned for our future.
But do I have to? Among all others, I'm the only one who needs to decide about this. I can't just rely on anyone if I can't decide on sothing important such as this.
"Un. Unfortunately, that's the sure way to beco successful according to my knowledge. And there are slower alternatives."
Ah. Right. It's also based on her knowledge. We could use that as a reference but we didn't need to base everything through it. Just like how I taught her.
"Such as?"
"Counting not only yourself but also everyone else who wanted the sa future with you. If you continue aiming for that future while only accounting for your own involvent, it might beco too heavy for the others whether or not you succeeded in the end. So before you start on your plan, talk to and everyone else to get our opinion about your decision. When do you think you will start building it?"
"After graduating from High School."
"That's still more than two years from now. Then you can just start with laying the foundations."
"I see. Thank you for this knowledge, Rae. I'll think about it and tell you the result next week."
I kissed her again to express my gratitude, just by how she explained it in a way I will understand better. Rae put in the effort to help and I will always rember this.
"Un. You don't really need to rush it. You'll just burn out if you do. I don't want to see that."
Rae happily received my kiss as she reminded about the sa thing the other girls kept on reminding .
Don't rush eh? But even if they said it's still more than two years from now, the days just continue to pass without any result on my part except loving more girls…
After that, we continued spending my ti on the agreent without moving from our position. In the end, Rae ended up using my chest as a pillow as we talked closely like that. During it, I asked her so other knowledge which I am unclear about or I am curious about and she will answer all of it according to her knowledge. Just from the number of questions I got, Rae always had an answer to it which showed how much knowledge I lacked.
When I ran out of things to ask for her, we continued to spend our ti just closely snuggling with each other. There were tis she would ask about the other girls. Unlike the others, she asked about all of them.
According to her, in the off-chance that she will et them, it will not be hard to act around them. This is her first relationship but the way she accepted things as is can only be said as unnatural. After all the years of her only basing everything on her knowledge, the first ti she started thinking for herself, she accepted this abnormal relationship with . Apart from her slight jealousy from how I treated her and Kana, Rae never voiced out any complaints.
I guess none for now since we're still just starting but whatever problem that might co in the future, we agreed that we will talk about it first before coming to a decision.
Soon enough, the ti of our agreent ended along with the ringing of the bell to indicate the last Period of the day.
I helped her wear her pants again and wipe away the sweat which accumulated on both of our bodies.
Before reaching the School Building, Rae asked for another kiss with an excuse that she needed it for a recharge of energy. I played along with it and gave it to her. She's mine now but we still have a lot of things to teach each other.
Well, I will see her again later when I co to the club.
Though my knowledge bank increased, I was also t with more things I needed to think about and make a decision. Will I stubbornly do everything on my ideal or twist sothing for the sake of realizing it?
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