Yue noticing all of that was well within my expectation. In fact, I was waiting for her to ask about it. However, she saved that until this mont when I had to leave and we got into the topic of whether we would et again or not.
Personally, I would love to et her again…
Unfortunately, associating with again would have a high chance for her career to spiral downward. Look at how her answer on what inspired her to sing devolved to the current situation where she had to hide herself from the heat.
True. It’s kinda her fault for honestly answering like that when she could just stop downplaying it by saying that ‘a disheartening experience’ inspired her to release the song that beca viral and her stepping stone to the world of the music industry. But that blunder could be attributed to her being still rather inexperienced.
“Yes, they are presents for my girlfriends…”
I answered just as honestly. But not to explain to her. This was an attempt to discourage her from eting again.
This might look like I was trying to run away again but all logic pointed to the detrintal effect that my returning to her life would influence her.
But I couldn’t deny that this was also my selfishness. Deciding what’s right and wrong or what’s good and bad for her through my own perception.
“That’s a plural. And girlfriends? That’s great. The guy who heartlessly rejected can now call girls as his girlfriends and not just a girl he stole and made his.”
Yue delivered out a huge amount of bitterness in that statent. Nonetheless, she remained in my embrace despite the sudden trembling of her body. Following that, her hands grabbed my arms, her grip tightening on them.
The girl noticed the change in and even nailed onto the fact that the presents I bought were for different girls but hearing claim that they’re my girlfriends truly shocked her.
“Mhm… That’s one of the changes in .”
Telling her everything was definitely impossible at the mont. Her manager was on the way. If she’s fast, she might arrive while I was still here. If she found out that Yue brought a guy in, who knows what would happen? I couldn’t let myself inconvenience her further…
Haa… But could I really stomach leaving her like this? Gloomy and bitter.
Really, I could appreciate my overthinking this ti… it’s allowing to weigh my choices in just a little ti.
“And in light of that, there’s a lot more. You deserve to know everything about it, Yue. But tonight’s not the right ti.”
“If you can have girlfriends now, can you accept my confession now? Can I be one of them?”
This girl… She also got stuck in the first part of my answer.
“Really? Despite knowing that, you still wanted to be my girlfriend?”
“Why not? It’s not the first ti you’re with another girl while you’re still with . You basically just put a label on us.”
She’s not wrong but she’s also not right. That’s just because she lacked all the information. She’s still stuck to that ti that we spent together even with the changes that she observed from . For her, this was probably the next day after I rejected her – I was still the desire-driven guy who started putting labels on the girls I stole.
And that ans, even though Akane has her number, she never used it to contact her.
“No. This ti, it’s different… Anyway, I have to go, Yue...”
“No. Stay here for the night. I’ll hide you.” Yue tightly held on to my arm and refused to stand up from my lap. She even closed her eyes like a child throwing a tantrum.
“No. I’m afraid I cannot do that. Soone is waiting for at ho. But let change my answer to your question earlier… Yes, you will see again. I’ll make sure of that.”
Still ignoring a part of my statent, Yue’s eyes snapped open and the previous gloom disappeared in a flash, replaced by her excitent.
“Really? How? Will you co knocking at my door every night?”
“If I can scale the wall and reach this floor without passing through the main entrance… No, not every night. Let’s see, how long will you be here?”
“Two weeks. This is my third day.”
So, she moved her a day after that talk show appearance…
“I see. I still have school and there’s a lot going on for . I can’t co and see you everyday but… I can talk to you through that.” I pointed at her phone.
“Why don’t you skip school?”
This girl… She’s still being selective on what to take from my answers. In any case, this was her attempt to establish a clear connection with after this reunion. And she’s not settling with just a phone call or interaction through the internet.
Now, I’m tempted to wait for her manager, talk to her and plan together on how we could stop this girl with her career-destructing mindset.
But I doubt her manager would sit down with and talk. So… that’s not plausible.
In any case, to set the mood again and clear up the slightly heavy air that hadn’t been dispelled yet, I flicked her forehead once more and turned her body around to face completely.
“I’m not like you who’s allowed to study outside your school’s premises. There’s no such thing as a special treatnt for a no-na like … I’ll see you again. I promise. And when that happens, I’ll tell you everything. Sounds good?”
Upon hearing that, Yue deliberated for a few minutes. And while doing so, she pressed her face on my chest, seemingly inhaling my scent for her to rember by. On the other hand, I endearingly caressed her head and back, letting her feel that I care for her…
“… Okay, I accept. But what will we talk about if you’re not going to tell through this?” Yue raised her phone and tilted her head.
“Anything? I’m sure there are a lot of stories you can tell . And I’ll do the sa. It’ll be boring though.”
“I can imagine that. You’re so anti-social, after all…” Yue laughed at before pulling my head down again and pressing our lips together. Seconds later, that quickly evolved to a more passionate one.
Making that our last kiss for the night, she then sent down to the lobby. All for the few minutes that she could extend our ti.
By the ti I left the vicinity of the condominium, I noticed a speeding blue car entering its premises. Although I only saw a glimpse of the rider, thanks to the light inside the car, I associated that to her manager.
Well, not just that. Yue ntioned what kind of car her manager drives after all.
In any case, I continued on my way while looking at the first ssage I received from the girl.
“Did I ntion this earlier? Thank you for escorting ho, Ruki. As I thought, I still love you. A lot more than you can imagine. I think I can write a new song for today. I want you to be the first one to hear it.”
That’s kinda long for a first ssage but it’s clearly heartfelt. Complete with heart emojis as a finisher.
Anyway, coincidence, reunion and reconnection. All of that happened for us today.
It’s just the other day that I decided not to involve myself with her but look at what happened? I easily went back on my words…
User Comments
0 comments from readers