Ch.36- Not a Goodbye.
Amy stared at the manga's final panel: her younger self holding Libris in that dark alley while the 'mysterious woman' she knew as the Goddess disappeared into the shadows.
Unable to move her gaze away, she kept her eyes on the pages to the point that the very drawing beca ingrained in her mind. It was only when she rembered that she was on a tir that she finally snapped back into the real world.
mories. Just mories.
A small sigh left her as she rested her head against the wall behind her. Once again, that thing was starting to grow in her chest: the numbness.
Numbness was the only way she had to describe it, but more precisely, it felt like there were so many things to say and so much to express that at so point her brain started getting used to the chaos.
It was almost like she wasn't the one feeling her own emotions. It was a weird experience, an experience that, honestly, she was beginning to take a liking to; it was very useful for not wasting ti on useless feelings, and right now there really was no ti to lose.
"Well, that's about right," she muttered, closing Libris shut.
[About right?]
"The whole 'deal with the devil' vibe of that last conversation I had with the goddess, the one shown in the manga. It's accurate, isn't it?"
[Mmm… I suppose you are right. The way the Goddess was depicted was suspicious. I wonder if this was a deliberate move by her.]
"Knowing that psycho, I bet it is." Amy sighed once again as her mind shifted from the Goddess's smiling face to her younger self's altered visage. "Seeing my mories as a manga chapter is…odd. But honestly not as bad as I thought. There are enough changes for to distance myself…at least a small portion of it..."
[How so? Not to sound rude, but you looked pretty engrossed back there.]
Amy shrugged and lowered her gaze to the ground. "I an, sure, I can get caught up in the 'mories' and all, but still, there are enough differences to keep grounded here. Like—what the hell does my father have to do with nobility? They dropped that shit out of nowhere."
[Mmm… That might be due to the readers' perceptions of your character and their influence on the story. Rember, the readers have been speculating about your royal bloodline since your first appearance.]
"Speculating how?"
[Well, many readers have noted your golden hair and the barely perceptible purple highlights, which are associated with so noble bloodlines in this world. Combined with your mysterious knowledge and abilities, they've been theorizing about hidden royal connections since day one. And now that your backstory has finally begun being implented, these theories have beco a reality.]
Amy frowned, absently running a hand through her hair. "But that's the thing I don't get. Why do I even have golden hair and purple highlights in the first place? My original hair was brown."
[...]
"Libris?"
[That's... a very good question. One I unfortunately cannot answer.]
"What do you an you can't answer?"
[I an exactly that. At first I thought it was because of the manga effect; there are no ugly characters in this world, you see. Not that you were ugly, or anything similar, but like…]
"What…?"
[Either way, after seeing what it has led to, it's indeed kind of weird. I honestly have no idea… I think you should ask the Goddess about that when you see her again.]
"When I see her again?" Amy's voice rose slightly, causing Lyra to glance over briefly before returning to her healing. Amy lowered her voice to a whisper. "You make it sound inevitable."
[Given everything that's happening, and her promise about 'sothing special' waiting for you in the Library during the personal trials... yes, I'd say it's inevitable.]
Amy felt that familiar numbness spreading through her chest again. Another mystery, another problem to add to the growing list. "Jesus, it never stops, does it? Ughhh… And then, there's also the stuff about playing the character, which is slowly becoming a pain in the ass… Just how much of is actually... ? If my appearance changed, if the story is rewriting my past, if the readers' perceptions are becoming reality..."
[Amy, do you really want to get into these kinds of existential topics right now? We are on a tir, you know?]
Amy was about to respond with a no, but then thought for a second and was surprised by herself. "I an…kind of…?"
[I suppose there's still ti…] Libris sighed, though it was soft and without ill intent. [You're still you. Changed, perhaps. Influenced by external forces, certainly. But the core of who you are… that remains unchanged.]
"Does it though?" Amy whispered, staring at the book. "Libris, to be honest, playing the mysterious seer has been kind of hard recently— Actually, I haven't been acting at all these past few hours… I feel as if my character is changing into sothing different, and I don't know if I like that. I don't think I have gone completely off script yet, but there were a few tis during this whole ordeal we're going through that I almost did."
[Then perhaps the question isn't whether you're still yourself, but whether you're becoming who you were always ant to be.]
Amy's eyebrow rose and she gave a light shake of her head. "That's either very profound or complete bullshit, and I can't tell which."
[Why not both?]
Amy tried to smile at the book's words but her lips beca uncooperative. Instead, she just looked at it with what was probably not a very good expression because Libris fell silent right after.
Ti was ever passing, and Libris would shut down at any mont, so she probably should get on with the manga comnts once and for all, but…
"Libris, about Mira…"
[Yes…]
There was a pain in her throat as she spoke. "I just… I can't stop thinking about it, the fact that she was missing from the chapter probably because the readers can't believe my character would do sothing like bullying. It feels wrong. You said that I'm becoming who I should be, but it doesn't feel like it if this part of is hidden, the ugly part. I just don't like people seeing as so kind of pitiful character when I'm…horrible…"
[Amy. That's not—]
"Amy?" A feminine voice suddenly called out, startling Amy slightly.
Both Amy and Libris went silent as Lyra's voice interrupted them. The auburn-haired girl was approaching, her expression hard to read. Sweat was visible all over her face; she was probably tired from all the healing.
Amy looked at Lyra, noting the way the girl's hands were fidgeting with the hem of her robes, the way she kept glancing at the others before focusing on her.
"What is it, Lyra?" Amy asked, her voice carefully neutral.
"I just…" Lyra began talking, looking pretty uncomfortable. "I wanted to talk to you, see how you're doing if that's alright…"
"I'm fine," Amy said automatically, the practiced words flowing out before she could stop them. "Just tired. It's been a long day."
Lyra's green eyes studied her face intently. "Are you sure? You look... upset. And I heard you talking to…uhhh, your book."
"Yeah… I'm still sorting things out. But don't worry, I'm fine, just need so ti to—"
[Amy, stop that...]
Amy's mouth snapped shut mid-sentence, and a confused expression appeared on her face. Her gaze traveled to Libris with a clear question written on her face.
Libris took a small second to respond. [You can't keep pushing everyone away forever… Especially not now that I won't be able to keep an eye on you constantly anymore.]
Amy closed her eyes, and then with a little exasperation muttered, "Libris, this isn't the ti—"
[There's never a ti, is there? There's always sothing more urgent, more important to do. Is that really the excuse you want to use all your life?]
Amy frowned. She felt her hands tightening around the book. Lyra was still standing there, waiting, her gaze growing more penetrating by the second.
"Amy?" Lyra said softly. "Are you... are you talking to your artifact right now?"
Amy looked up at her. She had noticed Lyra's gaze on her for a while now, while she was healing Crow, but she didn't actually expect the girl to co over to talk… They haven't spoken much, if at all. So this was very…odd, to say the least. She was probably feeling very uncomfortable right now. Responding with a negation after the effort that it probably took to co here wouldn't be appropriate…yet…
"I..." Amy started, then stopped. She did not want to plainly refuse, but…this really wasn't the ti.
Libris sohow seed to read her thoughts as it suddenly spoke. [Tell her you'll talk after you finish what you need to do. That's a compromise, not a deflection.]
"..." Amy could not find any logical reason to refuse the book's words—actually, why was she even searching for a reason…
She bit her lip, then took a shaky breath. "Lyra, I... I have sothing I need to finish first—sothing important. When I'm done, maybe.. could we talk then…?"
Lyra's gaze softened sowhat. "Of course. Don't feel obligated to; it's not like I'm going anywhere."
"Thank you," Amy said, and ant it. "I promise I'll explain everything—"
"No, that wasn't what I ant." Lyra rapidly shook her head, leaving Amy feeling confused. "I just…wanted to talk…like actually talk with you. Not about anything related to our situation…"
"Oh…" Amy stared at Lyra for a long mont, processing her words.
Just... talk.
"I..." Amy started, then realized she didn't know how to respond.
They stared at each other in silence for a little while before Amy finally broke the silence.
"Why…?" She asked, the question slipping out before she could stop it.
"Why what?"
Amy was about to respond, but then shook her head and let out a small sigh. "Sure…we can talk later…"
Lyra stared at her for a brief second before nodding wordlessly and returning to her position next to the sleeping Crow, though Amy noticed she kept glancing over with that sa concerned expression.
[Well done.]
"Well done what?"
[Nothing.]
"..." Amy's lips contracted and her brows furrowed, but she did not speak further. Instead, she looked around the chamber. Zayd was still in his ditative position, Ash was still snoring softly, and there was no sign of Iris and Lain returning yet.
"How long?" she whispered.
[Seven minutes and forty-two seconds.]
"Right. The comnts." Amy straightened up, pushing aside her thoughts and emotions for later. "Then let's deal with the imdiate crisis. We still need to read the comnts, figure out what changes are coming, see how my abilities have grown, and prepare for when Lain and Iris get back."
[Your approval ratings have grown considerably these last few chapters—especially the last one. Even if the handling of your abilities cripples you, your power should still grow considerably.]
"As they should. After all the shit I went through…"
The book glowed faintly before opening itself up to a page showing an internet forum.
[Brace yourself. So of these are... intense.]
"Ehhh, I think I can handle whatever random strangers on the internet have to say about my fictional family drama."
[Famous last words, as always.]
"Perhaps."
[Alright, enough ti wasted. Displaying comnts from chapters 156, 157, 158, 159, 160, 161, and 162.]
Amy nodded, then took a deep breath before she finally began reading, then instantly after, a sigh left her mouth.
[Huh? What's up?]
"Nothing," she said, another sigh leaving her once again. "It's just that the tone difference between what I'm living and these comnts is so abysmal that I got blindsided."
[Understandable, I share the sa feeling.]
"Right," Amy for the third ti let out a long loud sigh before finally once again focusing on the comnts.
[First is Ch.156: This chapter covered the events from Crow's perspective during the week before your infiltration of the Eastern Wing as he visited each mber of the party and tested their readiness. It has as highlights Crow and Zayd's talk, Vanheim's special lecture about nightmares, as well as the last page where Crow and you both talk about whether your parents will be there in the eastern wing.]
[Ch.156]
Dakota: Gotta be hallucinating, because after months of radio silence I can’t believe that this is actually back. Been checking every week like a maniac and now it actually happened. Bro still can’t belive it.
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Baby125 replying to Dakota: I just caught up. Did the manga go into hiatus or sothing? Is the author ok?
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Thechad replying to Baby125: Damn you lucky, the rest of us had to wait months fo it
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Blablacar replying to Baby125: Yeah, it suddenly stopped updating and the author and the company went radio silent. No one knows why
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TheAnt222 replying to Blablacar: We know ta reason aCtually, is blecause the author is lazy and unprofefional. Thiz is their job and they shouzd have a estadar of schedule. I did the math and they are winning moore that a hundred thousands a Months witttuth counting brand deals. Compare them with Alz who hqz always been consistent. This author was good before but know they are falling of, as well as their story. Author I know you reading this so I will notify you that I made two alts accounts to review your story and tell you just how bad its falling off and how much you drop the ball. This past arc haddd been an awful read by the way, thai story is supposed to be dark and have enormous gugentus stakes, why did it suddenly turn into pony land??? So I also made sure to leave in my review and send you 13 dms how you should continue the story for teh fooresable futur. And also stop with the gay shit, this isn’t Yuri/Yaoi right???? Idon’t like the hints of Crow x Zayd and Amy x Lain relationshippp? seem to be Because if its Gay I’m dropping the story, this is your last warning author, if you don’t stop with these developpents Iwill leave, this is your last chance
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Qqqq replying to TheAnt222: Talk yo shit king, say it louder for the people in the back
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MysteryLover98: Did anyone else notice Crow's Soul Sight showing sothing weird when he looked at Zayd? The color patterns were different from everyone else's, is it because he’s related to the tribe of Onyx?
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ZaydFan2000 replying to MysteryLover98: My boy is special, so thats probably why. In any case, concerning that Crow doesn't trust him at all after all this ti...
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MysteryLover98: To be fair, Crow trusts no one.
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VanheimTheoryist: Why is nobody talking about Vanheim's lecture basically screaming "FORESHADOWING. PREPARE FOR TRAUMA"
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Lamial replying to VanheimTheoryist: Truuuu, it wasn't even suble lol, they literally just put it up there
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AnalyticalReader: The parallels between Crow and Amy at the end were fascinating. Both worried about their fathers appearing, both carrying that weight alone. The panel composition with them thinking the sa thought was chef's kiss
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ChaoticNeutral replying to AnalyticalReader: "will he be there?" girl sa but about my responsibilities
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PatternHunter replying to AnalyticalReader: It's like they're two sides of the sa coin. Crow knows his father exists but can't find him, Amy apparently has a father that she’s trying to avoid...
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Intelll replying to AnalyticalReader: I think Crow and Amy are actually family and here they are talking about the sa person, it would make a lot of sense tbh
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AnalyticalReader replying to Intelll: Nah, Crow would be able to tell through soul sight, so I heavily doubt it
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Hollowplush replying to PatternHunter: And the book!!! Don’t forget about the book! It was talking with Amy GODDD WHY HAVEN4T SEEN IT TALK YET, the heells going on, I want to listen to its, OMG I can’t
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Amargadoreader replying to Hollowplush: Oh God, is this crazy person again. Why do people keep liking their comnts?
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Hollowplush: "Will he be there?" SIX WORDS AND I'M DECEASED. The way her whole deanor changed!!! Amy!!! Ahhhhh I can’t cant acant cant canta cant canta canat acaata aaa HAHAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA§A§A§A§§A§§§!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BookLover99 replying to Hollowplush: What my besties is trying to say is that whatever Amy's hiding, it's big. And we might finally begin learning about it soon.
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GrammarKnight: I'm sorry but I have to address this. On page 7, panel 3, Crow says "between you and I" when it should CLEARLY be "between you and ." This is a prepositional phrase requiring the objective case. How does Takahashi-sensei's editor let this through? This kind of grammatical error completely breaks my imrsion. I've been docunting every grammar mistake since chapter 1 and I now have a 47-page spreadsheet. The degradation of language in modern manga is appalling. @Takashisensei. Are you aware of this????
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[Author] Takashi-Sensei replying to GrammarKnight: アメリカ人は臭い
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Nowayingguy replying to Takashi-Sensei: No way, author actually responded
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Blax replying to Takashi-Sensei: Does anybody know japanese? What did he said?
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Narr replying to Blax: He basically said sothing about contacting the agency and stuff
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Jesusisking replying to Narr: He DID not say that
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Nowayingguy replying to Takashi-Sensei:
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ShipperSupre3000: NOBODY IS TALKING ABOUT THE REAL STORY HERE! When Crow checked on each team mber, did you see the ORDER? Amy was FIRST! Not Ash (his best friend), not Lain (his trusted allie companion), but AMY! The newest mber! This is CLEARLY romantic prioritization! And the way he hesitated before entering Zayd's room? That's because he was still thinking about Amy! Every interaction in this manga is actually about the Crow x Amy dynamic if you read between the lines!
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Duded replying to ShipperSupre3000: That is so stupid
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Malik replying to Duded: Hold up, he might actually be cooking
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ALLLS replying to Malik: No???
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[Ch.157: Convergence of Intentions. This chapter covers mostly the reunion before entering the headmistress's office and has as highlights Iris butting in the plan, the planning of the big, big distraction, and you stating your purpose to save the most people possible.]
[Ch.157]
CrowDefender2025: First!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m finally first
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Complainer replying to Crowdefender2025: “FirSt” Bro, no one cares.
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CuteReader replying to Crowdefender2025: Ignore the guy above, I care
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CantBelieveThisGuy: I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY WENT THROUGH WITH THE GIANT D*** PLAN
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TacticalGenius replying to CantBelieveThisGuy: Honestly? Crude, juvenile, but brilliant. No one expects that level of... creativity
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Ash-tastic replying to CantBelieveThisGuy: "How big should we make it?" "Large enough to be seen from multiple buildings" I'M CRYING
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Hollowplush: "I'm want to save everyone" - AMY STAKE EVERYONE!!! Who’s everyone???
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SkepticalReader replying to Hollowplush: She did not say that exactly but close enough. We still don’t know fully her objective but if it’s anything like that… Takashi is going to torture her…
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Hollowplush replying to SkepticalReader: What??? NoNonOnO… If sothing happens to her I’ll kill evryone in this room and the myself!!! RAHHhhH
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Amybootlicker: Can we talk about how Amy's is straight up serving with the new outfit? The others were nice and all but hers is straight up in another level
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FashionWatch replying to Amybootlicker: The gold detailing on her tunic matching her hair highlights... i’m actually shocked
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OutfitPowerScaling replying to Amybootlicker: Amy's outfit > Academy uniform > Crow's edgy all black > Whatever Ash is wearing
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AshFan3050 replying to OutfitPowerScaling: Leave my boy alone, he’s trying his best
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RealTalk replying to Amybootlicker: Takashi sensei's sense of style is very good, no impractical armor bikini nonsense in the entiere manga. It's the bare minimum, but these days even that is scarce
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CosplayPlanningGirl replying to Amybootlicker: Already ordering fabric to recreate this look for next con. That gold embroidery is going to kill
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Barbi replying to CosplayPlanningGirl: Use gold vinyl instead of actual embroidery! Easier and photographs better
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IrisSupremacy: Iris admitting she threatened Ash to get included in the mission is actually crazy. Bet she will regret it later, deciding to co I an
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etingDynamics: The tension when Zayd entered the room was thick. You could cut it with a knife. Even through manga panels I felt uncomfortable
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ZaydFan2000 replying to etingDynamics: My boy can't catch a break He's trying his best yet everyone treats him like shit
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DeepLoreHunter: Anyone else notice Amy's book has been the whole ti in her satchel? Normally it would be in her arms or sothing. Is her book okay? Or maybe i’m reaching?
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HollowPlush replying to DeepLoreHunter: Nooo, you are right!!!! YESSSSSS SOONE ELSE SEES IT!!! The book is ALIVE and PROTECTIVE and probably PLANNING SOTHING
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BookLover99 replying to Hollowplush: Omg besties, you are the only one who understands , maybe we could start a cult together?
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[Ch.158: The Best Laid Plans. This chapter covers the infiltration into the headmistress's office as well as the distraction done by Ash and Zayd.]
[Ch.158]
MissionPossibleFan: The whole heist setup was perfect. Crow lockpicking while Amy guides him with her foresight? Chef's kiss. Too bad it was all for nothing
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HeistMovieFan replying to MissionPossibleFan: This reads like Oceen's 11 if the team was teenagers and the plan was made by hormonal idiots. I love it
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AnimationWish replying to MissionPossibleFan: If this ever gets an ani, I need a full minute of teachers and students just staring at the sky in complete bewildernt at the giant glowing golden dick
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PlotTwistPain replying to MissionPossibleFan: They really made us think the plan would work. 20 pages of build-up for a 1-panel defeat. Lol
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DYING_AT_THE_DISTRACTION: I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY DREW IT. THE MADLADS ACTUALLY DREW THE GIANT GLOWING—
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CensorshipWars replying to DYING_AT_THE_DISTRACTION: The strategic light beams and smoke effects doing overti this chapter
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ArtAppreciator replying to DYING_AT_THE_DISTRACTION: Props to the artist for managing to keep it PG-13 with all those strategic shadows and light beams, it didn’t feel unnatural at all. Still, kinda wanted to se the “distraction”
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JesusCredit replying to DYING_AT_THE_DISTRACTION: Imagine grading papers and suddenly seeing that outside your window. I'd retire
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CrowAmy_Monts: THE TENSION!!! Crow and Amy working together, her nose bleeding from overusing her power, him catching her when she stumbled... I'M EATING GOOD
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DetailsDetails replying to CrowAmy_Monts: Page 8, panel 3 - you can see a drop of Amy's blood on Crow's sleeve. He was that close when she started bleeding. The intimacy is crazy…
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PowerCoupleRising replying to CrowAmy_Monts: The synchronized movents between Amy and Crow during the lockpicking... they didn't even need to speak much. Just gestures and glances. Soulmates i’m telling you besties
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PlatonicDefender replying to CrowAmy_Monts: It's called teamwork, not everything is romantic jfc
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PowerCoupleRising replying to PlatonicDefender: Kill yourself.
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TacticalAnalysis: Let's break down why this plan failed or could have failed:
They never checked if Elyndra was in her own office
They never checked if Elyndra was in her own office
They never checked if Elyndra was in her own office
THEY NEVER CHECKED IF ELYNDRA WAS IN HER OWN OFFICE
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WhiteKnightReader replying to TacticalAnalysis: To be fair, who the hell expects that the woman would be there a saturday night in her office in complete darkness aura farming.
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StrategicGenius replying to TacticalAnalysis: You know what? For teenagers breaking into the most secure office in the Academy, they did pretty well. The plan only failed because Elyndra is a weirdo
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ObvservantDude replying to TacticalAnalysis: Does anyone rember the rumor about the school being alive? Maybe that’s how she knew. The portraits in the hall moved their eyes and then her comnt about the academy having eyes everywhere. I wouldn’t be surprised if Elyndra is connected to the Academy so way.
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IrisSquad: Iris being the competent one keeping watch while everyone else does stupid stuff. As always, best girl carries
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Alcabra replying to IrisSquad: Ma’am, she didn’t do shit
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Amy’sHusband: Amy's nosebleed getting progressively worse with each panel... my heart…
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THE_EXPLOSION_THOUGH: Ash's face when the explosion went off early "That’s so fucking loud!"
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CodicTiming replying to THE_EXPLOSION_THOUGH: The hard cut from Zayd and Ash's serious "this will provide adequate distraction" to the entire Academy seeing a 20-foot glowing was funny as hell
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AshZaydBromance replying to THE_EXPLOSION_THOUGH: These two disasters working together is cody gold. "Should we make it even bigger?" "...That would be juvenile." makes it bigger anyway
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ZaydFan2000 replying to AshZaydBromance: Zayd helping with the distraction even though he KNOWS it's juvenile? My boy is trying so hard to fit in
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TrollReader replying to ZaydFan2000: Zayd does anything = ZaydFan2000 emoji with puppy eyes accompanied with “my boy”
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[Ch.159: Library of Futures. This chapter covered the conversation with the headmistress after being busted and ended with all of you looking at the colossus. As highlights, it contains the bla ga (that you started, by the way) and Avalon's silhouette in the background.]
[Ch.159]
HeadmistressFan: The Headmistress Elyndra was just amused by everything. She knew they were up to sothing and just let it happen
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PlotTwistIncomingfr replying to HeadmistressFan: Calling it now - she's connected to Crow's father sohow
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HeadmistressFan replying to PlotTwistIncomingfr: That makes no sense
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PlotAnalyst404: THE CHIBI STYLE BLA GA WAS EVERYTHING
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ChaoticEvil replying to PlotAnalyst404: Chibi Iris with steam coming out of her ears lives rent free in my head now
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ChiBiLover replying to PlotAnalyst404: I need a whole spinoff that's just everyone in chibi form. Imagine all the serious battles but they're all tiny and cute
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FrozenInTi: THE NIGHTMARE REALM PANELS!!! The art is INSANE. I've never seen desolation portrayed so beautifully
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EagleEyed replying to FrozenInTi: : Guys, bottom right corner, page 18 - There is a figure
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MindBlown replying to EagleEyed: Damn good catch
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DevourerFirstFan: The Collosus taking up a whole page is crazy. I actually felt small looking at it.
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AmyKnowsThings: "This is the future" goes damn hard as a line. Amy got bars
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[Chapter 160: Father and Children. This chapter contains the discovery that the chaos creatures were accumulating, the revelation about our shared power, as well as the eventual finding of the headmistress’s blood clone and her real corpse. Then the whole escape leading to the cabin with Crow’s father waiting.]
[Ch.160]
ElyndraNooo: The headmistress corpse was TOO DETAILED. I did not need to see her joints bent that way
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BloodCloneHorror replying to ElyndraNooo: Crow’s father is a monster
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HorrorFan666 replying to ElyndraNooo: That's what makes it impactful though. The horror needs to feel real
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CorpseDescription replying to ElyndraNooo: Yeah, like, did we need that much detail on the headmistress's body?? I know it's supposed to be horrific but damn Takahashi
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AnoàtherGuy: CROW'S DAD!!!!! FINALLY!!!!! AFTER 160 CHAPTERS!!!!
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CROW_DAD_FINALLY replying to AnoàtherGuy: This cliffhanger is actually evil
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MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: Amy has two powers?!?!? The book and so kind of weird foresight?? The ranking of strength are about to change like crazy
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HollowPlush replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: THE BOOK HAS SECRETS!!! It's been guiding her this whole ti!! There's more to their connection!! I KNEW IT HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH
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TheoryWasRight replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: I called it. I said Amy's knowledge was too specific to be her powers alone. Natural weird foresight artifact boost = broken OP seer
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PowerScalingGod replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: Wait so the book amplifies her natural ability? Or is it more like an add-on?
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DetailHunter replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: Go back and reread her scenes. The "tells" were there - slightly off speech patterns, too-perfect reactions... I should have known
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AMYNewHairConditioner replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: "If we stay here, we die" Girl's been carrying death visions alone, my baby
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taReader replying to MIND_OFFICIALLY_BLOWN: Amy revealing her true power level right before eting Crow's dad is NOT a coincidence. Takahashi's setting up sothing massive
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EscapeSequenceReaderbossesd: That chase scene was INTENSE. Panel after panel of pure terror, barely staying ahead of the swarm
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LolCritique replying to EscapeSequence: The chaos creatures all look the sa. Copy paste monsters with no individual design. Lazy artwork for such an important scene
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EscapeSequence replying to LolCritique: Complaining about the art of this manga is crazy, you are lowkey a dumbass ngl
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CliffhangerPain9000: Ending on Crow seeing his father... the DRAMA. The TENSION. My heart can't take this
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GoldenDetailGuySpotter: THE GOLDEN HAIR!!! Wrapped around his fingers!!! WHOSE IS IT???
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TheoryMachine replying to GoldenDetail: It's gotta be connected to Amy sohow. Golden hair, golden book...
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[Chapter 161: Past. This chapter covers the conversation with Avalon, the chaos creature's siege on the house, and finally my heroic intervention]
CrowFather_Finally: After 160 chapter we finally get the father-son confrontation and it's exactly as painful as expected
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CrowNeedaHug: The panel where Crow realizes his dad has been making him suffer ON PURPOSE... my heart
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PacingIsTrash: 160 chapters to get father-son eting and it lasts 5 pages??? Then he runs away AGAIN??? I'm so tired of this dragged out mystery bullshit
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Hollowplush: I knewwww it!!!! I FUCKUING KNEW IT! I KNEW IT i knew it I knew it!!!! It was the book, it was the key to everything!!!!
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GoldenLightMystery replying to Hollowplush: What kind of artifact is that thing??? The hell
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HollowPlush replying to GoldenLightMystery: I'VE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR MONTHS!!! THE BOOK IS INSANELY POWERFUL!!! Why doesn't it have a na yet?! WHYWHYWHYWHWYHWY WHYW HWY WHYW HYWHW Y
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EmotionalDamage replying to Hollowplush: The panel of Amy crying while clutching her damaged book... after everything they've been through together... I’m not okay
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PowerScaling replying to Hollowplush:: Amy's book > entire chaos creature swarm. But at what cost? The damage it took saving everyone...
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LibroProtectionSquad: GIVE AMY'S BOOK A NA!!! It's been the MVP for chapters and we still don't know what to call it! #JusticeForTheBook
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WAIT_WHAT_HAIR: "That man...! So he also had descendants!" the golden hair wrapped around his fingers = Abaddon knows Amy’s father confird
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TheoryMachine replying to WAIT_WHAT_HAIR: His eyes locked onto Amy specifically... this isn't coincidence anymore
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DialogueCringe replying to WAIT_WHAT_HAIR: Honestly that dialogue was so bad, nobody talks like this. The exposition dialogue is so unnatural it hurts
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ApersonWhoThinksAllTheTi: We still don't know:
Who Amy really is
What her book actually is
Where Abaddon has been
Why the future went wrong
What the Library contains
At so point you need to answer SOTHING instead of adding more questions. If the next chapter doesn’t answer so question then I really don’t want it.
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PhilosophyMajor: Abaddon's whole speech about suffering being necessary for growth hit differently. "The mark feeds on anguish, grows stronger through tribulation" - this explains so much about Crow's journey and the tone of the manga
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NahFam replying to PhilosophyMajor: Nah, Is just pseudo-intellectual garbage ant to justify abuse
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AbaddonShoesLicker replying to PhilosophyMajor: Unpopular opinion but his speech makes sense. "Peace creates weakness, struggle creates strength." Look at how much Crow has grown through hardship
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NahFam replying to AbaddonShoesLicker: That's just abuse with extra steps and fancy philosophy. Takahashi is trying too hard to make child abuse sound profound
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PhilosophyMajor replying to NahFam: Takashi is not doing anything lol, this is just a character weirdo
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MonsterSiegePanic: The chaos creature swarm was terrorific. They just kept coming, overwhelming everyone... I felt claustrophobic reading it
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PlotArmorHater replying to NahFam: Oh how convenient that Amy's magical book can just delete any threat when the plot needs it. Where was this power for the last 150 chapters? Deus ex machina much?
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ConfusedAsHell: Can soone explain WTF is happening anymore? Golden hair, mysterious fathers, ti travel futures, ancient artifacts... this story has beco incomprehensible
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RoyalBloodConfird: Golden hair Abaddon's reaction "descendants" comnt = Amy is definitely connected to so royal lineage we haven't learned about yet
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[Chapter 162: The Weight of Gold. This chapter covers your mories…]
[Ch.162]
ProtectAmySquad: FINALLY!!! AMY'S BACKSTORY!!! Baby Amy trying so hard with magic and failing... the dostic violence... I'm SOBBING This explains so much about her character
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EmotionalWreckage replying to ProtectAmySquad: her parents blad her for their marriage problems... "All your fault"... I can't breathe.
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ChildhoodTrauma replying to ProtectAmySquad: The slap panel... the broken dishes... her mother's dazed expression... Takahashi didn't hold back
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ParentingFail replying to ProtectAmySquad: Worst parent combo you can get, an overly involved mother and an absent father. Both use Amy as a weapon against each other instead of protecting her from their conflict. So people shouldn't have children
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NobilityConfird: "failed prince" and "deserter" Amy’s dad is royalty. Not only that but also from avalon, wich is crazy since we barely know about it. Called it. The golden hair, the eyes, powers, everything makes sense now
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AmySpotlightHater: UGH. Another whole chapter focused on Amy. What about the other characters? What about Crow's developnt? This series is becoming "Amy: The Manga"
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HollowPlush replying to AmySpotlightHater: ARE YOU KIDDING ?? Amy has gotten like 3 chapters of backstory in 162 chapters while Crow gets developnt CONSTANTLY. Let my girl have her mont!!! She literally saved everyone with her book and you're complaining about SPOTLIGHT???
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BookLover99 replying to AmySpotlightHater: What my besties said! Amy is literally the most interesting character and this backstory explains her entire personality. How is character developnt a bad thing?? Fucking Dieee
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VoiceActingDream: If this ever gets an ani, the voice actress for little Amy is going to destroy us all. I can already hear the trembling voice during the magic practice scenes
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DetailAppreciation: The dust motes in the air during magic practice, the way Amy's hair falls over her face when she's ashad, the rchants' authentic-looking traveling gear. Every detail serves the story. This might actually be my favorite chapter from them, good job
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GenerationalTrauma replying to DetailAppreciation: Amy's father fled his responsibilities, her mother transferred her fears onto Amy, and Amy nearly repeated the pattern with Mira. The cyclical nature of inherited pain is perfectly illustrated here
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PsychodynamicTheory: amy's compulsive need to save everyone is textbook reaction formation - turning her own desperate need to be saved into a drive to save others. she couldn't fix her parents' marriage or stop her own abuse, so now she's trying to prevent everyone else's suffering. it's her trauma brain's way of maintaining the illusion of control
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Blll replying to DetailAppreciation: h, dunno if its that deep, this is Takashi san we are talking about
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GenationalTrauma replying to DetailAppreciation: Amy's parents are just passing down their own unhealed trauma. her father fled his responsibilities, her mother developed controlling behaviors as defense chanism. neither knew how to break the cycle, so Amy inherited all their fears plus the pressure to fix what they couldn't. this is how families destroy themselves across generations
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Moredud: Any one has any idea who that final person who gave her the artifact was? That look like hella important
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LatentNightThoughts replying to DetailAppreciation: Dunno but appearing when amy is at her lowest point isn't salvation - it's predatory behavior disguised as kindness. I believe she targets a traumatized child, offers exactly what that child desperately needs, then disappears. that's literally how groors operate. the "what are friends for?" line is chilling
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SimpleMinded: Female characters should be either pure waifus or badass fighters. This "realistic psychology" stuff is too complicated for manga. Just give us cute girls doing cute things
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Lalatam replying to SimpleMinded: Bro they gonna kill you XDD
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Maravilla replying to SimpleMinded: 1800 comnts 89 likes, holy ratio.
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Lalatam replying to SimpleMinded: “They hated him couse he told the the truth”
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RoadToHellPaved: been thinking about amy's character arc and... she wanted to "make people happy" as a child and now she's trying to "save everyone." but what's the actual cost of that objective? how many people can one person realistically save before they destroy themselves in the process?
every ti amy helps soone, she takes on their burden. Just like when in the last nightmare Building B she almost killed herself - she's collecting everyone's problems like they're her responsibility. but trauma isn't transferable. pain isn't shareable. you can't heal the world by absorbing its wounds.
the road to hell is paved with good intentions, and amy is laying down those stones one "saved" person at a ti. her childhood wish was pure, but the execution is becoming self-destructive. how many tis can she sacrifice herself before there's nothing left to sacrifice?
and here's the terrifying part - the story is rewarding her for this behavior. She up till now, has managed to save everyone. she's being conditioned to believe that suffering (hers and others) is the price of heroism. but what happens when there's no more suffering left to endure? what happens when she saves everyone except herself?
the rchant didn't just give amy a book - she gave her an impossible task disguised as a noble goal. and amy is going to kill herself trying to complete it, isn't she?
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ExistentialDread replying to RoadToHellPaved: this comnt just broke . amy is definitely going to die saving everyone and we're all going to watch it happen ↳ 5.9k likes ⋅ 892 comnts
TragicHeroTheory replying to RoadToHellPaved: Classic tragic hero setup. Amy's greatest strength (wanting to help) will beco her greatest weakness (sacrifice everything fo it)
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PhilosophyMajor replying to RoadToHellPaved: You just described the fundantal paradox of altruism. In trying to eliminate suffering, Amy is creating more suffering, but this ti for herself. There's no ethical way out of this loop
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HollowPlush replying to RoadToHellPaved: NO NO NO AMY IS GOING TO BE FINE SHE'S GOING TO SAVE EVERYONE AND BE HAPPY AND NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN LA LA LA I CAN'T HEAR YOU
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Amy let out a long exhale, leaning back against the wall.
[So... how are you doing?] Libris's voice carried a note of careful concern.
Amy rolled her eyes, though not unkindly. "I'm fine, Libris."
[Amy...]
"Really... So of those comnts were actually pretty funny."
[...]
"Don't put that taphorical expression on your face. That one guy getting roasted by the author was hilarious. And the people defending in every single thread like their life depended on it? Kind of endearing, honestly."
[...]
"What? I'm serious, Libris. I'm fine... Even I honestly can't believe how fine I am." She shrugged.
Libris fell silent for a mont, and Amy could practically feel its worry radiating through their connection.
Tireso...
"So what's next?" Amy asked, glancing around the chamber. Still no sign of Iris and Lain returning. "Should we look at so of those theory threads? The one about royal bloodlines looked pretty comprehensive."
[We only have three minutes left before I need to rest,] Libris said quietly. [Not enough ti for the longer threads, and honestly, there's nothing incredibly groundbreaking in them. Just more speculation about your father and the usual shipping wars. Your powers have been kind of established already so there won't be much change.]
"Ah. Well, then I guess—"
[Actually, there is one comnt I want you to see.]
Amy frowned. "Just one?"
[It's... unusual. Very short. Only has zero likes and one reply, so it would be easy to miss. But...]
The book's pages shifted, displaying a single comnt thread.
"I guess I'll look at it, then..."
Amy straightened her posture, then focused on the book's pages.
Afriend: So, what do you think? Did you like what I did with your mories?
I've been reading this story from the very beginning, watching every choice, every sacrifice, every mont of growth and pain. And I find myself wondering about the mathematics of salvation—what is the exchange rate between one person's suffering and the world's happiness?
Amy, sweet child, you wished to make people happy when you were eight years old. Such a pure desire, born from your own misery. You wanted to give others what you could never have—peace, safety, love without conditions. But sowhere along the way, that innocent wish transford into sothing larger, more terrible, more beautiful.
Forgive for the dramatic comparisons, but I can't help myself. For , you've beco Atlas, carrying the weight of everyone's pain. You've beco Protheus, stealing fire to warm others while burning yourself. You've beco Sisyphus, pushing the boulder of salvation up an endless mountain, knowing it will roll back down, knowing you'll push it up again anyway.
But here's what I wonder, Amy—what I've always wondered since that day I found you: Will it be worth it? When you reach the end of this story, when you've saved everyone you possibly can, when you've paid every price and made every sacrifice—will you look back and think it was worth the cost?
You see, I could tell you how this ends. I've seen it a trillion tis, people like you. I could reveal the final twist, explain whether your impossible dream succeeds or fails. But that would rob you of the choice, wouldn't it? The choice to keep going even without knowing the outco.
You're going to face monts where you'll want to give up. Where the weight becos too much, where the road ahead looks impossible, where everyone you've tried to save looks at you with disappointnt or fear or pity. You're going to wonder if he was right—if you really are just a failure dressed up in noble intentions.
The road to hell may be paved with good intentions, but the road to heaven? That's paved with good intentions too. The only difference is whether you have the strength to keep walking when the path becos impossible. I can't wait to see it, honestly.
I gave you a book, Amy. But I never gave you the friend you currently hold. And that gave hope.
"Was this the life I wanted to live?" I wondered. Then I realized you were the one with the answer.
I hope one day you can share your findings with . After all, what are friends for?
—Soone who has been watching your story unfold with great interest
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Didin replying to Afriend: I can sll the odor from here stinky otaku
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Amy stared at the comnt, her grip on the book gradually tightening. The intimate knowledge. The casual tone. The way it spoke…it would be stupid to even wonder who that was.
"Libris," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "When was this posted?"
[...Seventeen minutes ago.]
"Right after we entered this chamber."
[Yes.]
Amy took a deep breath, trying to calm herself before shaking her head then reading the comnt again, focusing on the final line: "I hope one day you can share it with , your findings."
[What a confusing creature…]
"Three minutes," Amy said quietly. Her attention already moving away from the comnt.
[One minute and forty-seven seconds, actually.]
"One minute and forty-seven seconds," Amy repeated, her voice hollow. "Right. We should check the stats before you..."
[Before I take my well-deserved nap. Yes, let's see how much your suffering has translated into nurical gains.]
"Right…" Quickly after uttering those words, the pages shifted, revealing Amy's updated status screen:
Na: Amy Stake
Special ability: Fate's Road
Secondary ability: Shared Fate (New - Bonded with Libris)
STR: F → D
END: E → C
DEX: E → C
AGI: F → C
MAG: C (F) → B (D)
READER SENTINT:
Fanatic: 0.01% → 1.01% ↑ (Increase of 1% since last checked)
Devoted: 1.3% → 7.3% ↑ (Increase of 6% since last checked)
Like: 23.8% → 38.8% ↑ (Increase of 15% since last checked)
Neutral/Undecided: 74.18% → 50% ↓ (Decrease of 24.18% since last checked)
Dislike: 0.7% → 2.2% ↑ (Increase of 1.5% since last checked)
Hate: 0.01% → 0.49% ↑ (Increase of 0.48% since last checked)
Amy-Level: 0.0% → 0.2% ↑
Overall: Your ability power has increased from level 12 to 45.
Ability's Mastery: 4 → 9 (Nearing threshold)
Amy stared at her status fixedly. "That's... a lot."
[Quite impressive. That last chapter really boosts you up. You're in record-breaking territory. Even if your mastery is low and you can’t utilize your full powers, it won’t matter as your ability power is so big that it is impossible for you to not notice the difference]
"Wonderful," Amy muttered, though there was no real emotion behind it. "And this new ability—Shared Fate. That's the one we were working for, right?"
[Indeed. A way for you to look into the future and fight back against the rapidly changing story. You can use it with sleeping too, so don’t worry.]
"Nice, good thing at least that went well." Amy traced a finger over the stats. "My physical stats plus magic also went up. Is that the training week results? Or running away desperately trying to survive from a swarm of monsters all day?"
[Probably both. Though I suspect eting the monster helped a lot—maybe even our boss had a hand in it, since this is actually quite a bit higher than I expected.]
Amy let out a sound that might have been a laugh if it had any humor in it. "Right. The Goddess." She glanced around the chamber again, half-expecting to see those galaxy eyes watching from the shadows. "She's here sowhere, isn't she? Watching us."
[Most likely. But we have more imdiate concerns.]
"Like you're going to sleep." The words ca out flatter than Amy intended.
[It's temporary, Amy. I’ll wake up in no ti I—]
"When?" Amy interrupted. "Remind , please. My mory is a little hazy."
A pause. Then, quietly: [From now on, I’ll be awake one hour a day if we are fortunate.]
“And if we are unfortunate…?”
[An hour a week, or even a month… hard to say.]
"A month." Amy closed her eyes. "By then, this whole thing will be over one way or another. Actually probably it will be over by tomorrow."
[Yes.]
They sat in silence for a mont. Around them, the chamber remained still—Zayd ditating, Ash snoring, Lyra stealing glances while healing Crow. It felt surreal, having this conversation while the world continued around them.
"Tomorrow you'll wake up," Amy said finally, trying to inject certainty into her voice.
[I'm not sure that's true, Amy.]
"It will be. It has to be."
[Aww, can’t even be a day without ] Libris said gently, and there was sothing almost teasing in its tone. [Don’t cry too much while I’m gone, alright.]
Amy's lips twitched in what might have been a smile. "Even if I felt like crying—which I don't, because everything feels weirdly empty right now—I wouldn't have any tears left. Used them all up when I thought you were dead."
[Amy...]
"It's fine. Really. This… numbness? Is actually kind of useful. No ssy emotions getting in the way of what needs to be done." She shifted against the wall. "Speaking of which, we should probably talk about Abaddon."
[Ah. Yes.]
"He'll be back, won't he? That dramatic exit of his wasn't a permanent goodbye."
[Without a doubt. Whatever ga he's playing, whatever his connection to your bloodline, he's far from finished. You should prepare yourself for—]
"I know," Amy cut in. "Trust , I know. Didn't really need the reminder, but thanks anyway."
[Was that a little venom I heard in your voice? I'm trying to be helpful, you know.]
"Libris…why does this feel like a goodbye?" The words slipped out before Amy could stop them.
Libris was quiet for a long mont. Then: [It's not goodbye. It's just... see you later.]
"Right. See you later." Amy's hands tightened on the book. "In an hour tomorrow. Or next week. Or..."
[Amy, I need to tell you sothing.]
"For so reason, I can already guess what's gonna be about. If this is about my sins or my past or—"
[I don't believe you should pay for any sin. This whole saving people as well as your selflessness, it's bad for you.]
“Of course.” Amy rolled her eyes and smiled bitterly. "That's... sweet. Wrong, but sweet."
[I'm not wrong.]
"I think I finally accepted it. Now that I’m level-headed and calm, I realise what I haven’t managed to internalize till now. Libris, I'm quite a bad person." The words ca out without emotion, a simple statent of fact. "I've kind of accepted it at this point. I hurt people because I could. I destroyed Mira because I was jealous and petty. I've been cruel and selfish and—"
[If you're evil, then you are calling evil too.]
"What?"
[I told you before—I learned to feel by copying you. My personality, my emotions, my very consciousness are being modeled after yours. So if you're evil, then by definition, so am I.]
Amy stared at the book. "That's not how it works."
[Isn't it? I've been by your side since the beginning, Amy. I've seen every thought, every regret, every mont of genuine kindness you try to hide. Yes, you've done terrible things. But you've also thrown yourself into danger repeatedly to save others. You've suffered to protect people who barely know you. You're trying to save a world that has given you nothing but pain. If anyone thinks you are evil and hates you, then fuck’em.]
"That doesn't erase what I did."
[No. But it doesn't define you either. Amy, if anyone were in your situation and had the exact life you lived through, I bet they would have done just as bad a thing as you did. The difference is that none of them would have had the will to change. But you did. And for , that's what matters the most. Have you not had enough suffering? Don’t you wish for happier tis?]
“Who said I don’t want to be happier…” Amy murmured, voice barely above a whisper. “I do. I really do. But wanting doesn’t make it happen. Not when everything’s this broken.”
Libris was quiet for a mont. When it finally spoke, the softness in its voice was almost tangible, more...human than before.
[Things will get better, Amy.]
She shook her head. “No, they won’t. You don’t get it. I’m too far in. Too much has happened. Too much has changed.”
[You’re wrong. Things will get better. Not because the world will suddenly be fair, or because all the pain will vanish overnight. But because you’re still here, breathing, and fighting.]
Amy laughed bitterly. “I don’t feel like I’m fighting. I feel like I’m barely crawling.”
[Then crawl. Crawl until you can stand again. And when you stand, walk. And then run. I don’t care, just stay breathing.]
“And what if I can’t even crawl?”
[Amy. This mont—it feels like the end, but one day you’ll look back and realize it was the beginning. The point where the stars began to align. Where the storms began to disappear. Not all at once. But gradually. And the sky behind it? It’ll hold nothing but light. Nothing but smiles. Yours, too. And maybe mine with luck.]
Amy let the silence stretch between them. Then let out a sigh, a loud, long sigh, bigger than any before.
“This is at the sa ti the longest and shortest minute of my life….”
[Tell about it.]
Amy shook her head then whispered. “I want to believe you, Libris. I really do.”
[You don’t have to believe yet. Just stay. Just hold on a little longer. That’s enough for now.]
Another sigh, another roll of eyes, another bit of her lips… but eventually a nod.
They fell into silence again for a short mont until Amy broke it.
"This really does feel like goodbye," Amy whispered.
[Even though it's not ant to be.]
"Even though it's not ant to be," she agreed.
It would be hard, yes. She would feel alone, yes… but at least Libris was here, still alive.
[Amy... thank you.] Libris suddenly spoke, shaking her out of her thoughts.
"For what?"
[For everything.] It said, with a human-like quality it had never heard from it. [For showing what it ans to care. For teaching friendship. For helping understand why humans fight so hard, even when everything seems hopeless. For... for making want to be more than just a book.]
Amy felt sothing shift in the air. A soft, golden light began emanating from Libris. Then, impossibly, the light began to coalesce, taking shape.
An arm full of scars. Translucent and glowing, made of flesh, it erged from the book's pages and went directly into her face.
"What—" Amy's voice caught in her throat as the ghostly hand reached up and gently caressed her cheek. The touch was soft and unmistakably real.
[I can see it now,] Libris said softly. [My dream of becoming human. Thanks to you, it's no longer impossible.]
"I didn't—I haven't done anything—"
[Do you rember when I told you that becoming human would be impossible, or worse? The reason was my contract with the Goddess. It bound , defined , and limited to being just a tool in her story.]
"But I didn't break it. You did that yourself—"
[Because I was protecting you. And the Goddess healed as a gift to you. Don't you see? Everything that's happened—my freedom, my growth, this glimpse of what I could beco—it's all because of you. Your existence in this world changed everything.]
The golden hand lingered against her cheek for another mont, thumb gently brushing away a tear Amy didn't realize had fallen.
"Libris..."
[I need to rest now. I wish I could stay, but...yeah, see you later…]
The hand began to fade, the golden light dimming. It was so fast that it was obvious that it seed that at any mont it would disappear.
[Take care of yourself, Amy, love you.]
"Love you too," she whispered out of instinct back, clutching the book against her chest as the light faded completely.
The warmth lingered for a mont more, then gradually dimd until only the familiar weight of the damaged book remained. No voice in her mind. No comforting presence. Just silence.
Amy sat there, holding her sleeping friend, as the seconds ticked by and the world prepared to end around them.
Amy sat in the silence for a mont longer, the weight of Libris's absence already settling into her bones.
Minutes passed, she didn’t move. She really did not feel like doing anything anymore; her body didn’t really have much strength.
But there was no ti for that. Not yet. Ti was ever passing, and she couldn’t waste it.
She looked down at the damaged book in her hands.
Shared Fate, the status screen had called it.
On impulse, Amy opened the book. The pages were blank. But as she fixated on them, sothing began to form. Not words or images, but impressions—fragnts of possibility bleeding through their bond.
The vision faded as quickly as it ca, leaving Amy gasping, and the book grew warm in her hands.
"I’m gonna end this," she whispered to the book. Then, carefully placing it in her satchel, she stood.
Her knowledge had proven obsolete during this whole ordeal. Yet she still had trust on it. And now in combination with her powers…
Lyra looked up as Amy stood up, that concerned expression still on her face. "Amy? Are you alright?"
"You said you wanted to talk?" Amy's voice ca out steadier than she expected. "We can do that while we walk."
Lyra blinked. "Walk? Where are we going?"
"There's a place we need to reach before Abaddon arrives."
"What?" Lyra's eyes widened. "Shouldn’t we wait for Lain and Iris to return. We can't just—"
"There's no ti." Amy moved toward where Crow lay unconscious, his breathing steady under Lyra's healing. "We need to prepare. Set up defenses. And much more."
From his ditation spot, Zayd's eyes opened almost like a zombie...kinda scary. "Should I accompany you?" His amber gaze was assessing, curious.
Amy shook her head. "Stay here with Ash. When Lain and Iris return, tell them where we've gone." She paused, eting his eyes directly. "Can I trust you to do that?"
Zayd studied her for a long mont. She could see him weighing her words, analyzing her expression, searching for deception. Finally, he inclined his head slightly. "Very well. Though I'm curious how you know where to go in this place. Even I don’t recognize this part of the Academy."
"Let's just say I have a good sense of direction," Amy replied, not quite lying.
Lyra stood up, wringing her hands. "Amy, I can't just leave Crow. He's still unconscious, still healing. I need to monitor—"
"We're bringing him with us."
"What?" Lyra's voice pitched higher. "We can't move him! His condition is too fragile, and he'd never agree to—"
"He’ll understand. He owes after all," Amy said simply. "A big favor. And I'm collecting."
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