Shi Nuan knew that saying more was useless, and she didn’t want to dwell on it, so she asked directly, "Then why did you et today, what exactly do you want to say?"
"I do have sothing to say..." Shen Zui’s eyes beca focused and bright.
He looked at Shi Nuan and spoke almost word by word, "Nuannuan, don’t fall in love with Song Yansheng!"
"..." Shi Nuan was taken aback, a hint of panic flashed in her eyes, but it quickly disappeared.
Shen Zui continued, "Nuannuan, I know that you’re with Song Yansheng now because of hardships, I know this wasn’t your initial intention. What I hope for is that after you finish what you want to do, you can leave in ti, or one day, when you want to leave, tell , and I’ll take you away imdiately... I hope that by then, you can leave without hesitation, without any regret, you know what I an!"
Shi Nuan bit her lip, and after a while, she said, "You’ve gone to great lengths to see , is it just to tell this?"
"Yes..." Shen Zui said, "Because this is what I’m most worried and afraid of right now. I’m making an effort, Nuannuan, every mont I’m trying, trying to improve myself, trying to beco strong, but I’m afraid my efforts won’t match the speed at which you’re falling, I’m afraid that in the end, all my efforts will be in vain, I’m afraid I can never find that carefree, innocent, and lively Nuannuan again, and I’m even more afraid... that Nuannuan will ruin her life because of this!"
"Ruin her life?" Shi Nuan’s eyelashes lowered, she sighed and said, "Shen Zui, when you left T City, did you ever think that I would ruin my life because of it?"
Shen Zui was stunned, "Nuannuan..."
But Shi Nuan shook her head, saying, "You don’t have to say any more, I understand what you an, and I really thank you for always caring about , but I think everyone has their own fate, and this is mine, what can I do? As for Song Yansheng, I’m not sure if he will ruin in the future, but at least for now, he is the one helping , and the only one who can help , and now besides trusting him, there’s nothing else I can do..."
She looked at the young man before her, smiled, and said, "Shen Zui, have you ever thought about why you liked back then?"
Shen Zui was taken aback but didn’t answer.
Shi Nuan said, "Never thought about it? But I have. I think your smile is particularly warm, and you look particularly good in a white shirt. That kind of handsoness bewilders my mind, makes feel a sense of déjà vu, I think, this is probably fate, so when you confessed to , I didn’t even think and just got together with you... Three years, not long, but not short either, we walked together hand in hand, from fifteen to eighteen years old, that was one of the few happy tis after my mother passed away. In my heart, I am really grateful to you, and I also think, I truly liked you..."
"But after all, that was more than three years ago. I’m no longer the fifteen-year-old, and you are no longer the eighteen-year-old, we’ve both changed, the feelings we give each other are no longer the sa. For example, now you like wearing dark clothes, wearing a baseball cap, frowning, no longer that sunshine boy who smiled at in a white shirt... Shen Zui, more than three years have passed, I’ve accepted reality. Now, it’s your turn..."
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