Shi Nuan went into the bathroom to wash up. When she ca out, Song Yansheng hadn’t returned yet. She lay on the bed, leaving only a bedside lamp on.
The light was dim, but perhaps she was used to this level of brightness, because she could actually see every piece of furniture in the room clearly.
Outside the window, the moonlight was cold and clear; the wind stirred the curtains, bringing a rustling sound. The night was actually very quiet.
Shi Nuan’s hand subconsciously touched her own abdon. Would she really desire a child?
Yes, she would. When she was young, she heard from her grandmother that her mother had a difficult labor when giving birth to her, and the hospital issued a risk notice.
Her father was so terrified that he was trembling all over; in the end, it was her grandfather who signed the surgery consent form for her mother.
Grandmother said that her grandfather never really liked her father. It wasn’t that he didn’t try or didn’t make efforts, but her father was indeed too disappointing.
Back then, Shi Nuan couldn’t quite grasp what kind of feeling "disappointnt" was that her grandmother spoke of. But now, she could feel it.
Indeed, her father was too disappointing.
Her father was currently the closest person to her in this world, yet she couldn’t rely on him.
But if she had her own child, would life have new hope?
Yet, when she thought this way, it felt unrealistic to her. How could that be possible!
It might have been possible if she weren’t burdened with so much.
But now, it’s better to let it go.
Moreover, if she weren’t burdened with so much, how could she have gotten involved with Song Yansheng?
How would there be a possibility of pregnancy?
Everything was actually predestined, no matter how much she didn’t want to admit it!
Shi Nuan thought about many things, and in a daze, she fell asleep.
Song Yansheng returned, seeing the soft, petite figure on the bed. The corners of his lips curled up slightly.
He reached out to turn off the bedside lamp and lay down beside Shi Nuan, feeling grateful that he had thought she might be asleep earlier and had washed up in the study room before coming over.
In the darkness, he gently kissed Shi Nuan’s forehead and pulled her small body into his embrace, falling asleep peacefully.
That night, Shi Nuan didn’t sleep well; she had a dream again.
In the dream, day alternated with night, and shadows fluttered about; she saw many familiar people.
There was her grandfather, her grandmother, her father, her mother, Xiao Chuan, Shen Zui, Shi Jiaojiao, Li Guirong, and many others she didn’t recognize...
They stood around her, constantly talking to her. So wore gentle expressions, so were worried, so were urgent, and so looked hideous...
There were so many people, and the noise was so loud that she couldn’t hear anything clearly.
Her mind felt like it was buzzing, and she covered her ears with her hands, begging them to stop talking, all of them, just stop...
But they kept talking incessantly!
Suddenly, a voice ca from not far away, piercing through those voices directly into her ears...
Calling her: "Nuannuan, Nuannuan..."
It was a man’s voice!
Shi Nuan looked up and saw a stunningly handso young man!
He seed very familiar, but she couldn’t recall who he was. Instinctively, she felt he should have a very close relationship with her!
The man continued: "Nuannuan, don’t be scared, co to my side..."
Shi Nuan just stood there, looking at the gentle deanor of the man not far away, really, really wanting to go over to him!
But she was surrounded by a crowd, unable to get through. She just couldn’t get through!
Her tears fell uncontrollably, and she couldn’t help but cover her face and cry. She felt very sad, extrely sad!
The man’s voice ca again: "Nuannuan, don’t cry, I’ll always be by your side to protect you, always, always..."
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