Now that more than three years have passed, Shi Jiaojiao’s curse still often echoes in Shi Nuan’s mind.
Shi Nuan didn’t care before, nor did she take it to heart, but Song Yichuan’s departure hit her hard.
Indeed, she regarded Song Yichuan as an elder brother, a friend, soone she could trust and rely on, but she was very clear that Song Yichuan liked her.
He liked her very much.
Song Yichuan also knew her thoughts, and he told her, "I don’t need you to love , I just hope you won’t bear everything alone, at least... at least let share so of it for you, even if it’s just a little..."
He said, "Nuannuan, you can help as a brother, we can live together like siblings, and if we get married in the future, I promise I won’t touch you, I’ll respect you, protect you, accompany you, and never leave you in this lifeti!"
She and Song Yichuan had been engaged for three years, and in everyone’s eyes, they should be dating.
They were even seen as a couple about to get married in the future.
But only they knew what their relationship was like.
In three years, the most intimate gesture between them was only a hug, not even a kiss.
Occasionally, she felt it was too harsh on Song Yichuan, once when they watched a movie together.
Song Yichuan bought two cups of milk tea, and they sat on a bench by the roadside drinking it.
On the bench opposite them, a couple was kissing warmly, making Shi Nuan blush, and Song Yichuan blushed too.
That was Shi Nuan’s first ti being proactive, she asked Song Yichuan, "Have you ever kissed a girl?"
Song Yichuan laughed at the ti and said, "My mother, does that count?"
"Of course not..." Shi Nuan said, "I an the kind of kiss between a man and a woman!"
Song Yichuan felt a little awkward, coughed, and said, "Why... why ask this all of a sudden?"
Shi Nuan made a sound of acknowledgnt and said, "It seems you haven’t..."
Song Yichuan was even more embarrassed.
Then Shi Nuan turned to look at him and said, "Then kiss !"
At that mont, Song Yichuan’s expression was very shocked.
Actually, that was about a year after they got engaged, so they were quite familiar with each other by then.
They said they were like siblings, and now Shi Nuan wanted him to kiss her.
Then, Shi Nuan closed her eyes, waiting for him to kiss her.
Actually, at that mont, Shi Nuan felt a bit shy.
Even though she was proactive, she was quite conservative in this area.
When she dated Shen Zui for three years, the most intimate act Shen Zui did was to peck her on the lips when she was not paying attention.
He didn’t even know how to give a deep kiss.
In the past, Shi Nuan didn’t know, but after being with Song Yansheng, the kisses Song Yansheng gave her were always deep and passionate.
It made her realize how pure and clean her feelings with Shen Zui had been.
That day, Shi Nuan waited with her eyes closed for a long ti, only to finally receive a kiss from Song Yichuan on her forehead.
She opened her eyes, her eyelashes trembling, and looked at Song Yichuan.
Song Yichuan smiled, reached out to tousle Shi Nuan’s hair, and said, "Nuannuan, I have to admit I really want to kiss you, but I can tell you haven’t fallen in love with yet... I don’t want to force you, nor do I want to force myself... There’s still a long future ahead, we can continue to be like this, and if one day... if you develop feelings for beyond those of a brother and friend, let know, and we’ll officially date, okay?"
At that ti, actually, Song Yichuan’s health was relatively better, and Shi Nuan still held unlimited hope for the future.
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