Nathan was speechless. As he looked at the diary, he realized that the situation was worse than he had originally thought.
The original Nathan didn’t seem to have found Cthulhu or Luna.
He couldn’t understand the reason. Was Cthulhu waiting for him rather than the original Nathan?
Cthulhu should have guided him to Luna, so eting Cthulhu was important.
In other words, the key factor in fighting the black cell or the Outer Gods would be the eting with Cthulhu.
The situation had gone extrely bad for the original Nathan. He gradually lost his hope, this ti there was no record that he had ever gained any other progress.
All this ti, Nathan was still quite hopeful because he had encountered several keys that might change the situation. Although they ended up failing to et expectations, the growth was still visible.
So, the original Nathan was able to keep his mind intact to a certain extent.
However, Nathan noticed that the strokes on his pen had beco much more chaotic. It was as if he were under intense pressure when he wrote this part.
He could sense his anger and frustration within these strokes.
Yet, the original kept going. He noticed that there were only two pages left. It looked like his journey was going to end soon.
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[70707th Reincarnation]
"I made up that number because I had already lost count and that number looked good. But I was certain that the number shouldn’t be too far from the actual count.
"I had done everything I could for the other continents, but it was hopeless. However, I did figure out the reason the world was like this. The volcanic eruption was the reason our world was falling apart so quickly.
"I couldn’t find the actual volcano that caused it, but it was clear that due to this volcano, our lives had beco much more miserable. Most likely, there was a giant stone that fell on that continent and caused the volcano to erupt.
"Still, if I could beco a true god, I might be able to use my power to take a peek at the past to understand what was going on.
"But I wonder if I should do it or not. Even if I knew what happened, by the ti the ash cloud was over my head, I wouldn’t be strong enough to travel to another continent, let alone stop it.
"If only I had been born a few years earlier... I might be able to make a difference.
"So, I chose to give up on all this. Starting from the next reincarnation, I would give up on any help from the outside and focus solely on myself. I had to give up on others so that I could beco a true god as quickly as possible."
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[110399th Reincarnation]
"I did it. I finally beca a true god. I had always been wondering what would happen once I reached this level, and I was surprised that I could leave this world.
"I ended up leaving this world to see what was going on. The ash cloud had actually covered two-thirds of our world. But when it was clear, the world was so beautiful. I couldn’t help but admire it.
"I remained in this world to fight against the aliens. With my power, there was nothing that could stop ...or at least that was what I thought.
"There were actually two things that ended up killing . The first one was none other than Yog-Sothoth.
"Even with all this strength, I failed to defeat him. My power was useless against him. Maybe if I possessed a different power, I could change the outco of the battle, but it didn’t work.
"Still, it was within my expectations. I couldn’t defeat him yet, but I had been growing stronger and stronger.
"What I didn’t expect was actually a group of aliens. They were similar to the one thousand elite class aliens group, but this ti, most of them were actually alpha class aliens... if not apex class aliens. They had multiple powers of rules or even divine bodies.
"I found out that so of them had actually ford their godhood as well. I challenged them, but I failed. I managed to kill most of them, but I ended up dying in their hands."
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[310000th Reincarnation]
"I grew too lazy to write down the exact number, but I never thought that the situation was hopeless. I thought I could make a difference, but I ended up failing at everything.
"I tried to grow stronger and stronger, but this ti, I realized sothing. I might have gotten stronger, but I felt like I had been trapped inside a loop... a never-ending loop whose only purpose was to fail . It was as if soone had actually foreseen all my actions and prevented from succeeding.
"If I left this world, the humans here wouldn’t be able to withstand the power of the aliens. But if I didn’t leave, Yog-Sothoth would co for .
"What am I supposed to do? Am I fated to abandon this world?"
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[804090th Reincarnation]
"I had been doing almost nothing for the last one hundred thousand reincarnations. I felt as though my motivation had disappeared completely.
"I managed to prove my theory. There was an alien that was able to foresee everything, and it was not Yog-Sothoth.
"He was able to know my thoughts and kept interfering with my decisions. Maybe he knew everything about . Maybe he also knew that I am currently writing my diary.
"How could one fight against an enemy that could know everything about them? No matter how hard I tried to think about it, I couldn’t find the answer.
"Even if I found the answer, that being might know about it and ultimately figure out what should be done next.
"If everything about was visible to this guy, could I actually defeat him? He would know if he was going to lose and used sothing that would change the outco.
"I tried to cover myself with my innate ability, but I failed. My existence had been branded by him, and there was nothing I could do to remove it.
"And now... even my innate ability, the one I relied on the most, ended up failing .
"If soone told to give up..."
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