It’s natural to feel for the son, but it’s impossible not to feel for the young mother who made a mistake and is striving to make ands.
Su Xiaong had no resentnt towards the slap Zhou ngqin left on her face, but in his heart... there was still guilt.
Because he always rembered, if it hadn’t been for that first night they t, when he took advantage of her, she would now be a free university girl doing whatever she wanted.
Instead of having to constantly strive to learn how to beco a mother.
On Sunday night, Yin Shixiu ca out of the bathroom and didn’t see Su Xiaong. After a search, he found her on the balcony making a phone call.
Out of curiosity, he leaned against the balcony door, drying his hair while listening...
"Uh... I’ll take care of the withdrawal process in a couple of days."
Yin Shixiu’s heart tightened.
Su Xiaong hung up the phone, abruptly turned and t Yin Shixiu’s gaze. Her slightly reddened eyes were captured by Yin Shixiu’s eyes.
"Withdrawal? Who?" he frowned.
Su Xiaong showed her teeth at him, she had no idea how forced her smile was, but Yin Shixiu could clearly see...
She pointed at herself, ", uncle. I’ve thought about it, I’m not going to university anymore, haha..."
At night, after coaxing the two kids to sleep, they lay in bed side by side.
Yin Shixiu turned his head slightly, and with the faint light, saw Su Xiaong closing her eyes.
Her eyelashes gently quivered from ti to ti; he knew she was pretending to sleep.
Little girl...
That night, Yin Shixiu did not discuss the "withdrawal" issue with her.
He certainly wouldn’t allow her to withdraw, that’s beyond doubt.
However, he understood well the reasons she suddenly chose to withdraw.
And for the mont, he hadn’t thought of a good way to dispel her concerns.
Turning his body, he pulled ng into his embrace, his lips touching her forehead at the hairline, speaking in a hoarse voice, "Take a few days to rest at ho first."
Su Xiaong moved her body, hugged his waist, and burrowed into his arms.
The next day, Nanny Wang ca to help.
Shuangshuang was very attached to Su Xiaong, but she focused more on Prince Huang.
Because of this, Shuangshuang cried twice.
Nanny Wang held the tearful Shuangshuang and smiled at Su Xiaong, "Shuangshuang is already jealous at such a young age, her brother will have a tough ti in the future, haha."
Su Xiaong was feeding Huang Huang while propping her chin and teasing Shuangshuang with playful expressions.
Shuangshuang’s big eyes almost took up half of her little face, the eye shape like Xiao ng, but the color was like Yin Shixiu’s, deep brown, almost black.
Her eyes were red, and her little paws scratched at her like a kitten. Xiao ng opened her mouth and lightly bit her finger, and she imdiately cried "Ouch," then retracted her finger, laughing "giggling" in Nanny Wang’s arms, and after a while, her little paw reached out again, and Su Xiaong bit again, leading to another series of "giggling" laughs...
It went back and forth like this...
Prince Huang seed influenced, his eyes frequently looked at Shuangshuang, ending up choking on milk, with milk dribbling from his nose. He let go of the nipple, smacked his lips, blinked his eyes, and stared at the dancing Shuangshuang.
After staring for a while, he rolled his eyes, seemingly thinking Shuangshuang was silly, quietly turned his head back to continue drinking milk.
Su Xiaong was amused by Prince Huang’s expression, laughing until her stomach hurt.
Whether or not Prince Huang was truly disdainful of Shuangshuang, she didn’t know, but the expression was perfectly fitting.
"The Young Master seems to resemble the gentleman more."
Nanny Wang said.
Su Xiaong raised her eyebrows, "Right? You think so too? Cold and harsh in front of outsiders, but at ho..."
She paused, eyes showing great happiness, "Very gentle, very affectionate."
Nanny Wang looked at Su Xiaong, then said, "Madam really likes the gentleman..."
"If I didn’t like him, would I have had two kids for him..."
When Su Xiaong thought back now, she still felt that the reason she agreed to give birth to the children was because the man was Yin Shixiu.
Even though they were still unfamiliar then, he gave her an inexplicable sense of security under the premise of unfamiliarity.
She was a girl akin to a small animal, perhaps it was out of so animal instinct that made her believe that having his kids wouldn’t lead to a terrible outco.
Even if, in the end, she didn’t end up with him.
"The gentleman seems to be the type that attracts won, right."
"Uh...should be."
"Madam doesn’t worry?"
"Mrs. Wang..."
"Uh?"
"If he’s unfaithful, my mom would kill him. Hahaha!"
Nanny Wang cleared her throat, feeling the conversation was getting hard to continue.
Su Xiaong certainly worried, but... worrying wouldn’t solve any problems.
At that ti, there was a contract agreent between them, which already set the start and end point of their marriage.
After giving birth to the children, although she was anxious, she was also prepared for him to leave anyti while equally ready to spend a lifeti with him.
The choice was given to Yin Shixiu, and he chose the latter.
Therefore, Su Xiaong had to steadfastly walk a path far more difficult than the forr.
Yin Shixiu was a powerful man, she had to work hard to make herself better, even if... it was a bit tough.
But better than losing because she didn’t work hard.
If ultimately, she worked hard and still lost.
Uh...although it would be very sad, at least she tried her best, at least she wouldn’t regret.
From childhood to adulthood, she was like this, not easily committing to anything, but if committed, she gave her all.
In the evening, Yin Shixiu ca back.
Brought so desserts that Su Xiaong likes best.
Su Xiaong was delighted and eagerly went to grab them. Seeing her so excited, Shuangshuang, who was lying on the crib, also started squealing excitedly.
Yin Shixiu washed his hands and ca over to hold the two babies.
One in each hand, as he gently rocked them, the two babies were overjoyed.
Especially Prince Huang, who had been acting cool all day, now was like a little wacko.
The little hands went straight to Yin Shixiu’s face, touching his eyes, eyebrows, and picking at his nose.
Yin Shixiu couldn’t dodge in ti.
The children were left with Yin Shixiu.
Su Xiaong sat down to take a break and started eating desserts.
Observant Shuangshuang laid on Yin Shixiu’s shoulder. Seeing Su Xiaong eating, she started calling out "Ah ah ah."
Su Xiaong felt a prickle on her back.
Turning her head, she glanced at Shuangshuang, "What are you doing?"
"Ah ah ah!"
Ah, you big-headed ghost...
Su Xiaong held the dessert and dipped the spoon into a little milk, placing it near Shuangshuang’s mouth. She thought Shuangshuang would just lick it, but instead, she opened her mouth wide and enveloped the entire spoon!
Su Xiaong was startled.
She carefully took the spoon away, then saw Shuangshuang triumphantly enjoying herself there.
"Giggle giggle giggle..."
A series of wicked laughter.
Su Xiaong gave Shuangshuang a sidelong glance and then scooped a spoonful of mango and sago to offer to Yin Shixiu.
Yin Shixiu didn’t particularly like desserts, but he didn’t refuse when it was handed to him.
He took a bite, and Prince Huang, who wasn’t initially interested, started eyeing it but didn’t move towards Su Xiaong; instead, he pushed his little mouth towards Yin Shixiu’s and licked there.
"Cough cough..."
This scene, right...
Yin Shixiu kissed Prince Huang on both cheeks, and seeing this, Shuangshuang imdiately placed both her hands on Yin Shixiu’s chin and went in to smooch!
This side got a kiss too, and now she’s satisfied.
After playing with the two babies for half an hour, Yin Shixiu felt more exhausted than working all day long.
Su Xiaong prepared dinner.
Yin Shixiu used to think Su Xiaong wasn’t very smart, but considering how she managed with cooking, she definitely has potential if she’s willing to learn.
After dinner, the two of them took the kids for a walk around the garden in the neighborhood.
Returning ho, they huffed and puffed as they bathed the babies.
This bathing was a major task, as Yin Shixiu carried Huang Huang into the bathroom, set him in the small basin, and when he turned on the faucet, unexpectedly Huang Huang peed right onto Yin Shixiu’s face.
Su Xiaong saw the expression on Yin Shixiu’s face and got goosebumps everywhere!
Holding the bare-bottod Shuangshuang, she couldn’t stop laughing, and Shuangshuang didn’t know why ng ng was laughing, but still squird with laughter.
Yin Shixiu, with a dark face, turned to Su Xiaong and stiffly said, "You do it."
"Hahaha!"
Su Xiaong laughed helplessly, slapping her thigh.
Though she had been peed on before, it was never on her face.
This was really a test of a neat freak’s limits, so even after Su Xiaong and the babies finished washing, he was still in the bathroom.
Placed the two babies on the bed, in late October, Beijing was already starting to rapidly cool down.
Fearing the children might catch cold, the room had the heat turned on.
Su Xiaong was about to blow-dry her hair when Su’s mother called.
She leaned against the bed with her phone and answered the call.
"Mom..."
"You want to drop out? Why?"
Su’s mother opened with a straightforward and blunt inquiry.
Su Xiaong was taken aback but didn’t hide it from her mother and answered honestly, "Leaving Shuangshuang and Huang Huang with the nanny, and Shixiu aren’t assured."
Su’s mother furrowed her brows, "Did sothing happen with the nanny?"
"No..." Su Xiaong glanced at the two drowsy little ones beside her and then added, "But Shuangshuang and Huang Huang are indeed more spirited when I take care of them myself."
Today Nanny Chen wasn’t around, and Nanny Wang ntioned that when Nanny Chen was looking after Huang Huang, he seed quite listless, ate less, cried more, and would sleep after crying out of exhaustion.
Even though Nanny Wang noticed it, she couldn’t say much since Nanny Chen was introduced by soone on Yin Shixiu’s brother’s side.
Su Xiaong listening, felt a mix of emotions.
Su’s mother was silent for a while, then said, "Su Xiaong, if you plan to drop out, could you at least inform first? Don’t let hear about everything just from the counselor, okay?"
Su Xiaong pouted, "I forgot, really..."
"Forget, you big-headed ghost, you just wanted to stall!"
Su Xiaong scratched her head.
"Can’t you just take a break? Why drop out?"
Su’s mother didn’t understand.
Su Xiaong rubbed her nose, muttering her explanation, "How long can you take a break...I communicated with the teacher, he said the school could keep my academic status at most for two years. But the babies need now, and when they’re two, they’ll still need ..."
This ti when they had a fever, she didn’t know; what about next ti? Could it be that when they’re two, problems won’t occur?
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