Chu Jingyun’s eyes dimd.
Give up on Song Yansheng? She naturally didn’t want to, but what could she do?
She’s been by his side for so many years, and he never showed her the slightest hint of intimacy.
He never even ntioned liking or love.
No, liking and love are almost like dreamlike words; he keeps a respectful distance from all won. At most...
At most, she’s just one step closer to him than they are.
Just that one step.
She thought, with ti, she would gradually, slowly, move to his side.
But no, he’s like a fortress, unbreakable, leaving her powerless.
With bitterness in her heart, she smiled and said, "Do you think I still have a chance?"
Song Qingyang shook her head, "I don’t know... but I always feel that giving up without trying for sothing is a pity!"
After pausing, she added, "Moreover, between Second Uncle and Nuannuan, I’m actually not very optimistic. You know what kind of person Second Uncle is, and although he’s registered with Nuannuan, it’s been a while and there’s no wedding, not even a public announcent of marriage. I don’t need to say the reason, Sister Jingyun, you should know it too..."
Chu Jingyun pressed her lips together, not saying a word.
Song Qingyang continued, "Of course, this is your and Second Uncle’s matter, I can’t intervene, since my own feelings are a ss too... Let it be for now, Sister Jingyun, I’m going to see mom, her alcohol tolerance is poor, I’m afraid she’ll get drunk!"
Song Qingyang left, and Chu Jingyun glanced at her, then at Song Yansheng with a dazed look.
Yu Yao told her that Song Yansheng had fallen in love with Shi Nuan.
But when exactly did he fall in love? On reflection, maybe it was after Shi Nuan got engaged to Song Yichuan.
She found it unbelievable that Song Yansheng would fall in love with his nephew’s fiancée, it sounds like a joke!
But just after Song Yichuan’s passing, he swiftly, with the fastest speed, married Shi Nuan.
Song Qingyang was right; he now doesn’t publicly acknowledge Shi Nuan’s status, nor announce he’s married, surely because he’s mindful of Shi Nuan’s identity.
And Aunt Hui seems to have said that Shi Nuan is not very invested in Song Yansheng.
That is to say, she succumbed to Song Yansheng, surely for so unavoidable reason.
Their marriage, at least for now, is just Song Yansheng’s unrequited love.
But for Song Yansheng to love Shi Nuan, yet have little contact with her, even if it’s unrequited love, how long can this feeling last?
Especially with Shi Nuan’s indifferent treatnt.
By this calculation, she might... just might, still have a chance!
But this chance is likely slim because when Shi Nuan was with Song Yichuan, she didn’t enter Song Yansheng’s heart...
Wait...
Chu Jingyun thought of sothing, and her heart suddenly trembled!
Yes, if you think about it, the ti when Song Yansheng and she got slightly closer was after Song Yichuan got engaged to Shi Nuan...
She was wondering, is there any connection between the two...
But that doesn’t make sense, they had just gotten engaged, he had just t Shi Nuan, and even if he fell in love at first sight...
It wouldn’t be enough to imdiately pull her in to fill any void...
Moreover, she didn’t feel like she played any role in filling a void...
In over three years, apart from the occasional al and conversation, there was nothing else...
The ti she spent with Song Yansheng wasn’t even more than the ti she interacted with Song Yansheng’s mother, Yu Yao...
It seems that all of this was probably just a coincidence...
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