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Lith sat in the Elental Storage until Invigoration had barely any effect on him, yet he filled only half a tank for his efforts. He beca so tired that he ate in the privacy of his room and went to sleep as soon as he was done.
Baba Yaga, Quylla, Faluel, Kalla, and Friya spent their ti studying the readings of the Infirmary and discussing potential treatnts for Zoreth. One person would have been enough to monitor the Shadow Dragon's condition and compile the data, but with so little ti left, every second mattered.
Zoreth never left her room, not even for her al. She hadn't missed how Solus tensed up whenever Bytra talked or ca too close to her. Moreover, Zoreth couldn't stand the worried looks of the children.
"If I have to die, I want them to rember as the strong and indomitable Aunt Zoreth, the Shadow Dragon who carried them around on her back. Not as the weak, ruined ss I've beco." She said after Bytra asked her why she refused to attend dinner.
"Besides, I'm too dangerous to stay near the children." Zoreth gulped a glass of Red Dragon to numb her pain. "One spark of Chaos and they die. One spark of Decay and they'll turn into old people, if they are lucky.
"Unless I spasm again and squash them like bugs, of course." The Shadow Dragon extended her hands and tried to keep them still, but even with the powerful liquor running through her veins, she kept shaking.
"Still, I think that staying holed up in here does you no good, Zor." Bytra said while spoon-feeding dinsionally compressed dishes to her wife. "The sun would reduce your appetite, and seeing the beauty of the Desert would help you relax.
"Rember what the Master taught us. The attitude of a patient influences the odds of a successful treatnt."
"Please." Zoreth sneered, the pain tornting her mind as much as her body. "The sun would feed the Chaos and throw my life in even more disarray now that their connection is damaged. As for the beauty of the Desert, it would piss off.
"It's not a reminder of what I'm fighting for but of what I'm going to lose forever. I'm finished, Byt. You've heard Baba Yaga. Even the mightiest white core on Mogar has no idea how to help .
"Give it a couple of days, and I'll be in such a miserable condition that I'll think back to this mont with fondness. Let's be real, Byt. There is no way anyone can find a cure that fast, not even Baba Yaga with the help of nadion's tower.
"I'm already dead, and we are only delaying the inevitable."
"Don't say that!" The Raiju set the plates aside and held the Shadow Dragon tight despite the stabs of the rampant Cursed Elents against her skin. "Even if everything goes wrong, you can just go back to being an Abomination.
"The Master will make you a new clone and-"
"No, Byt." Zoreth placed her fingers on the Raiju's lips, silencing her. "I'm never going back to being an Abomination. I'll never sacrifice the many people I'd need to beco an Eldritch again or allow the Master to play with the lives of another tribe of trolls.
"Not after what Raum did to ." Just speaking the Wonderer's na misted Zoreth's eyes and made her shiver with revulsion. "While I was trapped inside my body, he talked to , Byt.
"The bastard never stopped explaining his research to with his cruel, condescending voice, and I was forced to listen. I've seen what he did to those poor people he captured.
"I've beco one of them and experienced firsthand what we have been doing to others ever since we joined the Master. Raum was a monster, Byt, but I'm no better. I don't deserve another chance."
"That's not true!" Bytra replied. "Lith showed what Raum did to you. I know what his plans and ambitions were. He was nothing like us or the Master. Sure, we committed many atrocities, but all Abominations do that.
"More importantly, Raum's research had no real goal, and he would have never stopped killing. Everything he did was to justify his existence by becoming more powerful than the Guardians and proving Mogar wrong.
"Raum ca up with all that nonsense about 'the illusion of the flesh' because he couldn't admit to being crazy, and his followers just enabled his delusion for their own gain.
"The Master's research, instead, has a fixed goal, and he's going to stop killing once we achieve it. The Master doesn't care about power or proving a point. He's doing everything for the sake of the human race and to bring us, his children, back to life, Zor.
"He doesn't want to create more Abominations, only to find a way to bless the right people with eternal life. You are one of those people, Zor, and so am I. Think about all the good things we can do once we are no longer victims of the Chaos that plagues our bodies."
"When we are no longer suffering from the consequences of our own actions, you an." Zoreth shook her head. "I appreciate the sentint, Byt, but listen to yourself. You call massacres normal and try to justify our version of Raum's work by claiming it has a different flavor."
"I have to, Zor. Would you let die if our positions were reversed? Wouldn't you tell anything to keep from giving up?" Bytra's voice cracked, and tears streaked down her face.
"You are different from , Byt." Zoreth replied. "You are innocent. You committed no slaughter. You are not responsible for what Korgh did, nor for what the goblins you assimilated did. That's on the Master.
"From the day you were born in those mines, you haven't hurt anyone. You kept yourself hidden and fed upon mana crystals."
"I attacked Lith and his friends. I tried to kill them." Bytra's voice steeled.
"Only because you were afraid that they would have killed you first." Zoreth said. "You were just a confused newborn with her mind filled with the mories of a mass murderer. You did what Korgh fooled you into believing was the right thing to do.
"Yet even then, you could have blown up the mines, and no one would have survived or would have discovered your presence. You were already better than Korgh and much better than .
"Once you had the opportunity to read and learn, you blood into a wonderful woman. I am still the monster I was three years ago, Byt. I just washed away the blood and put on so clean clothes."
She took a pause, trying to find the strength to be honest.
"I'm sorry, Byt, but if I die, I'm not going to run away from the storm." Zoreth said. "I'll face it like I should have done a thousand years ago and accept whatever fate waits for in the afterlife.
"Assuming soone like is allowed to go there again. Mogar turned its back on when I beca an Eldritch, and I don't think my death will be enough to change Mogar's mind."
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