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Now reading: Chapter 51 – The Way He Doesn’t Hold Me from The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me, a Fantasy novel by ThGirlOutOfHerPack.

The forest did not return to normal after Kael left.

Elara felt it in the way the air refused to settle, in the way silence lingered just a fraction too long between the sounds of distant movent. Even the wind seed to hesitate, as if sothing larger than instinct had passed through and left the world slightly altered behind it.

Or maybe it was her.

She stood where everything had shifted, aware of Rowan beside her without needing to look at him. His presence did not press against her the way Kael’s had, did not demand space or attention, yet it remained impossible to ignore.

For a mont, neither of them spoke. Not because there was nothing to say. Because too much had just happened to reduce it to simple words.

Elara exhaled slowly, her fingers still faintly tingling from where his touch had brushed against her arm. It lingered in a way that didn’t feel invasive or overwhelming. It stayed quiet, almost patient, as if it trusted her to decide what to do with it.

That alone unsettled her more than Kael’s intensity ever had.

"You ca fast," she said finally, her voice softer than she intended.

Rowan let out a quiet breath beside her, though there was no humor in it.

"I didn’t," he replied. "I was already close."

Elara turned her head slightly, studying him now.

There was tension in his posture, subtle but real, the kind that didn’t co from fear but from restraint. His jaw was set tighter than usual, his gaze still tracking the direction Kael had disappeared as if part of him refused to fully disengage from the threat.

"You knew he would find ," she said.

It wasn’t an accusation or even a question. Just sothing that had settled into place.

Rowan’s eyes shifted to her. "I knew he would try," he said.

That honesty should have annoyed her. But this ti it didn’t. Because he wasn’t pretending otherwise and he hadn’t tried to stop her from leaving, even when he could have. He had let her choose.

And then— He had followed anyway.

Elara crossed her arms lightly, more to ground herself than anything else.

"You still ca," she said.

Rowan held her gaze, sothing flickering beneath the surface of his expression.

"I wasn’t going to let him take you," he answered.

There it was. Not "I wasn’t going to let you get hurt." Not "I ca because you needed help." Sothing simpler.

Elara felt her pulse shift slightly, the words settling deeper than they should have.

"You don’t get to decide that either," she said, though there was less resistance in her voice this ti.

Rowan nodded once.

"I know."

That was it. There is no argunt and attempt to justify it. Just acknowledgnt. And sohow, that made it harder to push back against.

Elara looked away first, her gaze drifting toward the trees as she tried to steady the thoughts moving too quickly in her head.

"You saw what happened," she said quietly.

Rowan didn’t answer imdiately.

"I felt it," he said after a mont. "That wasn’t just instinct."

"No," she replied. "It wasn’t."

The energy still lingered beneath her skin, quieter now but far from gone. It moved differently than before, no longer sothing unpredictable, but not fully understood either. It felt like sothing that had recognized her, sothing that had chosen to stay.

And that thought— That thought changed everything.

"I can’t keep reacting like that," she continued, her voice more focused now. "Next ti it won’t just be Kael. It’ll be worse."

Rowan’s gaze sharpened slightly.

"Next ti, you won’t be reacting," he said. "You’ll be ready."

Elara let out a quiet breath.

"You say that like you know what to do."

"I don’t," Rowan admitted. "But I know what it looks like when sothing is trying to take control of itself."

She frowned slightly.

"That doesn’t make sense."

"It doesn’t have to," he said. "You just have to learn how to stand inside it without letting it take you with it."

Elara studied him for a mont, sothing in his words settling differently than she expected.

"You’re talking like this is normal," she said.

Rowan’s expression didn’t change.

"It is," he replied. "Just not for most people."

That was the closest he had co to explaining anything. And sohow, it felt like more than enough.

Elara hesitated for a mont, then took a step closer to him, not out of instinct this ti, but intention.

"I don’t want to do this alone," she said.

The words ca out quieter than she expected, but they carried weight. Rowan didn’t react imdiately. He didn’t move or reach for her.

He just looked at her, as if making sure she ant it.

"You won’t have to, I will be there for you." he said.

The words were simple and direct, and there were no conditions attached to them. And sothing inside her eased in response.

Elara’s hand lifted again, slower this ti, her fingers brushing lightly against his arm, testing the contact, testing the way it felt to choose it instead of being pulled into it.

Rowan didn’t move away. But he didn’t close the distance either. He let her decide.

The warmth beneath her fingertips felt real in a way that grounded her more than anything else had since everything began to change.

"You’re different from him," she said quietly.

Rowan didn’t ask who.

"I know," he replied.

There was no arrogance in it, no satisfaction. Just truth.

Elara’s lips curved slightly, not quite a smile, but close enough to feel unfamiliar on her face.

"That’s a good thing," she said.

Rowan’s gaze softened, just enough to notice.

"I was hoping you’d say that."

For a mont, the tension transford. Sothing lighter settled between them, sothing that didn’t erase the danger around them, but made it feel... manageable.

Then— Elara’s body tensed instantly, her senses snapping outward as the energy in the air changed again.

It was not Kael. Sothing else. Sothing older and colder. Rowan felt it too.

His posture changed imdiately, every line of his body sharpening as his attention moved past her, scanning the forest with a focus that had nothing to do with uncertainty.

"We’re not alone," he said quietly.

Elara’s chest tightened slightly.

"I noticed."

The presence didn’t reveal itself imdiately. It didn’t need to. It lingered just beyond sight, just beyond reach, like sothing watching from a distance it had no intention of closing yet. And sohow that felt worse.

Elara’s fingers tightened slightly against Rowan’s arm, not out of fear, but instinct, a silent acknowledgnt that whatever was coming next— They would face it together.

Rowan’s hand moved then, covering hers briefly, not holding, not trapping, just grounding.

"I’ve got you," he said, low enough that only she could hear it.

Elara didn’t pull away and didn’t question it. For the first ti since everything began— She believed it.

And sowhere in the distance, unseen but very much present— Sothing was watching, waiting, asuring and most importantly preparing.

And Elara realized she needed to tell Rowan what she had learned about the World Governnt.

Because whatever was coming next... it wasn’t sothing she could face alone anymore. And this ti— she wasn’t going to try.

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